summary: after being a wallflower throughout your first five years at hogwarts, you always thought that you could be invisible. but when you hear the marauders talking cruelly about you and proceeding to ask for your forgiveness after, well good luck babe.
warnings: eventual smut! 18+ heavy angst, cursing, reader wants to kill the marauders , swearing, unprotected sex, praise, oral (male receiving), jealousy
a/n: oh hey... this is kinda based on those cliche 2000's movies where the girl is ugly but not really and she has that glow up or whatever. this was written so quick and not proofread, don't kill me. i hope you enjoy and as always, i apologize if you hate this!
STARTING off your sixth year at Hogwarts being an entirely new person wasn't something that you had planned or expected.
On the inside, you felt exactly the same, the same girl who was bold and could ferociously win a fight when it came to her character.
The same girl who was witty and sarcastic, surprising half of the people around you when you made a joke once in a lifetime.
But on the outside, you didn't have an awkward mis-shaped bob and you no longer wore baggy jackets that didn't do a thing for your figure.
And you didn't hide your face anymore, trying your best to be invisible.
It wasn't that you were shy or that you felt like a loser but you thought social hierarchy was bullshit and the only thing you wanted to focus on was your studies.
You may have been a brave Gryffindor on the inside but on the outside, you had to play the part of a shy mouse as corny as that sounds.
Unfortunately for you, invisibility only tends to last for so long until one moment, you are a nobody and then all eyes are upon you.
And maybe, just maybe, if you hadn't heard the Marauders discussing you the previous year, you would have stayed the same.
You had passed by the boys dormitory to give Remus his textbooks back as you always did when you let you borrow when you heard them speaking of the very person behind the door,
"I still have yet to understand why Lily and the rest of them act like she's some charity case," James huffed, "I mean, she's not some sick patient, they only feel the need to pity her because of how she looks."
You always knew that James had a foul mouth but to be speaking about someone like this, it was cruel.
Remus hissed, "That's not nice Prongs,"
"I'm not even saying it to be a dick!" James groaned, "I just mean, I pity her more for the fact that they don't even invite her to anything outside of breakfast and dinner," He explained, causing Remus to go silent.
Sirius chuckled, shaking his head. "That's absolutely horrid."
James reclined on his bed, a smirk playing on his lips. "I’m just saying, if I were Y/N, I’d be mortified."
Your eyes widened as they began to water, they were speaking about you.
Remus leaned against the wall, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. "Maybe she just doesn’t want to hang out with Lily and the others."
"Moony, seriously," James shot back, sitting up. "Where is Y/N right now, and where are the other girls?" His eyebrow cocked, trying to make his point as Remus silenced.
Sirius raised an eyebrow, a glint of mischief in his eyes. "Why don’t we investigate for ourselves?" He unfolded the Marauder's Map with a flourish. "Alright, we’ve got Lily, Dorcas, Mary, and Marlene all at Hogsmeade, but Y/N is..." His voice trailed off, eyes narrowing.
James leaned closer, annoyance creeping into his tone as he grabbed the map, "She's-" He stopped, the color fading from his face.
"Fucking spit it out!" Remus said next as he snatched the map finally and saw that the map had shown that you were right outside their door.
"Shit!" You heard Remus say as he started making his way to the door.
Hearing his footsteps approaching, you quickly moved away from the door, bolting for your room.
Once you made it back to your dorm, you had sinked the floor. You put your hand on your mouth, muffling yourself as you cried silently.
You honestly hated to even say it but you did consider Lily and the rest of them your friends. You had never really thought about how they didn't invite you to places.
And if you were being truthful, they had never asked you to have breakfast or dinner with them.
You had always just assumed that you could join but they never told you to leave or swooshed you off. Another part of you hated how stupid you were, trying to intrude on their private time.
You didn't want to let it get to you what a bunch of seventeen year old boys were saying but it did sting horribly.
But in a way, it also motivated you to be who you were on the inside. You already had the top marks in your entire year and your plan to work in the Ministry after Hogwarts had already been set.
And now your chance to be something at Hogwarts was right in front of you, an opportunity that you couldn't miss.
You had to do it for yourself.
The Marauders had no idea who you truly were or even cared to know. And although Remus was kind to you, you could always see that he never made any effort to be your friend.
