#crying in class

[calculator-creator]

Suddenly I feel tears in my eyes. I bring up a hand to cover my face, and when I speak my voice is all high-pitched and wobbly. "I feel like shit"

[theoscigarette]

OKAY JUST IMAGINE

Theo goes to his Conversational Russian class and sees a familiar face.

BORIS.

[pricelesstrashpanda]

TAHM (aiderhsuiwatt) - school edition

My high school was my favorite place on earth and I was blessed with a lot of really amazing teachers, but there were a few who were the opposite. Worst was my Spanish teacher junior year. One time I'd had a really rough morning, and I really needed a minute alone to pull myself together. When I finished a test early in Spanish, I figured it was the perfect time to slip to the bathroom for five minutes since I was done with my work. It was a listening test, and we always listened to the thing three times, but I was finished and confident by the end of the second, so I, offering my test to turn in, quietly asked my teacher if I could go to the bathroom since I was done. She flew off the handle and started yelling, "You need to SIT DOWN and do this!!!" Like out of all the times in my life when I've gotten yelled at for doing nothing... I was yelled in front of the entire class because I finished a test early. I just kinda said "okay", sat down, put my head down, and cried, since I'd probably been going to break down anyway and she just screamed at me. Yep, that actually happened to me (and I didn't even realize how screwed up it was at the time).

[minttobe-treehill]

[a-quiet-night-at-hoome]

I continually get different songs from Bare stuck in my head, and at the moment it’s Cross and I’m dying.

[mentalillnessmouse]

Hi. I've been going through a hard time lately - mostly struggling with serious confidence issues. I become awkward when talking to people and I never know what to say so people don't exactly like me very much. I've tried all kinds of things but I keep sinking lower and lower to the point where I've been crying myself to sleep a lot. Sometimes I find myself with tears in my eyes and I don't even know why. What can I do to get myself out of this low state?

hey anon, 

have you considered talking with a professional about this? if that’s not been a route you’ve yet to consider it’s one i would recommend. 

what you’ve described sounds like a ongoing situation that you’d want regular, consistent support for. something that a professional, such as a therapist or counselor, could give. they could help you determine tools, resources, and ways to build up your confidence. to build yourself back up to where you’re not crying yourself to sleep and where you’re not lonely. to a place where you can start moving forward and pull yourself up from your low state. 

here are some resources from our helpful resources page! 

Getting & talking to a therapist

This post on picking a therapist has some great tips.

This is a step by step on getting a therapist & A beginner’s guide to starting therapy

Psychiatrist, psychologist, therapist or counsellor?

Need to find a therapist by location? Psychologytoday lets you search by city or zip code

Can’t afford therapy? No insurance? Need low cost options? Here is a great list of ways to get help when money or insurance is an issue.

i hope you can get the help you want. 

stay safe, 

kei

[little-stressed-out]

10 August 2017

It's all my fault why the fuck did I have to bring it up. If I hadn't brought it up we wouldn't have had the conversation again and he wouldn't have left. Fuck I miss him so much I've cried so many times today. He's constantly on my mind and I feel like I'm gonna be sick. I've only told one person about him and I didn't even talk to them about him properly. I'm hurting so bad so fucking bad and I'm pissed and myself for letting him go, at him for leaving. But I'm sad, I'm so upset that it's making me physically sick.

[cryptidjeepers]

LESBIAN VELMA. VELMA HAS A CRUSH ON A GIRL