* ⠀ ✞ ⠀ lee jaewook . cismale . he + him . | * cue this body means nothing to me by shrimp * | fred was just seen lurking around forks' community college , wonder what they’re up to ? they’re a twenty4 / 24 year old vampire that has been in forks for a few days because he's searching for the cure . their allegiance lies with the mexican coven & given their + perspicacious & - reclusive personality , it’s no wonder they feel skeptical towards the possibility of a cure & hopes the existence is true . | humanity carved from the bone and milled out into dust in the mortar of brutality that it uses to line its gums, learning a fluency in war while fate throws your carefully planned future to the wind, the peccant teeth of nausea twisting in your stomach at mere thought of someone ( at least you swore there was someone but god you can't remember ) .
( this is a wee bit long forgive pls )
IT BEGINS –— one would guess like all things must, with two parents and one holy matrimony that brings about one darling boy. only the marriage lasts as long as one would expect when at constant war with your spouse, falling out of love when even a crumb of conception was an imagination. on the precipice of their split rests one variable that made it all the more difficult, fred still in utero waiting to take his first breath. though it does nothing to stop it entirely, it does delay the inevitable for many years to come. for their baby boy, they stick together even if it’s not for the best at all.
FLASH FORWARD —— & THAT BOUNCING BABY BOY HAS A DREAM SO WIDE & FULL IT’LL SWALLOW HIM WHOLE !!
** tw BULLYING, DIVORCE, EMOTIONAL NEGLECT !!
—— && what a blasphemous thing it is to dream in this uncertain world. young frederick seon’s dreams span the stars, to be president, to be a doctor, to be great— to rival einstein in his revelations. more than that, he wants to do his parents proud and to reciprocate the care they’ve given him. ( TRUE CONFUSCIANISM! ) despite the person he’s grown into, he did try to make friends early on, but the barriers of his awkward and shy nature put a grave damper on things. instead, he becomes an easy target to his classmates for anything and EVERYTHING. that he looks like a skeleton, that those large glasses make him look like a bug. A LOSER. he starts to seek isolation when ostracized so early and what with his school in vancouver being daunting in size, he fades into the background. this isolation becomes all too comfortable as he curls further away from his peers and closer to books. TO KNOWLEDGE. fred comes to find the company of himself is all he really needs, that the boredom and loneliness so readily plaguing others can’t be found anywhere in his own heart. his mother frets excessively over his social withdrawal and the opposing views with his father are what seal their divorce at last, in a no holds barred argument picking each other and their past wrongs apart.
his father doesn’t really recover from it, receives custody over fred and comes to be more like a roommate than a sturdy parental pillar. they talk on his academics, latest scientific finds that fred brings to his attention, but the curiosity his father has for the goings of fred’s life stops there. ( fred doesn’t mind but wonders if that, too, is a problem. ) it falls to fred to reach out first, and the initiative of a recluse is slim to none.
** tw END !!
dinner is often silent and fred cleans up the dinner table, a life lived like clockwork.
life is unextraordinary and nothing is out of place.
&& HE CANNOT TELL YOU WHEN THAT CHANGED;
-— coasting through to bigger and brighter things, his scholarship to stanford university comes as no surprise with his academics among the best of canada. it brings golden opportunities and emotional fulfillment with his success. IT’S EVERYTHING HE’S EVER WANTED. he’ll excel, rise above and expand his knowledge as the sole torch in his hand through a world of constant fluctuation. he’ll help the world.
GRAVE MISTAKES —— THIS LIFE OF WASTED AMBITION, EVERY FIBER OF TIME SPENT LEFT HIM EMPTYHANDED!
—–- one year to completion of his doctorate in cognitive science and a moment that never comes. he leaps at the research project as soon as it’s presented in his marine biology course, and it’s a moment that effectively SEALS his fate.
THEN * / AT HIS UNBECOMING; HE’S BURDENED BY THE VASTNESS OF ETERNITY AND HUNGER LIKE A PRISON.
—— NOTES :
bit of a divergence cause don’t we just love those!! turned by none other than miss maria which surely spells great things you know!
fred’s eyesight was dreadful as a human, legally blind without his glasses
wants the cure like you cannot fathom but being critical as he is, doubts the authenticity of something like that.
attending forks’ community college, mostly out of necessity to blend in but we already know his nerd brain is thrilled to learn more stuff.
plots to come soon on my pinned pls go take a peek or come give me a holler for anythin your heart desires!!
hello, lovelies!!!!!!!! i’m viv and i’m HYPE to be here. felix is one of my favorite muses to play, so i am so excited to get the party (and the plots) rolling! feel free to like this and i’ll come to you or hmu on the ole discord !!