Not that you expected him to but it only taught you that they truly thought you were some hopeless case.
And an assignment to make the Marauders bite their tongues was one that you couldn't bare to fail.
After hearing that, you decided to avoid the Marauders for the next month, especially with summer break approaching. To your surprise, you barely saw them outside of classes, never giving them a chance to reach out—even Remus.
And then that summer, everything changed. You let your hair grow past your shoulders, embracing your natural curls instead of straightening them. You started wearing clothes that were trendy and form-fitting, a huge contrast to your old style.
You discovered a newfound love for self-care, enjoying the process far more than you expected. Each day felt like a transformation, and by the end of summer, your mother couldn’t help but notice. “Finally listening to me about your style, huh?” she teased.
You only laughed as you embraced her,
If only she knew what had caused it in the first place.
As you said goodbye to your family, anticipation mingled with dread. You knew the train ride would be the least of your worries, but the welcome dinner and the ceremony ahead felt like they might just be hell reincarnate.
As you entered Hogwarts, you admired it as much as you did when you were a first year. The castle was something you considered a second home and everything about it was magical, there was no doubting that.
A crowd of students, including yourself, moved toward the Great Hall, and you settled into your usual seat at the Gryffindor table.
You spotted the Marauders and the usual group of girls approaching, and you couldn’t help but roll your eyes. They took their usual spots in front of you, with the girls on one side and the boys on the other. James sat beside you, and Lily was directly in front of him.
You never quite understood why they arranged themselves like that, but it hardly mattered in the moment.
They were busy in conversation before James had noticed someone next to him, his eyes widening. You couldn't quite read his face but it seemed like a mix of confusion and flustered.
You stared at him back but he still had yet to mutter a word. You cleared your throat, "Uh hello," You practically whispered.
He snapped back into reality, "Oh sorry, hi," He muttered back.
Silence took over you both as James couldn't find the words of what to say to you.
On one hand, he wanted to call you beautiful, to tell you that you were one of the prettiest girls he’d ever seen. On the other, he just wanted to stare at you for a few more minutes like a creep.
Lily noticed his gaze and leaned in, smirking. "Excuse my friend; we’re still trying to figure out if he has a brain."
"I thought we solved that decades ago," Marlene chimed in, stifling a laugh.
Lily turned to you with a curious smile. "I don’t believe I’ve seen you before. What’s your name?"
Are you actually fucking kidding me?
You scoffed, "I'm Y/N,"
The entire group looked at you in awe, even the ones who weren't chimed in on the conversation.
"Y/N L/N?" Sirius asked, mouth gaping.
"Yep, that one," You snorted.
They all looked like they had seen a ghost, "You look different," Marlene said as Mary shoved her.
"She means in a good way!" Mary added.
"Uh thanks," You said, awkwardly.
They all continued to stare at you like you were an exhibit in a museum, their eyes scanning you up and down.
"Do you all mind not staring at me?" you asked, trying to break the tension. They all looked away, feigning innocence as they muttered apologies.
"How have you been?" Lily asked, clearly trying to ease the awkwardness.
"Fine," you replied, your tone clipped.
You caught the pained expressions on the Marauders' faces, realizing they were the reason for your dismissive attitude.
"That's great," Lily said, forcing a smile.
You felt a wave of frustration at the awkwardness surrouding you and decided it was time to escape. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom," you announced, heading toward the exit before they could respond.
As you walked away, you could already here the mutters and whispers emerging from the table, the fascinating topic being you.
You paced as you heard footsteps trailing behind you, but you ignored them, letting your gaze wander around the castle.
"Y/N!" someone called out, startling you.
You turned to see Sirius, James, and Remus hurrying after you. You only let out a snort before continuing your same way.
A hand suddenly reached around your forearm as you turned to see Remus. You quickly snatched your hand away, finally stopping to look at the group of boys who you despised.
Crossing your arms, you shot them a hostile look. "What?"
"We just wanna—"
"We're so—"
"Listen, we just—"
They all spoke at once, but you scoffed and turned back toward the bathroom, starting to walk away.
You were hoping that they would realize you wanted nothing to do with them but instead, it only made them want to chase you more.
They quickened their pace, and you spun around sharply. "For fuck's sake, what do you want?" you snapped.
