Dan Brown’s logic on Silas growing into a very huge and strong man despite of -well, no, actually BECAUSE- he barely ate more than discarded fruit and raw fish and slept in an abandoned fabric even since he was seven will never not cease to amuse me.
hii!! could you maybe write either a oneshot or headcanons (whatever you prefer) for silas x reader but like..wedding night. and its super loving and all? tysm in advance 🫶🏻
Happy Silas for you
There are two options. Either he waited to the wedding with sex (very likely considering his views) or he got carried away with his desires and you fucked before. And in all honesty, both scenarios are equally likely.
No matter which way it went, whether it's your first sex together or just first with rings on your fingers, Silas is very nervous. The whole day impacts it, stress about wedding mixes with stress about wedding night.
A bit off topic, but your wedding is rather modest, your closest family and maybe two friends, and from side of Silas there is only bishop Aringarosa (he not only accepted Silas leaving the monastery but he actually supported your relationship and you can pry my headcanons of Aringarosa as #1 Silas supporter from my cold dead hands). Perhaps after the ceremony you ate the dinner together and then guests left (I have so much more to say about this wedding, I need to make another set of headcanons or oneshot for it, I just can't stop thinking about Aringarosa helping Silas buy a suit for wedding *shaking mumbling like i am completely normal about it*)
Anyway, as I mentioned a few times before, Silas isn't a virgin, but it's still a completely new experience for him. It was mostly one night stands before, maybe he had some traumatic experiences in jail. But now a loving sex in a stable relationship in his own? That's a bit overhelming to him and he still can't get uses to all this happiness. It's still seems a bit unreal for him, like he never expected his life would look like that.
You have a long foreplay, both a bit nervous and unsure about what to do. You start kissing each other and soon you go lower, covering his neck in kisses. He tilts his head, closing his eyes and enjoying your affections as you unbutton his shirt and kiss his chest. Silas moans quietly when you lick and suck on his nipples. His hands absent-mindedly wandered across your skin, caressing and squeezing your soft flesh.
You kiss his wounds and scars. I am gonna put in every nsfw and sfw scenario with him. YOU KISS HIS WOUNDS AND SCARS. When you did it for The first time, he didn't know how to feel about it but quickly he saw that you care about him and accept him as he is and now this act comforts him.
He's probably on top, for two reasons: 1) it makes him feel safer and more secure when he's in control 2) he still has many unhealed wounds on his back from self-flagellation so being ridden would be too painful for him
But it's not a problem and it's somehow exciting when his massive body towers over you and pins you to the bed.
He slowly enters you, making sure you feel good and your able to take him all. There is no problem as he fills you perfectly.
No matter how your other nights look, the wedding night is completely vanilla, cute, gently lovemaking.
After you both come, you lay together for some time, with Silas in your arms as you ruffle his hair and place soft kisses on his head. He closes his eyes, enjoying your delicate warm touch. He thinks that from now it's gonna be his everyday reality and this thought still amazes him. But Silas thinks it will be easy to get used to it.
You don't go to sleep quickly, almost the whole night passes on exploring each other's bodies and finding new ways to give pleasure.
heyy! i saw you wrote something for silas from the da vinci code a while ago and just in case you’re still writing for him i’d like to request a nsfw alphabet for him! tysm for the headcanons for him in general🫶🏻
Finally, a man of culture.
Also, if you want, on my old blog I wrote SFW Alphabet, Random dating headcanons and I have a x OC story with him (never finished, but there's about 14 chapters and some smut)
NSFW ALPHABET FOR SILAS
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
He likes to be cuddled. He is a little spoon and he wants your arms around him and your fingers ruffling his hair. The experience was great but he really enjoys affection and reassurance that you love him.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
For so much time he was shamed and rejected for his body, that Silas can't honestly say that he likes any part of it. But if he had to choose, he would probably say hands. For how strong they are and how much he can do with them.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… )
I don't wanna push agenda but, y'know, catholicism is one big breeding kink. He likes to cum inside you, it makes you feel closer. But he makes you keep menstruation calendar; or with reluctance he agrees to you taking The pills; bc you know, it's a SIN. But after all, he would accept anticonteption to make sure you don't get pregnant. Even if he leaves Opus Dei, he doesn't see himself as a father.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
You are his dirty secret. For long time he keeps a relationship with you a secret, even when you didn't sleep with each other yet.
E= Experience
Silas has some experience with women from the times before he went to jail. he isn't completely clueless and has some basic knowledge about woman's body but he's also kind of lost and uneducated in these topics.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying)
As I mentioned, missionary or simply any position where he can look at your face.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc.)