* ⠀ ✞ ⠀ froy gutierrez . cismale . he/him . | * cue rebel rebel by david bowie * | felix was just seen lurking around downtown , wonder what they’re up to ? they’re a 24 / 2000+ year old vampire that has been in forks for a week because they’re looking for a reason to exist outside of the volturi . their allegiance lies with volturi & given their + charismatic & - reckless personality , it’s no wonder they feel disgust towards the possibility of a cure & hopes the existence is a lie . | sheen of sweat covering muscles, a laugh void of humor or comfort, the taste of danger with the smell of gasoline, a heart that aches for something it doesn’t understand . |
stats:
name: felix [last name redacted]*
birthday: n/a
age: 24 (give or take 2000 yrs)
gender: cismale
sexuality: straight (tragically so)
pronouns: he/him
+ traits: charismatic, humorous, resolute, greedy
- traits: reckless, violent, impulsive, stubborn
*jk he just thinks he’s madonna/is an angsty boi who doesn’t wanna be associated with his father’s name
bio:
felix doesn’t care to remember much of where he comes from or when. it’s all too painful for him, which he would do his damndest to avoid admitting, but which is...sort of obvious by the *gestures* everything about him.
his father was a cruel man. constantly abusing his siblings and mother. felix saw himself as the protector, the savior for his family. he thought he could really help them. he believed he could save them, one day. he planned to get them away and escape in the night.
except before he could, his father discovered his plan and took felix’s family away. he never saw them again, and it broke him to be alone, to no longer be needed.
then, he was turned. and everything changed after that. suddenly, he had a new family—the volturi—who needed him. he found new purpose in protecting his new family. one who made him strong—more than he’d ever been as a human. he loves the power that came with being a vampire. it protects him, and makes him feel like he can protect others in return. he might not have powers like some of the others, but he believes he’s needed, and for a long time, that was enough.
about five years ago, felix began feeling..different. not even a bad sort of different, but as he hadn’t changed much in the two centuries he’d been a vampire, it raised all his alarms.
for the next three years, he did everything in his power to stamp out that different feeling. but eventually, it snuck its way in, and he finally had to confront it for what is truly was.
this feeling was one of emptiness, of listlessness and loneliness and a lot of other words he doesn’t know or understand. he didn’t dare tell any of the rest of the volturi. he knew what he was feeling was wrong, somehow. definitely not himself. but for the next two years, it consumed him.
he ultimately decided to follow it, and found forks, washington on a map, seemingly at random, and followed those mess of emotions. now that he’s here, he isn’t sure what the hell he’s even looking for exactly, but he knows, deep down, what it might be.
felix has always had purpose in protecting those he cares for. in using his brute strength to kill and spill blood and destroy anyone who threatened them. but, for maybe the first time in his immortal life, he is wondering if there isn’t meant to be something more than that out there.
not that he’s ready to admit this to anyone, especially himself.
personality/misc.:
felix is...a foolish, murderous...himbo lol. sometimes it’s a bit deeper, but that’s who he truly is, and i gotta let him be fucking crazy, but free.
definitely a jokester and someone who likes to make people laugh, but he’s just as quick to make fun of someone as to bring a smile to their face.
works out more than is good for him. or anyone else, for that matter. may or may not have a secret instagram where he posts thirsttraps don’t @ me.
definitely has a motorcycle he bought when he came to forks and he also definitely has a vintage leather jacket that he got cause he ate/killed the poor guy wearing it.
probably has not read a book in 1000 yrs god help him
just a disaster pls wreck his plans, i’m begging
wanted connections:
note: all of these are veryyyyyy open to plotting/figuring out details and are subject to change depending on what works best for both of us !!
wary introduction: someone who doesn’t trust felix, no matter how many easy smiles he pours onto them. would be interesting to see what lengths he goes to protect his secret and if they know about the supernatural or not.
new friend: felix has only been in town a week, so he wouldn’t know anyone too well yet, but maybe your character and felix hit it off right away? maybe they get into some trouble together? maybe they’re just pure chaos? would love to see it.
enemies: felix has probably made one or uh a dozen enemies in his life. let’s have our characters duke it out. childish games or deadly force??? let’s fuck around and find out!!!
manipulator: as we’ve established, this murder!himbo isn’t the brightest bulb in the tanning bed, so maybe your character wants to use him for something? further their own coven’s goals? get him to do something he normally wouldn’t? just some good ole deceit.
savior complex: felix definitely has white knight syndrome to a ‘t’ so would love to have him have a past connection where he saved them or something. his one good deed for the century, yk? maybe felix won’t leave them alone, or maybe your muse hates him for something else he did that ruined the good thing. totally open to working out what would work best here.
family: the volturi is his family, but i think having different relationships based with them would be really cool! so if you’re in this coven, pls give me a hollar and we can work out if felix and your muse hate, love, would kill without being asked, or simply tolerate one another.
unlikely comrades: i could see felix making some friends that aren’t exactly his normal crew. i would particularly love this for some people who would actually be his enemy in most scenarios. all about that unexpected friendship.
mate/potential love interest: this is just gonna be really general cause it will definitely rely on your muse and plotting and such, but would be interested in developing out a mate/love interest for him. doesn’t need to be a mate as i know that’s a commitment. but *ben wyatt voice* felix has never had a real relationship in his life. i don’t need this to be immediate, and would actually love to play a long game here with lots of development and getting to know chemistry and such.
