𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 (𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞)
Zelda was born Augusta in 27 B.C., the year after Gaius Octavius was conferred the name Augustus by the Roman Senate. Growing up under the reign of Emperor Augustus, Zelda’s father Appius was a military man in the Equestrian Order. He built his wealth by securing contracts, supplying the army, and exploiting public lands, mines, and quarries in the provinces. He became a prosperous business and land owner through extortion.
But with Augustus’ reorganisation of the Equestrian class, Appius’ business was more tightly controlled than before. The government forced the family to accept unprofitable contracts. Appius was compelled to seek alternatives, and moved his family to a smaller Roman province when Augusta was fifteen. She lived there until she was turned seven years later.
But for the next seven years, Augusta (later, Zelda) spent her time on the small island with her mother. Her father bought a vineyard with money he did not have, and owed a great many debts for doing so. Eventually, he abandoned his family completely, and left Augusta to take care of her ailing mother and repay her father’s financial obligations. She took a job on the docks, helping build trading ships for a small wage.
Except for the constant threat of being beat on by the thugs who came weekly for coin, and her mother’s dwindling health, she was happy. Spending her evenings at inns and brothels, and fell in love with a new woman nightly. A tavern was never merrier than when she visited with her friends, and everyone was her friend. There was a magnetism about her. Her selflessness was alluring. And then, with an influx of newcomers at port, a vampire took interest in her to the extent of obsessing over her, and stole her.
Diocles was a foreigner. He found her on the beach the first night he arrived, stepping off of the boat with only the clothes on his back. She was lying, intoxicated, in the sand, gazing up at the night sky in wonder. And he decided in that moment that her body was meant to be the vessel his goddess would return in. So he watched her all night, stalked her, and then he took her and changed her. He lay with her as she died. He called her: Atë, the infernal.
Augusta changed her name to Zelda in the 1920s, and moved from the United States of America to the United Kingdom in the 1980s, after the release of Anne Rice’s Interview with The Vampire. America had become too fixated on its vampires, and somehow Zelda felt that in the city of London she could be more discreet. Diocles had long since been dead but his firmly held delusions that she was his goddess reborn followed her through the centuries. And as popular culture reinvented the vampire into something close to godhood, forgetting their fears and the folkloric belief that they were the bodies of the deceased, possessed merely by evil spirits, the world only grew more and more unbearable. When Diocles had dubbed her Atë the night of her turning, he had cursed her in more ways than one. She was to be worshipped by everyone she fell in love with, and she would hate it.
Zelda disputes and despises the idea that she is a god. But there are some things she questions. Such as how she has survived every threat that should not have been survivable.