Lovesick This is just great. I can't sleep and now, I'm wide awake. I've been sleeping Less lately, I wonder why. It's probably Because of Your smile. It drives me Insane with A slow pain. But brings Me joy In such haste. I need To let go Before It's too late. Then, you'll Be long gone. I'll still Be around Living aimlessly. Wondering What it is That I was lacking. Wondering What it is That I am always lacking. Why I Can't get Them to turn around And notice Me the way Some other girls Get noticed, Remarked at, Or even asked out. Is there Something Wrong with me? Maybe there Is and I can't Fix it. It may Never go away This urge To be with Someone. *Sigh* This is great, I can't sleep And now I'm Awake and lovesick. ---------+--------------------------------------------------+------ Still Dreaming My heart thumps Irregularly and I don't know what to make of it. My mind is freaking me out, It's in fact, another estranged part of me. Like the sensible me never existed. Well-what is sensible anyway? Someone tell me please. I'm trying to figure it out. What makes me tick, what makes my pheromones react the way that they do. Even though I've known for a long time, I constantly surprise myself. I need to shut out this other part of me, Before it takes over my functional self. The aftermath of redemption and rehabilitation from self-mutilation. Yet why do I want to go back in time so desperately? My hand is pulling back and my feet are unknowingly moving forward. Profanity flies out of my mouth more often than usual and it irks me so. I don't want this. Get it away from me, these terrifying feelings. They're just a bother. I just want a good dream so I can sleep but, what if I'm still dreaming? Please don't repost this without crediting it to "cryformewillyou".<\b>