TROUBLESOME/TROUBLED: another natsuya nijisaki fanmix
[listen here] | [art source] | [disc one]
"...A slip of a boy in a blue jacket, skinny and small and mostly very quiet."
[track list + lyric snippets under the cut!]
{1. the end.- my chemical romance
so throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot
you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not
if you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
you'll find out first-hand what it's like to be me
so gather 'round, piggies, and kiss this goodbye
i'd encourage your smiles, i'll expect you won't cry
{2. numb- marina & the diamonds
forgo family, forgo friends
it's how it started, how it ends
i can't open up and cry
'cause i've been silent all my life
{3. the prayer- k.t. tunstall (radio live lounge version)
is it so wrong to crave recognition?
second-best, runner-up
is it so wrong to want rewarding?
to want more, to want more than is given to you
{4. the trouble of dripping wet sun- kenshi yonezu
[japanese; lyrics here are translated]
carrying the brilliantly shining sun, the weather's nice today
let's go out and play, commit more mistakes
keep going down that narrow path
and we'll erase the tortuously painful days
and we'll erase the days of tortuously painful experiences
we don't need 'em, throw it all away!
{5. ghost- mystery skulls
i’ve been feeling like a ghost
and it's what i hate the most
guess i'm giving up again
and this time, this time, this time
this time, i might just disappear
{6. centuries- fall out boy
and i can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name
'cause i was only born inside my dreams
until you die for me, as long as there is a light, my shadow's over you
'cause i am the opposite of amnesia
and you're a cherry blossom
you're about to bloom
you look so pretty, but you're gone so soon
{7. i can't decide- scissor sisters
i've got to hand it to you
you've played by all the same rules
it takes the truth to fool me
and now you've made me angry
{8. paris is burning- st. vincent
enclosed in this letter, there's a picture
black and white for your refrigerator
sticks and stones have made me smarter
it's words that cut me under my armour
{9. the happy nihilist- the classic crime
i've taught this to myself, piled books up on the shelf
but it still hurts like hell to trust nobody else but me
{10. infinitesimal- mother mother
they say it started with a big bang
but they say it came out of a small thing
lately, i'm feeling like a big bang
'cause i've been making something out of nothing
(like my soul...)
{11. grace kelly- mika (radio live lounge version)
do i attract you, do i repulse you, with my queasy smile?
am i too dirty, am i too flirty, do i like what you like?
i could be wholesome, i could be loathsome, i guess i'm a little bit shy
why don't you like me, why don't you like me without making me try?
{12. are you satisfied?- marina & the diamonds (acoustic version)
sad inside, in this life
i'm satisfied, waiting
are you satisfied with an average life?
do i need to lie to make my way in life?
{13. i don't care- fall out boy
these friends, they don't love you they just love the hotel suites, now i don't care what you think, as long as it's about me the best of us can find happiness in misery
{14. afraid- the neighbourhood
when i wake up, i'm afraid, somebody else might take my place
when i wake up, i'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me
{15. secret track- secret artist
[listen to find out!]
