time travel au where jiang cheng goes back in time to the beginning of the sunshot campaign, to the night when he and lan wangji finally find wei wuxian again after those three months. last time he wasn't blind to the way that wei wuxian's pale skin was drawn tight and thin over his cheekbones and knuckles, the way he stood as still as a statue barely breathing, but this time jiang cheng won't pretend his shixiong is just looking like this because of a war
he still, without hesitation, yanks wei wuxian into a hug, tucking his face into wei wuxian's limp, tangled hair
"i know," jiang cheng whispers. "thank you. let me take care of you now."
and he doesn't let wei wuxian panic-struggle his way out of jiang cheng's arms, taking advantage of wei wuxian's coreless strength to keep him safe and bundled up in jiang cheng's hold
eventually wei wuxian breaks down crying
jiang cheng infinitely prefers this heartwrenching honesty to the smiling, unworried lies
wei wuxian's core spins in his dantian where they are pressed together, chest-to-chest.
They NEED to rail each other, they need to raw dog the other, asmodeus NEEEDs to be put Eiffel tower position by two beels, they need to get gross and filthy is a gym changing room and shower, they need to jack the other off respectively in those fits, just the waist bands down
𝜗𝜚 — in which, John gets sick after a mission in Siberia, never been one for the cold, that one. Good thing he has a sweetheart for a lover.
JOHN PRICE x NIKOLAI wtv the frerreeak his last name is angst — but if you blink, its gone — w comfort. john trying to be stubborn, nik being an idiot in love. 2.4k. — loved this ( my first cxc fic !!! ) — requested
“John, you’re burnin’ up,” Nik muttered, one hand on John’s forehead and the other firmly planted on his hip.
“‘M fine,” John croaked, his voice betraying him with every syllable. He was wrapped in their old, oversized knit blanket, slouched on the couch like a grumpy bear hibernating in the wrong season. His nose was red, his cheeks flushed from the fever, and his thick brows furrowed in irritation.
Nik sighed. “You’ve said that three times now. You weren’t fine when you tried to argue with me about takin’ your clothes off, and you’re not fine now.”
John grumbled something unintelligible and sank deeper into the cushions.
Shaking his head, Nik left the living room and headed to their kitchen. It wasn’t the first time that John had pushed himself too hard, and it certainly wouldn’t be the last which made his partner’s gut twist up in worry.
But Nik knew exactly how to handle him—grumpy disposition and all.
The familiar sound of chopping vegetables and the soft clatter of pots filled the house. Nik moved with practiced ease, humming to himself as he worked. John pretended not to care, but the smell of onions, garlic, and herbs slowly lured him out of his sulk.
By the time Nik returned with a steaming bowl of soup, his liver was sitting up, though still looking like he’d lost a fight with his fever.
“‘Ere,” Nik said, handing him the bowl with a knowing smirk. “Eat.”
John stared at the soup, then up at Nik, brows furrowed and lips pressed into a line. “You didn’t have to go through all tha’ trouble.”
Nik raised a knowing brow and crossed his arms. “I didn’t marry you just to let you starve when you’re sick, lyubov.”
Grumbling under his breath, John picked up the spoon and took a hesitant sip. The warmth spread through him immediately, the savory broth and tender vegetables soothing his sore throat. He hated how good it was—mostly because it meant Nik was right.
“You’re makin’ it impossible to stay mad at you.” He mumbled between bites.
Nik leaned down, brushing a kiss to his husband’s forehead. “Good. Now finish that and drink some water, or I’ll make you take medicine next.”
John scowled, but the faint smile tugging at his lips betrayed him. He didn’t mind being taken care of—not when it was Nik.
“You’re too stubborn for your own damn good.”
That earns a chuckle from John, he raises his hand and wipes the sweat from his brow.
After waiting next to the couch for an hour just to make sure John was lucid enough, Nik made John waddle up stairs—which took at least five minutes— and lay down in their shared bed.
“Put ya hand down ya idiot,” His husband says. Wringing a cold compress into a bowl on their nightstand, and placing it on John’s forehead.
Partner, lover, husband.
John never thought he’d find himself thinking, saying, those words. Before, the words had felt foreign on his tongue, icy like the snow topped mountains in Siberia.
“You were right.” John croaks out. The bed dips where Nik sits down with a hand on John’s thigh.
“About what? M’right about a lotta things, gotta be more specific.” He says with a smile.
John opens his mouth to answer but his words escape him as a cough instead. He turns his head away from Nik as he does. When he turns back, he sighs and his eyes are blown, unfocused. “Tha’ Siberia woulda gotten me sick.”
Nik huffs at that, patting the hard, soft flesh of his lovers hand sitting at his thigh. “You need to listen to me more. Might learn a few things.”
John lets out a weak laugh, his voice still hoarse from the strain of his cough. “Listening to you, Nik, is what got me up in those mountains in the first place.”
Nik smirks, leaning back slightly, though his hand remains firm on John’s thigh, grounding him. “Ah, but if you didn’t, you’d be bored out of your damn mind, wouldn’t you?”
John tilts his head, eyes narrowing as if to challenge the statement, but the corners of his lips twitch upward despite himself. “Maybe,” He concedes, his tone light and teasing. “Still, I don’t recall you warning me about how bloody cold it’d be.”
Nik laughs at that—a full, deep sound that seems to warm the room more than any blanket could. “I warned you, stubborn bastard. You just refused to listen, like always.”
The banter feels easy, familiar, like the rhythm of an old song. Nik adjusts the compress on John’s forehead, his expression softening. “Rest now, John,” He says, his voice quieter, more insistent. “I’ve got you.”
John’s eyelids grow heavier as the warmth of Nik’s presence lulls him into something close to peace. “Yeah,” He murmurs, his voice barely audible as he slips into sleep. “I know you do.”
