I’m going to throw you a curveball because I feel like it... hurt #3, soft #12, and misc #2 for Heeyoung and Jisung. Feel free to get creative with this random bunch 😂
[01:05 ; 10 january 2018]
predebut+predating heesung coming at ya nonie. i some how managed to link them and now this fluffy ass shit has me soft.
“ji, this is gonna look suspicious to people walking past us,” heeyoung mumbled as she let jisung lead her blindly in the cold winter night. her free hand continuously fumbled with the blindfold he’d put on her while the other remained clasped withinin his own.
“first no one will care and second; why would anyone be at the park at 1 am?” jisung had a point the park was usually empty at this time which was the reason they’d always meet up this late at night. sure they were just trainees and they were technically just friends but you could never be too safe.
“this is itchy,” she whined making jisung laugh, the sound of it warming her up and making her heart flutter the way it always did. jisung made her heart flip, dip and shake in ways that she’d never tell him.
he blatantly ignored her whines and continued his journey. he’d squeeze her hand to the rhythm of whatever song he was humming. she guessed it was one of the unreleased tracks he’d been working on lately. they’d both been so busy with both of their debuts coming up that they’d hardly had the time to be the chaotic duo that they were known to be. she missed him, a lot more than she’d let him know. she missed him more than a best friend should but she’d keep that to herself till the day she died.
it was kind of an unspoken rule that they’d always just be friends. he’d never directly said that he didn’t see her in that light but one time he said that she was “like a brother to him”. heeyoung may be the most inexperienced person when it came to feelings but she knew that there was no way out of the brother zone so she just accepted it. she kept her delusional fantasies of dates in the back of her mind as he platonically held her hand.
jisung suddenly stopped and heeyoung collided with his back with a loud thud. she groaned as jisung just rubbed at the her forehead lightly as he undid the blindfold. “we’re here,” he said excitedly.
heeyoung tried her hardest not to squeal as she stared at the cute picnic lay out set up on the grass right beside the pond she was obsessed with.
“what the-“
“i know you’ve been stressed with everything and i’ve definitely been stressed, and we always said this spot was really soothing for both of us. so a picnic just made sense,” heeyoung could’ve made it up in her mind but she swore he looked nervous. jisung was never nervous around heeyoung, they were far too close and far too comfortable with each other for either of them to be nervous. why would he be nervous?
she shook her head as she smiled sweetly at jisung. usually she’d say some type of backhanded compliment and tease him but she couldn’t think of anything. it was just too sweet to make fun of.
not knowing what to do with a frozen, soft looking heeyoung jisung abruptly sat down dragging her along with him.
“you made all of this?” she asked softly. her hands brushed against all the lids of the multiple tupperware’s set up on the blanket. jisung nodded with a proud look on his face.
“i had to ask minho and chan to help me. it’s not much but i almost set the dorm on fire trying to cook all of this so you so you better like it,” he teased only making heeyoung smile wider. she just couldn’t stop smiling. it was all so sweet.
jisung pulled out two camping lamps from his backpack. she wondered why he had it and it definitely all made sense now. as he turned the lights on there was a soft glow that covered his face. heeyoung just about swooned but she kept it in.
“well shit, you really pulled out all the stops didn’t you,” she chuckled looking away from him to not only still her heart but look around for something to snack on. she was always hungry.
“i know.if only the ducklings weren’t all sleeping right now it would be perfect,” he said smugly, all reminisce of his previous slightly nervous attitude was gone. as he opened the tupperware with the cookies heeyoung just about moaned at the smell of them. when did he have time to do all of this? she made a mental note to ask him that but in that moment all she wanted was to stuff her face with the delicious smelling cookies.
“you know if we just went a long with my plan in the first place we wouldn’t be worrying about not having ducklings,” he pointed out. with her mouth stuffed full with the cookie she shoved in it she rolled her eyes.
“for the last time ji , we can not fucking kidnap a duckling.” her words were slightly muffled and crumbs fell out as she spoke but jisung somehow found it endearing.
“but think about it hee! we could raise it and it can grow up to have little ducklings and they have duckling and the cycle never ends. we’d have an endless supply of ducklings it makes so much sense!” his words morphed into a laugh the longer he spoke only make her laugh too. she tried to cover her mouth to appear some what more attractive but it was too late.
“jisung we can barely look after ourselves let alone an army of ducklings,” she said between giggles only making the boy laugh harder, folding over as his stomach began to ache.
jisung brought his hand to his chest, clutching his heart playfully, “that, my friend, is how you bruise my poor soul.” he said between battered breath.
“drama queen.” she chuckled finally calming down. she gently shoved his hand away from his chest so that could gently rub the area where his heart rests, it was beating kinda fast but she just despised to not think too much about it he’d just been training and the walk to the park is kinda strenuous he was probably just tired.
“all better?” she asked with an unintentionally cute expression in her face.
jisung laughed again, clasping his hand over hers in the smoothest manner possible. his touch was surprisingly so gentle. it threw her head in a spin for a second; heeyoung was used to jisung being hyper and energetic around her. but his mannerisms that day were much more gentle and borderline smooth, it caused her heart to erratically jump around in her chest.
his thumb brushed feather-light touches against the back of her hand, he smiled happily back at her, “much better, youngie thank you.”
heeyoungs face scrunched up at the nickname, he gave it to her when they first became friends. he’d only ever use it to tease her just because he knew she hated it.
just as she was about to say something jisung’s face lit up, he excitedly rummaged through his backpack looking for something. heeyoung obviously had no idea what but his enchantingly sparkly eyes had her waiting in battered breath.
“look i made you a lil flower crown too,”his smile never left his face as he pulled out the reef of roses. it wasn’t perfect looking like in all of the photos she’d seen online but it was cute nonetheless plus jisung made it for her how could she not be obsessed with it.
“now your perfect anti-stress picnic is complete,” he said softly as he leaned over and placed the flowers on her head. heeyoung flinched as soon as it made contact with her head a sharp pain going to her forehead. jisung removed the flower crown immediately as his smile was whipped away immediately.
“y-you’re bleeding.” he stuttered as he frantically looked around for the napkins he swore he brought along.
“cause you didn’t remove the thorns from the roses idiot,” she grumbled although her smile never wavering. jisung finally found the napkin placing it against her forehead to stop the bleeding, it wasn’t much but with the way jisung looked panicked you’d swear she was stabbed.
“sorry i didn’t realise,” he said softly still focused on her minor injury as she felt her heart go into full cardiac arrest. heeyoung knew he didn’t mean to be so close to her face but she couldn’t help but think that that was the moment she was supposed to kiss him.
it was like every drama she’d ever seen, the picnic, the food, the unintentional proximity: it was her moment. he was right there, all she had to do was lean that much more into him. but her body refused and before she knew it jisung pulled away with a sigh continuing on like he hadn’t just given her a full blown heart attack.
“thanks ji, for everything. you didn’t have to do this,” she said in the most sincere way possible no trace of her staple sarcasm to be found.
jisung brushed it off with a smile that made her heart flutter for the hundredth time that night, “it’s no big deal. what are friends for?”
friends. the word usually sparked joy in her but in that moment it hurt more than any insult she’d ever received.
friends.