"Anna's starting shit again". No. Anna didn't do shit. Y'all're pinning someone else's nonsense on me for no goddamned reason; I am, once again, eternally the fucking devil for everyone to dogpile on, because I live rent free in people's heads, apparently, and no one will just leave me alone; I'm over here simply living my life, and y'all're mad about it because you're the insane ones holding grudges.
And now I'm apparently some evil puppet mastermind controlling all of my friends and making them do things for me? Because they're apparently not a fully autonomous being who can act on their own volition for their own damned reasons, and don't have histories of their own with various users. Nope. It's definitely all me behind them pulling strings like the evil puppet master I am- despite the fact that I have done absolutely nothing to "retaliate" against these "wrongs" I'm apparently holding grudges about, in any other way thusfar- and it's been years!
Why don't we just go one step further and say that I am really all my friends, actually, just pretending to be different people to support myself. It certainly wouldn't be the first time y'all said something absolutely batshit like that. And y'all apparently already think I'm some random account trying to infiltrate Witchblr because I liked a couple of their posts and talked about missing old witchblr for like .2 seconds like a nostalgic freak (thank you, by the way, for solidifying my choice not to re-enter the space, because I was entirely right).
But to recap this insanity ....
I am apparently holding a grudge against multiple Jewitches, over them "pushing back about my conversion" when I tried to join their server years ago. And this is despite me never even knowing their usernames on Tumblr to begin with, and literally never speaking about that server at all in the (maybe) 2 years since they didn't let me into the server, in the first place.
In fact, the only post I've ever made about that server was in response to someone from that server coming on anon in my inbox to neg me about my practice and my Rabbi knowing (yes, she did- and she was fine with it because she actually understood Orthopraxic tradition and the format of Wicca- unlike you uneducated morons who think you know everything because you read a 5 second hot take by some other moron on the internet). At which point I merely said "You don't get to know about my practice anymore since you didn't let me in. If you wanted to know, then you should've actually asked the questions instead of kicking me out".
I ... And this is the point it gets a little confusing to me because the accusations aren't even well written ... But I either (1) Interpreted a post by a user I've never met, spoken to, or known- and who I had hilariously blocked at some point; or (2) Interpreted a post the two Jewitches wrote about said mystery user ... To be about me somehow, for some mysterious reason ??? Despite, again, not knowing or ever having had a conversation with this user, and, hilariously, having them blocked.
I then "made a nasty post" about the two said Jewitches I supposedly have a grudge against, "or someone else in the pathandpractice tag". The post in question which was assumed (incorrectly) to be about them was a brief, angry, no context post saying "I hate her more than I've ever hated anyone in my life. Congrats on being at the top of my permanent shit list" ... Which was talking about my abusive mother, who contacted me and is back on her bullshit again because it's close to my birthday and she does this almost every year since I went NC with my family ... But no. It's 100% definitely about them, people I haven't even thought of for again, years- in the same way I apparently think everything is 100% about me.
And then as a result of this grudge ... I ... For some wild and completely incomprehensible reason ... Decided to sick a friend of mine onto a completely different and unrelated person in order to "defend me" ... From what, I have zero idea, since that user, while someone I do have a negative recent history with, is, again, completely unrelated to this "grudge". And completely ignoring that said friend I "sic'd" on them literally has their own history with that user and may therefore have their own reasons for being upset they're back.
Those reasons have absolutely nothing to do with me.
This one's also just wild to me because, like ... Why the fuck would I sick my friend on someone completely unrelated to this grudge I'm supposedly holding ??? Why wouldn't I go after the Jewitches directly if this grudge is supposedly about them ??? But whatever. Logic is obviously not their strong suit.
But wait! There's more! Because despite the fact that I haven't even been an Irish Reconstructionist since 2020, and not having spoken a single word about Irish Polytheism since then ... Some Irish Polytheist I literally don't even know is apparently taking accountability for "setting me off", too! Because apparently, despite the fact I'm just over here living my life and not saying shit to nobody, I just got grudges with everybody and their Grandmothers!
Oh and apparently I "bragged about committing domestic violence" for [reads smudged writing on hand] talking about my own trauma and the way an abusive ex of mine abused Oklahoma's legal system in order to retaliate against me for breaking up with him- after stalking me for 3 weeks straight and admitting to wanting to beat the piss out of a male friend of mine for simply dropping me off at my current house at the time ... Because talking about your own trauma, and finding gallows humor in it at times, is bragging. Apparently.
Next they'll be saying I support the Mormon church because I grew up Mormon, had no related trauma from growing up Mormon, and think Mormon History and Theology is interesting from a strictly academic and magical perspective. You know. Despite the fact I actively left the church at 12, got harassed at least once a year after turning 18 (and actively lied to about how they found me), and formally having my name stricken from the records by 25 .... Ohhhh, lol. Wait ... They've already done that, too!
There was also the "Nazi adjacent but not enough to cancel" accusation- which is just hilarious on a fundamental level ... Y'all really just be making whatever the fuck you want up about me, and have been since the beginning.
This is straight up some batshit insane conspiracy theory pegboard level nonsense. But it somehow makes perfect sense in all their minds. Absolutely crazy.
To you it's always about me. I'm the root of every problem on this site to you. I live rent free in your head daily, and you clearly stalk me across the internet waiting for me to so much as sneeze wrong, like a bunch of weirdos and creeps ... Meanwhile I'm over here just living my life. I'm talking about my garden. I'm talking about my health and managing my conditions. I'm enjoying the tea I bought. I'm going to Synagogue ... I have you all blocked as much as I can, and am ignoring your existence as much as possible, and apparently that is making y'all big mad because you have to start this shit with me.
And yet I'm the one always accused of only thinking about myself and thinking everything's about me? By the very people who can't leave me alone despite me never actually doing anything to the vast majority of them ???
Genuinely, why are y'all so creepy and weird. Why are y'all constantly looking for me in the shadows acting like I'm some goddamned devil holding grudges and stalking around trying to start shit with people that I don't even want anything to do with in the first place; I've not only moved blogs multiple times to get away from y'all's asses, but I've literally blocked y'all as much as I was aware any of your accounts existed (and blocking those accounts, too, the second I find them and realize). I'm very clearly trying to stay as far away from your fucking asses as possible.
Why do you think everyone you hate is obsessing over you the same way you seem to be obsessing over them?
Seriously. I have largely kept to myself as much as possible, except for answering the occasional beginner's question in the witchcraft tags and posting my garden in the green witch tags, and the occasional post in the jewitch tags as I move away from my practice. I've stayed in the gardening and fitblr and homemaking communities as much as possible. I talk about my health, my embroidery, and my garden, my tea, and occasionally I make a religious post now and then. Absolutely none of this has absolutely nothing to do with any single one of you ... Like ... Literally what more do you fucking want from me.
If I dropped dead tomorrow, it still wouldn't be enough for you assholes. You'd perform harassment via ouija if you could. You're all literally insane.
Your shit has nothing to do with me. Grow up and leave. Me. The fuck. Alone. For once in your pitiful fucking lives.