James took a breath, his expression earnest. "I'm sorry for what I said. I've been thinking about it since you left. I was an awful twat, and you didn't deserve a thing of what I said."
You let out a sarcastic laugh, "Are you serious?" You asked as your expression changed to furious, "You basically called me a loser and said that Lily and the rest of them were only hanging out with me out of pity,"
James hissed as your statement, feeling the razor in your voice.
"-And now you all want to act as if I should just forgive you since I don't look the same anymore," You got closer to James's face, "Fuck off."
You turned your heel again and this time, the boys didn't follow you.
You finally entered the bathroom and shut the door behind you. Staring at your reflection in the mirror, you struggled to read the expression on your face. You were furious at the Marauders, and the idea of forgiving them felt impossible.
Yet, there was a flicker of gratitude that you felt for the change you’d undergone. You’d gained a new confidence that felt good, but the sting of their cruel words still lingered in your mind.
And you knew that you couldn't let it get to you but knowing they thought that of you, even Remus. It still did things to you that you would never admit out loud.
Snapping out of your thoughts, you realized it was almost time to head to the dormitory.
The rest of the night had flown by, with first years being introduced to their new home for the next six years while everyone else relaxed in the common room. Despite curfews, fifth years and above knew they could hang out longer—the curfew was mostly for the first years anyway.
"Caput Draconis," you muttered, and the Fat Lady nodded, granting you entrance.
Stepping into the common room, your heart sank as you spotted the last group you wanted to see. They noticed you just as quickly, encouraging you to pick up your pace toward the dorm.
"Hey, Y/N!" Dorcas called out, making you wince as you turned to see her waving.
The Marauders looked down, shame etched on their faces, avoiding your gaze as if you were Medusa.
You approached them slowly, dread settling in your stomach as they eyed you like a science project.
"We were just about to play a fun little game," Dorcas said enticingly, while Marlene snorted beside her.
"I don’t know if Spin the Bottle is a great idea for the first night back," Marlene added, taking a sip of her beer.
"A little peck never hurt anyone," Lily chimed in, clapping her hands together.
Of all people, you’d never expect Lily Evans to approve such a thing. This was the same girl who nearly fainted when she heard about Marlene and Dorcas kissing the previous year.
"I don’t know if this is the game for me," you replied, eyeing the group warily.
"Of course it is!" Lily insisted, but you raised an eyebrow. "Oh my gosh! Not like that, I just mean it's a fun game for us all to play," she quickly added, looking flustered.
Part of you wanted to say no and retreat to your bed, but that was the old you, and you knew it wouldn’t help. This was a new year, and you were determined to embrace new experiences.
Besides, you’d never participated in any scandalous games for all of the years you've been at Hogwarts—it felt like a crime in itself.
So, after a moment’s hesitation, you said, "Okay, sure." The girls erupted in cheers, while the Marauders exchanged worried glances.
What if you had to kiss one of them? Would you refuse and create a scene? Would you want to strangle them for even suggesting it?
The possibilities raced through their mind, but there was no turning back as everyone began to form a circle.
As you sat in the circle, a shiver of nervousness enveloped you. You had never kissed anyone before and the whole thought made you nervous within itself.
Don't get it wrong, you've had chances but they never seemed right and you certainly weren't kissing Matthew Trunchbull underneath the bleachers of the Quidditch field.
So when you got offered a shot of firewhiskey to cool your nerves by Marlene, you took it happily as it burned down your throat.
You brushed off all the negative thoughts entering your mind,
hi! do you take requests? if not just ignore this lolz
remus being insanely clingy/horny during his time of the month and reader just accepting her fate?
helloooooo! okay! so i made this extremelysoft!dark!remus x innocentnaive!reader! i accidentally deleted this the first time i had made it but then i re-did it so sorry for the wait! thank you sm for requests! feel free to send more!
