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Bat vase by Richard Freiwald
I feel unsafe :)
Unsafe and distressed leads to panic.
My unchecked panic triggers the manic.
I allow the mania to run as far as it’ll take me,
But no matter how fast or how far I run the void always catches me, opening up beneath my feet and swallowing me whole.
The suffocating pressure and the breath taken from my lungs, I’m free-falling into darkness. No amount of repetition will ever prepare me for the devastation it ALWAYS seems to bring.
That void is the only thing I can depend on, the only thing I know to be constant, to be there, to never leave me.
I’m at a point where I’m done putting my feet on solid ground, I’m done playing chase, and I’m done grasping for air. If the void is my home it can keep me this time.
Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living
"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry
until you learn the lesson
“We’ve never gone this long without talking.
Maybe we will never talk again this time.
But you are engrained in me
I will never forget
I will never not love you
I will never not pray to any god who will listen
For your happiness
For your safety
Please live well even if it is without me.”
- S. C. C.
i hope you regret what you did. i hope the hurt will never leave you. i hope it will haunt you for the rest of your life and i hope you know that you ruined it. i hope you know that i would have never hurt you like that. i hope you don't know that i still love you and miss being able to call you my best friend.