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Ingeborg Bachmann, from "Eyes to Wonder" in Three Paths to the Lake | Close to the Enemy
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A boy taken in the lunch hour of a school.
And a quiet murder in a cottage hundreds of years ago.
The sins of the past and the present have come back to haunt.
It's not everyday that such a quaint, urban town such as Delphinium gets any crimes. So when a student from your school suddenly goes missing in the middle of the day, alarm bells have struck in the residents. However, some say the poor boy just ran away to escape this dying town of the growing olds and the shrinking youths and is quickly brushed off to wanting to run off to live in the capital city of Rosedale.
That isn't enough of a reason for some, however.
Having become a witness to a hushed secret, you're dragged into the rabbit hole of buried trauma, generational sins, and lies that are yet to be exposed. The deeper you go, the more you find the secrets of the people thought you knew so intimately. From uncovering the past sins of a discarded Magus and her Familiar, to the lost boy you barely knew, to the friends and loved ones you've made and met in this hellish journey, the hole only continues deeper, and deeper with every little string you unravel.
Are you sane enough to get out when you've reached the far end? Or will its madness consume you to the silence of knowledge you shouldn't have known?
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Unsent Letters
1597 C.A., 15th of Grief
Dearest ββββ,
It has been years since you've been gone, and I'm still not used to waking up without you by my side. I yearn to hold you in my arms again, kiss you on the top of your head and whisper my good mornings to you. But alas, your side of the bed still lays empty. O, how I wish to turn back time to take you with me in this world.
I have grown since that day. Not much taller, but a bit more older. I have gotten a bit more mature too. I hope you are proud of me for achieving such a feat. I never thought I would, to be frank with you.
Travelling has been a struggle. I have been taking odd jobs to receive some gold for the past years. It is a stressful thing, but nothing I can not manage. I did not stop looking for that deal maker. I know they are out there somewhere in the East. If I shake their hand, would they be able to bring you back like the people in the Gala? I worry what they will take from me when I do, but anything for you, right? You would always jest about that.
I'm in a cheap inn as I write this letter under candlelight. The stars are out again, shimmering like the purest silver under the sun. Samar has done a good job tonight, hasn't he? You always loved staring up at them, amazed spark in your eyes from the god's craftsmanship. I miss seeing that spark.
I think I shall head to bed now. I have much more to do tomorrow, and I require myself to leave early.
Rest well, ββββ.
Yours,
βββ
~β’~β’~
~β’~β’~
1635 C.A., 8th of Genesis
Dearest ββββ,
I have not found the deal maker. It seems that all my time and money were wasted for nothing. The locals of the Jade Islands consider them as a myth; a legend, if you will, but you and I both know that person, or whatever that person is, is real. I'd be surprised if I have heard news about their death instead.
No matter, I have put my focus back on returning and search other means back home. I might as well make a journey to Rosedale as well and search there too. The days are slowly becoming longer once again, and winter slowly melting away. I'd love to experience spring again with you, watch the first flowers bloom and animals waking up from their long slumber.
One day, perhaps. Soon.
See you, ββββ.
Yours,
βββ
~β’~β’~
~β’~β’~
1779 C.A., 23rd of Intervention
Dearest ββββ,
Home is of no use. The people there are the same egotistical scums we have encountered before. The same kind of people that threw us out. The family is still thriving, it seems. I've heard that most of them have become doctors for the past century, and have been earning gold that way. Our names have become nothing but something to be feared and hated. Our existence is nothing but a curse to them now.
I have left it not long after finding out.
I am currently taking a boat trip to Rosedale, to avoid the ongoing hunt for Magi and Familiars happening in Bellhollow. I might as well change my name and identity now, ββββ. You always wanted to try such a thing. For the thrill and new beginning, I recall you said that to me in our time in the forest years ago, but I turned it down in fear of being found out. And yet look what I am doing now.
I am still looking for ways to bring you back, and they all have been fruitless for now. Hopefully, Rosedale has answers for my search. I have prayed to the goddess Despoina for assistance for years, but she has been silent to me. I am starting to wonder if the goddess disapproves my search or has been ignoring my prayers. Regardless, I will not stop until I get my answers.
I will see you soon.
