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[cshaemonae]

Afternoon Tea

I could taste the lies

you spoke in the lemon

tea you poured at the table for me

after you told me my Chanel No. 5

perfume was too strong for you

but your heart still Waltzed for me

yet I stayed bolted to the table

while my tongue dipped into the

too-hot-to-drink tea and burned me.

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The Dance of Two Hearts

You waltzed into the front door

with an electric tuxedo that reminded me of

freshly made pancakes

in the morning and when

You kissed me on the corner of my mouth

all I could see were fireworks

being set up at a state fair

And even though we never made it to the party

our hearts danced all night long

in the closet

where my dress hung

because you never made it.

You stood me up.

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Throwback to my annual family brunch makeup. I was so in love with myself this day. 

[cshaemonae]

Heaven’s Angels

Where the past meets the present

to sit and watch the future disintegrate

is where we met.

Story after story about your childhood,

teen life and young adulthood

get spread across holidays throughout the year.

If someone gets drunk enough,

they’ll tell me about when you used to

get high before class or drunk before church.

When mom is feelings particularly open

she’ll share a story with me, like the one

about her flipping hot grits on your arm.

At night I lay awake, thinking you’ll come see me,

tell me how proud you are, apologize for being gone

and give me a million hugs and kisses.

I look out the window, the night has gone

and there was not a peep from you. I imagine

what you’d say to me if you ever got the chance to speak.

But, I can’t imagine those words because I don’t

know your voice. And those hugs and kisses are

unfamiliar because I’m a stranger to your touch.

[cshaemonae]

I’ve always been an “all inclusive” type of person. I hate feeling left out and hate making others feel left out.

— CShaeMonae

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