My toxic trait is that when I start to be slightly less feral about Barto I start to miss him and then I rewatch Film Red (bc I miss him!) and then I fall in love with him all over again.
The cycle repeats.
I endure.
This is my 4th time watching Film Red this year. He is everything to me!
Everytime I think I’m out he pulls me right back in. I don’t think I’ll ever be free of him.
And I don’t want to be!!!











