When people leave why do they leave their love behind to die?
I look back to my fading memories... those still bring smile and tears in my eyes... those might be fading but bruises on my heart are still painful...
A smile was with which it all started.. a beautiful smile...
She was dressed all normal but still looked like an angel with mesmerizing eyes and a beautiful smile..
I lost two things that day, one was my heart and another was me myself..
Time passed, we grew up our relation was concrete... Best Friend she called me everytime...
But that night changed everything..
A dark night when it was raining i and she stood under a tree in a garden enjoying the rains and loving the chill in the atmosphere, when my hand moved to hers, my fingers entangled hers and we hold each other tight..
She was not holding my hand, it was my soul...
And i didnt want her to leave... i was trying to have a glimps of her beautiful face when she caught me and smiles... i could not keep it in..
"I want to tell you something.."
"I guess i lost my heart and i guess u have it"
She kept looking at me and then burst into laughter...
I could see the cheer in her eyes... but why was she laughing?
"Okay i am sorry for laughing, didnt mean to but you easily could have said I love you.."
She continued laughing when i had a smile on my face to hide my red face...
She stopped... her eyes met mine... and she was about to say those words which my soul was dying to hear., when i felt a sudden jerk...
"Get up you are getting late for school" my mom shouted...
That night i discovered that i was in love...
The day i was waiting for , was here...
I will tell her what i have been telling her for this long in my dreams, i decided..
With a strong motive, a red flower, and a box of chocolate i left for my prom night...
Der she was, she looked prettier then my dreams, in her red gown..
My dream was coming true, she took her slowsteps towards me, so did i..
She carried a smile of love and eyes that gave me chill... i was shivering but was holding my confidence, red flower and a box chocolate tight enough...
"Thankyou!" She said with a smile... i wanted to capture that smile in my heart wanted to hug her tight
"I wanna to tell you something" i said
Was this happening, dud she had the same thought that i had thousands of questions came my way...
I love... my heart sunk, my soul stopped, i didnt feel the land nor the sky, i didnt feel the people around.. was that happening???
I love him a lot.. she said..
Sunk heart drowned deep into dark sea, my soul was chocked to death, i had no words, standing in between a room full of people and loud music all i could hear was my heart breaking my soul crying...
"Hey lets go and dance" came his lover his smile keeper his knight in shining armor and i was left behind all alone.. with my broken heart and dead soul...
Tears rolled down my cheek as i turned around and left the room...
Memories could be fading but my heart still have those bruises...