#constant thoughts

[puffular]

They look at me and see my flesh suit. Muscles and bones. They don’t see my soul and what’s on the inside. They look at me like I’m a child, yet unknowingly staring at a vortex of old cosmic energy. I am constantly underestimated, underrated, and misunderstood. I’m not from this fucking planet and I’m surrounded by so many earth natives and honestly it’s so frustrating and draining. Why must I bite my tongue and step down to be “on the same level”? We’re not on the same level. I’ve gone through years and years and years and of preparation to be the best healer in my last lifetime on earth. I’m not here to have fun, I’m here to help and heal. Coming into this flesh suit I wonder if I knew how lonely it’d be beforehand...

My human ego craves adoration and validation through basic understanding and I know it doesn’t matter and my human form isn’t me and I shouldn’t be so hung up on it but damn it would feel nice.

I want to shed my flesh suit and go home so desperately.

There are too many things to express but verbal language doesn’t do any of it justice so I’ll keep up with my ramblings in hopes it does enough.

I wonder if there are any being(s) out there that understand

[sereneandkeen-blog]

Begin Again,

Even when we go through changes, Even when we are old,  No matter where we are, Remember that I told you to begin again. Even though it's hard, Hold on, Remember that I told you, that, You will find your way back home to begin again.

[mycyberhideout]

Seen my doctor by chance 💖🦋 feelings, urgh, I just can't 😌love her personality, compassion, everything. I could talk and listen to her forever

[coffee-driverevt77]

I love you

“I love you more” she says

She stares lovingly at my eyes. We close our eyes, and feel each other’s touch. I push against her face and her soft lips. She gets closer to me as we’re lying down. Her lips feeling softer and more wet. My heart pounding with the touch of her kiss and her love. I feel her tongue. She then feels mine. Deeper and deeper. Slowly moving our heads and body against each other. I brush her hair to the side. Place my hand across her neck and cheek. The color of the room, same as our eyes closed. Night begins to feel faster, with the more enjoyment and sensation. The dream never fades.

[lonelysmiles13]

my brain keeps braining. someone make it stop-

[eeveesanddragons]

Repeating under my breath while writing a first draft: It just has to exist for now, I can fix it later, it just has to exist for now, just get it on the page, it just has to exist—

[theemporium]

if yous wanna send some stoner!jack thots whilst I kill my last remaining braincells over this assignment, I would be eternally grateful<3

[persephanix]

I want nothing more than to be alone, secluded in a room filled with books, hooked on every word and sentence read; music loud enough so I can’t constantly hear how loud my thoughts are. Just to be at peace.

But, my ultimate question is always “Do you truly want to be alone?”