❛ at times i find myself wondering "do i deserve this? " ... do i deserve this life that i have been given while my family rots ... without proper graves, i should have given them that much. i should have. i led them astray, there is no amount of repenting that could undo my sins. ❜ [ @corderas / liked for a starter. ]
his hands were held out in front of him and he could do naught but stare at them, words stuck in his throat. his mind a mess of what could have been, what should have been. how did it all go wrong this was not supposed to be their end… his hands were red with the blood of his flock, the blood of his siblings. his children. oh… his child. he stares blank at his hands, only seeing red. ❛ what have i done? ❜ in times of peril he would turn inward, but it was inward that had betrayed him.
❛ this was not gods plan… ❜ his voice barely above a whisper as he sat on his knees staring into his palms. ❛ this was not his justice , this cannot be how it was meant to end. ❜ how long had they been down here, how long had they been abandoned.
❝ there is no law that gods must be fair. ❞
❛ but… this… he… i was chosen. ❜ now it felt like he was a broken record. repeating it. i was chosen. i was chosen. i was chosen. i was chosen. i was chosen. i am abandoned? ❛ why? ❜ lifting his head he looks at her, his eyes, empty. ❛ what… what have i done wrong? i did all that it asked, i was faithful, i was loyal… so why god? ❜ confusion dripped from his last words. he needed an answer, something to make sense of everything storming in his head.
𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐩 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. currently accepting. [ @corderas ]
Quando le sardine erano arrivate qui da pochi giorni erano soffici agnelline. All’inizio, erano un po’ paurose e stavano appiccicate tra loro, per la nostalgia delle madri che avevano lasciato, ma con il tempo e la presenza affettiva costante, si sono affezionate a me e agli altri animali.
Per il pranzo di Pasqua non comprate o mangiate cuccioli: se avete spazio in giardino, e non avete piante nocive alla salute, adottatene un paio.