If you message me and I stop replying or don't reply at all, it's not me trying to be rude. I either feel like I'm being annoying or boring so I don't wanna come across as lame so I stop replying. If you snapchat me and I open and don't reply, I'm not ignoring you. I probably feel like I'm really ugly or it's just not a good time for me to have a conversation. Or like I said above, I don't necessarily know what to say or feel like I'm being lame. If you want to talk to me via any form of video chat, I get really fucking weird about it. I get so nervous. It's nothing personal. I have a hard time even skyping/facetiming my best friends and typically decline their calls because I hate how I look, sound, and act in those situations. Also, my parents eavesdrop all the time and I don't want them hearing my personal business. We have very thin walls and floors in my house. You can hear literally everything from any point in our house. If you look in my messages on here, or in my texts, I have so many texts/messages that I haven't replied to because I feel like I'm being a burden. As much as I want to be your guys' friend, and I wanna make new friends, please understand it's really hard for me sometimes. You're all amazing and I love you guys so much. Please don't take this kind of thing to offense. I don't want to hurt any of you. It doesn't matter how you contact me, if we've never or only talked a few times, i often don't reply due to the fact that I'm scared to get close and either hurt you guys, or be hurt in the end. I have met so many cool people on here and have made some really good life long friends. But it's hard because 99% of you live SO FAR AWAY from me. Okay, PSA over. I love you guys, stay rad