#confidence killer

[cowlicks-and-curls]

I really hate that the one time i got truly into something, like it really really made me feel something and I was connecting all the dots and explaining all the relationships to my mom she's just sitting there going I have no clue what you're talking about and just acting like I was spewing literal gibberish. Snuffed that light right out.

But she's perfectly content listening to my brother's hyperfixation of the month. Like. Why can't you be supportive. She's the kind to tell you she hates your new most favorite haircut but she guesses it's fine because you like it.

Like thanks again mom. Had a good day, a good self image, and you basically told me I was actually ugly because according to you to do otherwise would be to tell a lie. Appreciate the honesty

[eden-rebel-giant]

I'm allergic. To you!

I fucking HATE it when people feel the need to loudly tell me that I've gotten flushed . When I'm excited/angry-passionate about something , I get a blush in my cheeks and my neck gets all flushed . Why the fuck would I want anyone to announce to the whole room "oh , you've gone REALLY red" *cue everyone staring at my neck* "are you allergic to something?" Yeah, you mate. So pissed off that when I've got something to say that is so important to me, the only thing people want to focus on is the ugly rash I come out it. Way to make me feel confident guys 👍🏻

[captkevman]

Two calls to derail the day

Two phone calls this morning:

First was from a tech scammer, trying to tell me he was calling about my "computer's security" and that it was under attack. I called bullshit and hung up on him.

Second one was from Apple in California, asking if Beach Tec (the business I put on hold at the end of last year) was able to remove cameras from iPhones for a local customer. After I informed him Beach Tec wasn't a thing anymore, and that I was unable to offer that service, he tried to encourage me to apply to Apple, as they were on a hiring spree (I have several times over the past couple of years, but have heard nothing back).

Somehow, just remembering my situation (not being able to grow/manage Beach Tec properly, being shut out early on from applying to be an Authorized Apple Service Provider) brought all the frustration I've felt over the last six years or so to the surface and put me in a foul mood.

[waterfall-mirage]

I want to know what it feels like to mindlessly play with your fingers as we hold hands. And it hurts, it hurts so bad knowing that it will never happen. I am heartbroken.

@waterfall-mirage

[quotemylifee]

The sad part is you don't think what you did was wrong. - quotemylifee

[venomouschild]

Nothing boosts more confidence than when people note how tired you look or how big those pants make your thighs look.

[gemmalosesherjelly]

Bit of a confidence killer

I've managed to wear through 2 pairs of jeans in 2 days. They weren't even tight, they were loose, the problem is I literally not don't even have a pair of jeans that fits me. And I can't afford new ones. Awesome.

[fernadeschi]

I've been in a Shikira mood since i was 5 and today is one of those days I just let it out. All these old songs are getting me