#conffessions

[borisgoodenov]

Confession

I’m self conscious about my armpits.

[amor-transgenico]

Felicidad vs. Miedo

De nuevo me encuentro llorando, llorando por la realidad, por darme cuenta que ya no soy tu todo, ya no se que soy para ti. Y es que me destroza el alma darme cuenta que sufres por alguien mas, alguien que no soy yo, que extrañas a esa persona, que te gusta, que incluso la quieres, que te hizo feliz, que piensas en eso, que quieres regresar el tiempo a su lado; todo, mientras yo te extraño a ti, sufro por ti, quiero estar contigo, quiero regresar el tiempo a cuando me amabas completamente. Es duro, es difícil aceptar la realidad, saber que es mas importante en tu vida de lo que me querías hacer creer y lo peor es que ya lo sabía. Si, probablemente no pase nada, pero se que quisieras que pasara, eso destroza, al grado de sentir el peor temor, el miedo a perderte, a que nada de lo que haga funcione, a que solo quieras intentarlo por miedo a lastimarme, por lastima, por hacerme un favor o peor aun, para tratar de olvidar a alguien mas. Tengo tanto miedo a perderte, que duele en el alma. Pero, también me haces feliz, con tan poco que me entregas, me haces sonreír y amarte mas y me das las fuerzas de seguir luchando. Yo se que quieres que te demuestre con hechos, y aunque no se como o que hacer, lo quiero hacer. Quiero que confíes en mí y quiero confiar en ti. Entiendo que no te entregues al 100 por miedo, pero no se hasta que punto te estés reservando o hasta que punto es solo porque no te nace y no quieres hacerlo porque ya no sientes lo mismo. Porque mientras mas me sujetas mas miedo tengo de caer. Agradezco que pongas de tu parte, de verdad lo agradezco porque me haces feliz y sentir que me quieres, pero me asusta pensar que esto ya no trascienda. No me gusta para nada sentirte a la mitad. No lo digo como un reclamo, solo me desahogo, solo quisiera ya no sentir este miedo y este dolor, dejar de pensar en todo lo malo y las ideas fabricadas.

[instinctsofdeath]

My 10 UnGoth Confessions

I just wanted to do something personal. 1. I have a wired thing for pirates, ships, and stuff like that, in my room I have a collection of ship models and ships in bottles and 'pirates of the Caribbean' is one is my favorite movie series. 2. I am really into folk metal including Viking metal, celtic metal, oriental metal and even Yiddish metal (yes that la a thing) 3. I lived in Mexico from ages 7 - 10 and those where the most inspiring years of my life I adore mexican culture and speak perfectly Spanish 3. I love history. Sometimes I like to watch history documentaries my favorites are about ancient Egypt, Ancient Greece, medieval times and jewish history. 4. I love 80's rock and pop. Including bands like bon Jovi and pop like a ha. 5. I like airports I love flights and discovering different places especially tasting new food. I've been in may places in Europe and I love seeing baroque/rococo style palaces. 6. I really don't like Joy Division I don't know why I just don't like their music. 7. I love plants! It's wired but I really like plants and I always try to grow some but I have never succeeded. 8. I love nature, weather it's forests, mountains, deserts of jungles I've always wanted to go to Norway and Alaska to see the northen lights. I love hiking. 9. I like to cook. I always watch recipes on you tube and even though I almost never actually make them I always say to myself 'knowledge is power'. 10. I saved the worst for last. I'm kind of a morning person. I feel like my best time is the morning at night I am sleepy and tired. And the weirdest thing is that I kind of like getting up early. Well that all please do your own!!

[questionablefindings]

Since Its About To Be October, Lets Anon Message Each Other Our Greatest Fear Right Now

[lthamburgler]

It's getting worse.

I don't want to be with anyone. I don't want anyone around me. 

 When I say I hate people, i truly mean it.

Even those I thought I loved, now bring me despair. I've been thinking too much, my walls now shambles. I want to be alone. I don't want to hang out, do drugs, drink, party, nor do I want that stupid ass Netflix cuddles pizza bullshit. I just want to be home, by myself. Listening to music, reading books, and well, just enjoying my own company. But the more I do that, the less I'm able to handle.  I don't know what's wrong with me. I just hope I can make it through this without losing everything I worked so hard for.

...... I need sleep.

[clarafordahwin]

Actually guys, I have had a few boyfriends. I just didn't want to tell anyone because I didn't want it to come up while they were investigating their disappearances. You see, I've been taking relationship advice from Fall Out Boy. Burning everything I love. At least burning the ashes means I don't have to worry about hiding the body.