📑 Favorite part of your muse’s backstory?
this is gonna sound mean, i like his first death/assassination trauma a lot. lots of aspects to this.
first, his throat scar (in his original design, isola fiyero has more now) is his only scar. fiyero takes meticulous care of his body. he's perfected the combination of first aid and healing magic to avoid scarring entirely. except for the throat.
it plays into the idea of death being heavier to him than a dnd setting implies. that he died— really, truly died. not just a one minute revivify death. he was dead for several hours. and then he was brought back. and it ruined his old life. and it gave him a new one.
i love writing out his anxiety around it. how much he hates death. how truly miserable it is to him, to get hurt, to die, even if just for a minute. how the first death will always be the worst one, but every other one still reminds him of it. i like! how sensitive to the touch the scar is. that it's the only part of fiyero's body that he keeps entirely hidden with his golden band. he is so so so open to sharing his body, but not with this. this is always tucked away.
and i like talking about his fear of suffocation/large bodies of water in relation to his first death. it's something i think about a lot when i consider that, on the road, he'd often have to wash up in rivers or bathhouses. it's a very vulnerable topic for him.
i think what really intrigues me about it all (apart from liking angst) is that it's a very stark contrast to fiyero's default happiness. and at the same time, it plays perfectly into his general attitude of appreciating life with its faults. fiyero chooses happiness, but he also chooses mortality. and personhood. he is messy because that's just what mortals are. they feel. they are happy, they are sad. they try to live. and when they die, they desperately claw at whatever they can hold onto to try and get another day, another hour, another minute, another second.
it's a nice playground to explore that particular aspect of his character. the ugly and the messy and the sad.