If I'm kindling for a little while,
at least I'll feel of use.

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If I'm kindling for a little while,
at least I'll feel of use.
Hey, I just wanted to thank @therealjacksepticeye for making the "My Toughest Year On YouTube" video. He displayed a lot of emotion and revealed some personal things about his mental health in 2017, and it kinda just makes me happy-sad. Happy, becasue Jack feels comfortable enough to express how he feels toward certain subjects. Sad, because I know how Jack feels in a lot of what he talked about. Obviously, not the YouTube stuff, but more like trying to get help, feeling sluggish and that kind of stuff. I'm not going to delve into my own personal history, because this isn't about me, but 2017 was probably my worst year too. I just felt like shit all year and...yeah.
Anyway, I just kinda wanted to express how I feel about the video and thank Jack for talking about how his year was.
Let's make 2018 amazing!
This is your life You can go anywhere You gotta grab the wheel and own it And drive it like you stole it
Sing Street (2016)
“your problem is that you’re not happy being sad. But that’s what love is Cosmo, happy-sad.” Sing Street
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
🔞 "The Echo Garden" Ch 50: "happy-sad"
Ch length: 6850 Fic length: 325,836
HOLY MOLY I can't believe this thing is 50 chapters long!!
Link to Ch 1!
Enjoy! 💕
This week was a bit of an emotional rollercoaster for me... First a jobinterview on Monday morning (omg the anxiety 😅), then the joy of seeing one of my favourite bands live with my best friend 🥰 (I've been listening to them for 22 years so you can imagine how intensely I feel about them), then the good news that I'll get the job (provided that the human resources people who employ everyone working for the city will give their ok, and last time they veto-ed me because I had too many sick days, so I don't dare to be happy about it yet), followed immediately by the bad news that a colleague who applied for the same job as me (who was also on a short-term contract) is being fired (or they won't prolong his contract, which ran out this week). He had his last day on Thursday and it was so emotional, I saw him shed a tear and I can't help but feel like I "stole his job" or like it's a little bit my fault that he's unemployed now, even though rationally I know that's not true. The reason was that he, too, had too many sick days 🙄 He didn't seem to be mad at me or anything, but I feel like some of the others (the ones who were closest to him) were a bit bitchy to me now. I hope that will go away soon...