#crying instead

[voideadd]

drank two coffees today i gotta piss so bad

[prattleskidaddle]

If only you knew how I love you, though you do not love me, how happy I Am, how strong and proud I am, with your image in my mind

Robert Desnos, "If Only You Knew"

[climbtogreatgesundheits]

My exam is in 2 days crap crap craaaaaaaap *panics*

[amandargh-blog]

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[cocomelonwrestling]

I feel pretty empty and lonely tonight, but that's no surprise. I do the same thing each day. Nothing is ever different, but my feelings always change. Some days I feel like I am on top of the world while on other days I don't feel worth the space on this Earth. Life doesn't like to just toss me lemons, it's pegs them at me just to make sure I can't make lemonade. Stupid analogy, I know but that's what I've started thinking. Every day it is always something new. There is always a new thing to worry about and I want it to end. I want to actually feel wanted & loved. I want to feel like I'm going somewhere. I want to just feel.

Why am I numb?

[tulipsandturntables]

I just want to cuddle and not think about anything

[hyunstache]

i was gonna spam hunnie's ass box with all my feels.

BUT HE'S ON FREAKIN HIATUS UNTIL AUGUST 2ND

[inchh]

Spend two hours getting ready. No one wants to hang out with me.

I need to find new friends.