For a while, the room is silent save for John’s steady breathing. Nik sits there, watching over him, his own thoughts far away but anchored by the sight of his husband at rest.
He stays where he is, his hand lingering on John, his thumb idly brushing over the fabric of the blanket. The quiet of the room settles over him like a heavy quilt, but he doesn’t move—not yet. He knows better than to leave, even for a moment. John’s restless sleep has a habit of pulling him back into old battles, his body tensing, his breaths coming shallow and quick as if he’s still out there in the cold, fighting ghosts.
It’s not long before John stirs, his brow furrowing as a low, involuntary sound escapes him. Nik leans forward, his voice gentle. “Easy, lyubov’ moya,” He murmurs, the Russian slipping from his tongue effortlessly. “You’re safe.”
John’s breathing evens out again at the sound of Nik’s voice, and Nik exhales a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. It’s always like this—an unspoken battle fought in the quiet moments, one where Nik’s only weapon is his steady presence. He wonders if John knows how much he gives away in these unguarded moments, how much of his strength is tied to trust.
Nik shifts slightly, reaching for the glass of water on the nightstand. He tilts it toward John, pressing the rim lightly against his lips. “Drink,” he coaxes softly. “You’ll feel better.”
John groans but doesn’t resist, taking a few sips before sinking back into the pillows. His eyes crack open, barely focused, but there’s something there—a flicker of gratitude, of recognition. “Nik . . .”
“Shh,” Nik interrupts, placing the glass back on the nightstand. “Don’t talk. Just rest.”
But John’s lips twitch in that stubborn way they always do. “Didn’t think I’d . . . need you like this,” He admits, his voice raspy. “Thought I was the strong one.”
Nik snorts, shaking his head. “You’re strong, John,” He says, his voice firm but kind. “But even the strongest men need someone to hold them up. ‘S what I’m here for.”
John doesn’t respond right away, his eyes slipping closed again. For a moment, Nik thinks he’s drifted off, but then a quiet, almost imperceptible whisper reaches his ears: “Love you.”
Nik’s throat tightens, and he doesn’t bother hiding the soft smile that spreads across his face. “I know,” He whispers back, his hand returning to rest gently on John’s. “I love you too.”
And as the night deepens, Nik stays right there, a sentinel by John’s side, ensuring that the past remains where it belongs—far away, outside the walls of their shared sanctuary.
The hours stretch long, but Nik doesn’t mind. His body is accustomed to waiting, to watching, to guarding something—or someone—he holds dear. The dim light of the bedside lamp casts soft shadows across the room, illuminating the lines of John’s face, softened now by sleep. His breathing is slow and even, a far cry from the earlier ragged coughs that had racked his chest.
Hours pass, Nik shifted from his seated place an hour or two ago to lay beside his sickly husband, not caring if he’d catch his fever.
He shifts slightly, careful not to disturb his partner sleeping soundly beside him, and lets his mind wander. The weight of their shared history sits with him, not heavy, but present—like an old friend who’s overstayed their welcome. Siberia, Afghanistan, countless other places that have carved lines into their skin and etched stories into their souls.
He glances at John again. There’s something grounding about seeing him like this—vulnerable, unguarded, human. It’s a stark contrast to the commanding figure Nik first met all those years ago, barking orders with a cigar hanging lazily from his lips. Back then, John Price had seemed untouchable, invincible.
But here, now, he’s just John.
Nik’s lips twitch at the memory. He reaches for the blanket and pulls it up higher over John’s chest. “You’ve always been a pain in my ass, you know that?” He mutters quietly, not expecting an answer.
But a low, gravelly voice responds, startling him. “You love it.”
Nik jerks back slightly, leaning back on his elbow to see John’s face. “Thought you were asleep.”
John cracks one eye open, a smirk pulling at his lips despite the pallor in his face. “Hard to sleep with you muttering to yourself over there.”
Nik huffs, leaning back into the bed. “Go back to sleep, idiot. You’re not out of the woods yet.”
John’s smirk softens into something more genuine, his gaze holding Nik’s for a moment longer than usual. “I mean it, love,” He says, his voice quieter now, serious. “Don’t know what I’d do without you.”
Nik swallows hard, the words settling into a place he doesn’t often let himself acknowledge. “Good thing you don’t have to find out,” He replies, his tone gruff but warm.
John hums in agreement, his eyelids already growing heavy again. “Stay,” He murmurs, the single word holding more weight than it has any right to.
“Always,” Nik says softly, watching as John drifts back into sleep.
The night stretches on, but Nik stays where he is, unwavering. Whatever battles John fights in his dreams, whatever demons haunt him, Nik will be there—his silent promise, unbroken.
Beel lets you fuck him and convinces Bael it's okay for him to top you. You give him the look like it'd be really fun and Bael can't resist. Bael sets the pace, always keeping your comfort in mind. At first he selfishly goes deep and slow into you to keep his movements from reaching Beelzebub via you, but he can't resist his greed as your stifled moans resonate in his head and your hole twitches around his cock.
All this while Beelzebub has been stroking himself underneath you. Your moans were his meal and Bael's grunts were his drink. Unbeknownst to you, he had also enchanted his hand to have the same sensation you were having around your hole AND he enchanted his dick to feel the same as Bael's as it plunged into you. His two favorite people, he wanted to know everything about you.
At long last, 🤣. I’ve just take it off the frame, so it’s wrinkly from it. Next steps: wash it, stretch until dry, press it and than took it to the framer before giving it to the person who requested it.
I’ll post a pic when it will be a FFO.
I’ve already plans to start another project, not an haed, a much smaller Oven that i’ll show you in a dedicated post later.
Thank you to everyone who commented, liked and reblogged my posts along this years long journey, 🤍.