#crazy remus

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Crazy Boi Remus

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How does Roman see Remus? Or vice versa?

Remus's wounds from the car crash are always bleeding, the wounds Roman gave him are a soul sucking black and his eyes are completely green in Roman's POV while Roman only has golden eyes and tears in Remus's POV.

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Does Roman miss Remus too?

He, of course, misses his little brother. He just doesn't think Remus would ever want to see him again after everything that's happened.

(I'm not back from my hiatus, but I felt bad about leaving this ask waiting so long and had some time.)

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awwww rere itll be okay!! its just been along time for the both of you! why dont you tell us what your excited abt now uve reunited with ur older bro??

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I love how in Roman’s pov Picani is literal sunshine. Also what does the world look like to Remus?

Picani is literal sunshine and Roman know it. lol

On a serious note, Remus’s pov is a lot like Virgil’s tbh. He usually sees everyone fairly accurately outside of his episodes, with only some mild visual hallucinations that are no worse than a trick of the eye. When he’s having an episode it all depends on the trigger as to what his world becomes. If his depression or anxiety is triggered, his world becomes painfully vivid in coloration, the walls seem to breath, the voices in his head get louder and can drowned real people’s voices out at times, and may suddenly believe everything and everyone is made of clay. If his PTSD is also triggered, he will hallucinate his abusive classmates and mother yelling at him, he’ll feel their touches and become completely catatonic. He will occasionally relive the car accident that started the downward spiral of the twin’s lives and/or Roman attacking him. It’s important to not touch him when he enters that state because he will attack anything that touches him with the intent to destroy it. He’s sent several orderlies and doctors to the ER, but rarely has any memory of who he attacked during his episode. He is also unable to take a bath (showers are hit and miss) because if he’s in water even ankle deep he will just stop breathing and hallucinate he’s drowning. Doctors have tried everything to try to get him to not lock up when in ankle deep water, but they’ve failed at every turn because Remus’s PTSD over nearly drown multiple times is too strong to break anytime soon. 

He’s had a hard life.