Tis everything I can do to keep my tears in. Work is killing my soul. I am still hopelessly smitten & I hate how people want to remain friends but I'm the only one who can effectively execute such. I fiercely care even if others move on & my loyalty never dies easily. I just want to cry my eyes out, but this train ain't moving & one of the employees from work that admires me is on it. I don't want my weakness to show yet weak tis all I feel.