Silas is deadly serious in almost any situation but maybe with you, he slowly learns to relax and smiles more often. Still, during sex he's mostly focused and serious.
H=Hair
He's not paying any attention to it but he barely has any hair there anyway.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
He's not a specialist in romantic game, but he does his best to make you feel good and loved. He kisses you and often asks if you're okay
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
He practically never does it, if he wants some sin, he just goes to you.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
He has a thing for BDSM. Usually he dominates you, chokes you, hits you, pins you to the bed, spits at you etc
But there's also a masochist in him. It takes some time, working through his traumas, before he lets you dominate him but eventually he enjoys when you "punish him for his sins"
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Your bed. Just somewhere private where Silas feels comfortable. He wants to keep your intimate life as far from other people as possible.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
I'll be boring, but you. You teasing him, your body, your touch, your laugh. After years of taming his needs, he's like a can of gasoline, so easy to set ablaze.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
As much as I love blasphemy, unfortunately Silas wouldn't allow any "religious play" in bed, like reading Bible out loud when you suck him off, or using rosaries/crosses for masturbation. He may abandoned vow of celibacy but he's still very religious and would send you to hell for such heresy.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
He's not a big fan of oral. I mean, he enjoys receiving it but he prefers to have better access to your body.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
Depends on the moment, but usually more slow.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
No. He needs to take his time with you. He would rather wait longer for a proper sex, than take you in hurry, without moment to focus on your body.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
You can ask him and he will consider, but most of the time Silas avoids trying new and unusual things. If you want to spice things up, you need to have patience. For now, the biggest risk is breaking the vow of chastity.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
He's a strong man but your sessions are usually very passionate and tiring so maximum 2 rounds before he needs to rest.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Now excuse me, but he was raised catholic. And to be serious: no, he doesn't change his habits that much.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He can't wait tease, I am sorry. He didn't learn much in the art of sex. But when it's you teasing him, he usually either closes up and pretends it doesn't work on him or he takes you to the bed in 0.1 second.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
He does his best to stay quiet, but he can't hold back gasps and moans.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
It isn't always sexual, sometimes it's simple form of intimacy but he loves when you kiss his wounds. On the back, from self-flagellation. And on his thighs, from cilice (ok, kisses in this place usually make him want more)
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
If I remember well, Silas is canonically hulky and well build, so his dick is probably massive as well, average length but thick.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Average. He likes sex but years of chastity teached him patience and ignoring carnal needs. So... he desires you but he doesn't have a big need for physical contact and he usually waits until you initiate something (until you start teasing him and drive him mad, he doesn't know what to do with himself so he looks for the nearest bed)
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Usually very quickly. A few minutes and he's snoring. Turns out sex is more tiring than killing heretics.
As you can guess, the only option for you to engage in any unholy activities is if Silas leaves the Opus Dei. Other way he wouldn't even think about breaking his vows of celibacy and betraying his church. He may see leaving the monastery as a sin but official and blessed by God marriage is still a better way to live than having an affair while staying in the organisation.
Silas has some experience with women from the times before he went to jail but they were mostly sex workers, sometimes stranger girls who left right after the act. Anyway, he isn't completely clueless and has some basic knowledge about woman's body but he's also kind of lost and uneducated in these topics. He still has the trauma from jail so it takes a lot of time before Silas gets used to intimacy.
He's very classical - or rather conservative - in bed and prefers to do it in the missionary position. But even beside the fact that it's the most traditional position, he likes it because it let him be very close to you.
He has a thing for domination but it may take some time before he finally acknowledges and admits it. It's a bit hard for him to accept his kinks and decide to try something new in bed but when it eventually happens...
He likes to choke you. No, I won't discuss this. Just sometimes when you make love, he grabs your throat and squeezes it - never tight enough to really hurt you or to make you lose consciousness.
Silas prefer to be on top and hardly ever lets you take control. He always presses you to the bed with his massive body (uhh, sorry, my size kink is showing up) and likes to pin your hands over your head.
As he doesn't like PDA, Silas also would never have public or semi-public sex. He's a very private person and he doesn't want any people (especially complete strangers) to know anything about your sexual life. On this same note he doesn't want you to talk about your relations with friends.
Actually doesn't like to fuck you from behind. Silas wants to be able to maintain eye contact with you and also these positions seem a bit less intimate to him? Like, he wants to make love specifically with you and when you're back to him, caressing your body becomes a harder task.