Yours,
ββββ
~β’~β’~
~β’~β’~
1887 C.A., 6th of Peace
Dearest ββββ,
I am surprised that the βββββ family is still alive in Rosedale, knowing how intense their family curse is. I've met the current heiress of the family. She is a nice and corteous woman, unlike the one we've met in the Gala before, and seems to not know who I truly am. Though her family is also responsible for our exile, hence I still abhor her and her family's existence. They have been stigmatized as well, they should know how we feel, and yet they turn a blind eye when we needed help.
Bastards are what they are. I could give less of a damn if their family were to cease to exist.
I have met an old student as well. βββ if I remember is his name. He was just as surprised as I was to see his old tutor again. The lad hasn't changed, still as serious as ever, but now a fully fledged Familiar and serving the βββββ family. He's married now apparently, to one of his former rivals. Oh, how time and people have changed while I was away.
Moving on, I have unfortunately have not found any answers once againβ¦ The Magi of today are good at hiding, much to my annoyance. I have yet to find a Magus that is willing to hand me knowledge, a necromancer perhaps if I can find one. It's about time I get my hands into learning new magic. Better for self-defense, don't you think, ββββ? Gods above, if you were here, I could only imagine how excited you'd be to learn more magic. You've always felt restricted in the teachings back at home.
I have managed to buy a property with the money leftover from my previous trips around Rosedale. It isn't that big, but enough for me to have a house built. You would have loved it. There is a garden in the back with your favorite flowers, a huge balcony that overlooks the neighborhood, a bed big enough for you and I.
I still weep sometimes when I wake up and see that you're not here. The hurt still lingers. Dear ββββ, how I missed you so.
O, how I miss you and your touch, ββββ.
Yours,
βββ
~β’~β’~
~β’~β’~
1995 C.A., 10th of Blossom
Dearest ββββ,
There is a book written about us. I've found it in a local bookstore while heading back home earlier. I've bought it, and I am thoroughly surprised at how accurate most of it is, but the author claims it to be fiction. I am both intrigued and terrified at the fact that someone out there knows about this. Perhaps a Magus wrote this? Maybe our exile was written in the records and has been released to Magi Society.
I am unsure, and I refuse to know further details about it.
I work in the local school now as a job to earn money. Gold has been replaced for paper and coins, and it's unfortunate that prices for things keep rising. You've always hated when something is expensive, when it clearly shouldn't. I think I understand your frustrations now, ββββ. Food and taxes nowadays are becoming more difficult to obtain and pay.
On the brighter side of things, I think I've found an answer to our centuries long wait. I will not explain it here, lest I get my hand to cramp and the whole process is atrociously long and complicated. But rest assured, we will be able to meet again soon, my dear. Just a wait a bit more for me, alright?
Our reunion will be here soon, ββββ.
Yours,
βββ
~β’~β’~
~β’~β’~
18 T.G., 1st of Fury
Dearest ββββ,
I swore I saw you enter the school I work in.
This student is the spitting image of you. Your hair, your eyes, your skin, your adorable mannerisms and timidness. Gods above, have you reincarnated yourself? You couldn't wait until I brought you back?
I don't know what to think of this, ββββ. Tell me, should I do something?
Yours,
βββ
~β’~β’~
~β’~β’~
22 T.G., 5th of Fury
Dearest ββββ,
The miniature you is in my class. She has grown to be a fine young woman, though still timid as ever. It pains and angers me to see her get mistreated by her peers over the years she's been studying in this school, often leaving her in isolation. It's reminding me of our mistreatment centuries ago, and there are many instances where I have to hold back from strangling the perpetrators. I have stepped in to defend the miniature you countless of times, but it only seems to make the mistreatment worse for her.
I was at a lost at the time. I said my concerns to the Headmaster of the school, but it seems those concerns were brushed off. So, I have taken it into my own hands. I've taken this opportunity to try the spell I've discovered on the perpetrators, but all of them have been a failure so far, unfortunately.
Ah, right. I've forgotten to mention that I've researched if miniature is related to you, and it appears to be I am correct. She is from the main family just like you, though her and her siblings have moved here to Rosedale and changed their name for unknown reasons. Have they been exiled too? I'm having a sudden de ja vu, ββββ, and I am unsure if I like it.
Regardless, when the spell does succeed one day, I do hope you and your descendants get to meet. The thought of it makes me excited. You get to meet family after so long, and I get to see and hold you again.
It's only a matter of time, ββββ, until I can kiss you again.
Yours,
βββ