#crowdump

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my mom: I don't trust the LGBT community. there's so much marketing involved. Plus, there's people giving their salaries to the LGBT... it's dangerous.

me: you mean like, the Trevor Project and stuff? Those are usually for suicide prevention... also, what marketing? Ma, Who do you think is getting a profit out of all of this? The LGBT president?

my mom:

me: Ma, do you believe there is an LGBT president? That there is a hierarchy of Queers?

my mom:

me:

my mom:

me: Youre not joking?

my mother, half a century wise and with a master's degree: Of course I'm not joking.

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to the person(s) running the attack on ao3:

I hope you step in a radioactive lego and land on your ass, fucker.

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i still need to find properly matching seats lol

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there's honestly such a matyrization of kindness in christianity. the adults around me always framed helping others as this inconvenient process they only did to look good in front of Sky Dad and for that only.

but that's just. so inaccurate? i was born to help to build to befriend. i want to be less quick-tempered not to earn brownie points but to not hurt others. i smile at the people in the hallways just for the fun of it.

Being kind is just so damn human that a religion focused in becoming more than that can't comprehend it.

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to any adult trans people (esp. AFAB), I wanted to ask...

does it get better?

I hate what's happening to my body and the fact I have no say over it at all. I'm afraid it's only going to get worse.

Ive been dreading getting my period for years now (I'm a late bloomer ig) and I just don't think I would be able to live with a post- female puberty body. Every time I pass in public I'm happy ofc but im scared that there will come a day when I'm too feminized to be accepted as anything other than a woman. Every AFAB person I know is super curvy and I'm scared I'll end up looking like that even after HRT.

I don't know Anyone irl (my age or otherwise) who feels this way and it's just so isolating. Everyone wants big boobs and to be "slimthicc" and long hair and I just feel so alone. I don't know how I will look in the future and I'm terrified what little gender euphoria I have could be taken away any second.

Does this fear ever go away? When? How? I just need someone to give me some reassurance I'll still be fine after it happens.

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Things to do while ao3 is down

Read

Light a candle or two

Draw

Sell your soul to Chthulu

Pray this hell ends soon

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The way ocd is shown in most media is SO stupid like no Rebecca this is not quirky my room is not squeaky clean in fact i haven't had the energy/time in two weeks to put the socks away

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pavitr is the leo valdez of the spiderverse. i will accept constructive criticism during Febuary 29 at 3:30 pm EST and during Febuary 29 at 3.30 pm EST only.