#confusing week

[tincansamurai]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <-that's me yelling

[dustyoldclock]

I wake up, and I always think it's unbearably Tuesday, then I check my phone and it's somehow friday

[moripartylove]

This week was a bit of an emotional rollercoaster for me... First a jobinterview on Monday morning (omg the anxiety 😅), then the joy of seeing one of my favourite bands live with my best friend 🥰 (I've been listening to them for 22 years so you can imagine how intensely I feel about them), then the good news that I'll get the job (provided that the human resources people who employ everyone working for the city will give their ok, and last time they veto-ed me because I had too many sick days, so I don't dare to be happy about it yet), followed immediately by the bad news that a colleague who applied for the same job as me (who was also on a short-term contract) is being fired (or they won't prolong his contract, which ran out this week). He had his last day on Thursday and it was so emotional, I saw him shed a tear and I can't help but feel like I "stole his job" or like it's a little bit my fault that he's unemployed now, even though rationally I know that's not true. The reason was that he, too, had too many sick days 🙄 He didn't seem to be mad at me or anything, but I feel like some of the others (the ones who were closest to him) were a bit bitchy to me now. I hope that will go away soon...