note: I didnt edit it or review it so if there are any mistakes, please ignore them. this one isnt that good because i was doing this and homework simultaneously lmao
CW: somnophilia, soft!dark!remuslupin, dub!con, oral sex (female), a slightly perverted sirius black, marking, daddy k!nk, hints of little!reader (if i forgot anything lmk!!), penetrative sex, darker!sex, fluff
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this is bad. he thought, seeing your sleeping form on his bed. the full moon was two days away, and for a week leading up to it, he had been all over you; kissing your sweet lips and telling you that, 'no need to worry, sweetheart. a kiss just means that i love you and care about you, nothing more, nothing less. to you an' me, a kiss just shows how much we love each other! we can give little kissies in front of people or in by ourselves, see?' he pecked your lips softly, his thumb softly holding your chin. you giggled, a blush rising up to your face as your cheeks heated, an unfamiliar warmth blossoming in your core. 'i love kissies from you, remmy.' you smiled shyly, and remus could feel his cock twitch in his slacks. he leaned down and gave you a longer kiss, 'mm, i love kissin' you too, angel.'
that was over three months ago.
Now, with the full moon two days away, he could feel the dark, sadistic urges that each month he tried to suppress become stronger and stronger. Everytime you so much as looked into his eyes with that little doe look that you gave everyone that was taller than you, it made his cock harden in his slacks.
Thankfully, remus continued to kiss you and you continued to kiss him any chance the both of you got. Remmy loved how you were so innocently oblivious to the way he claimed you in front of everyone, murmuring a small, “gimme a kiss, darling,” in class when lucius malfoy stared at you for a bit longer than remus preferred. With his eyes trained on Malfoy, you leaned forward and kissed him softly, giggling about how soft his lips were, to which remus separated his eyes from lucius’s and looked down into yours. He smiled, kissing you softly again before peppering smaller kisses on your face to hear your delightful squeals that made his pants tighten. “I dunno, baby,” he began, kissing your soft pouty mouth again, “i think your lips are much softer.”
He remembered the way your face turned a soft pink at something so cheeky but innocent.
How would you react to him doing something..more?
Remus and you always had a more touchy relationship than most friends. You loved it to his delight. He was able to have you and claim you without you questioning him.
Like today, in the Gryffindor common room.
You walked in to find James, Sirius, and your Remmy all around the fire; smoke billowing from Remus’ parted lips as he exhaled the nicotine smoke from the cigarette that was burning between his pointer and middle finger.
Once Remus’ saw you, his eyes softened, but a darkness still lingered in his pupils; a soft smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
“C’mere, baby,” he called softly to you, which brought the attention of Jamie and Siri to turn around to greet you.
As you happily dropped your books on the floor, entranced by the golden hue of light that lit up the lyncanthrope’s face, Jamie patted your bum, helping guide you to Remus so you didn’t trip.
Remmy smiled, pulling you onto his lap as you straddled his thigh, his free-hand pushing your head to the crook of his neck as you breathed in his smell, fidgeting with the ends of his loosened tie once you got comfortable. Your skirt rode up as you adjusted yourself to straddle his muscular thigh, flashing the boys in front of you of your tiny, cotton panties cupping your mound and ass.
James blushed and looked away, but the (slightly) perverted man that was Sirius shamelessly enjoyed the view and smirked before getting slapped on the shoulder by James.
Remus noticed this and adjusted your skirt as his eyes stayed on your face, telling him about your day as he looked up at you, kissing you hand and humming when you told him about something annoying a teacher or student did, or smiling when you told him about a test you did well on.
Once you had finished, you cuddled up closer to Remmy, relaxation wrapping around your body like a soft blanket.
The boys chatted a bit more as Remus took one last inhale of the cigarette before leaning forward and passing it to Sirius, holding your head in place as you drifted into a lighter headspace as he gave the fag to Sirius, letting him take a slow inhale from the front of it.
Sirius and James talked as Remmy listened, rubbing your back softly and kissing your forehead and the top of your head every so often.
“Love you, angel,” he hummed, bringing your head up from his neck and giving you a soft kiss to your lips as you giggled softly, playing with his left hand and toying with the rings adorning his hand.
“Love you more, Remmy.” you whispered, bending forward to kiss him again. Remus smiled, shaking his head as you soaked in his scent.
“Wrong about that, my baby, it’s impossible that you love me more than I love you.”
You were about to protest but Remus cut you off by pressing his lips to yours again, a kaleidoscope of butterflies fluttering in your tummy; your thoughts dissipating from your head as James and Sirius showed a knowing look, not at all surprised by this.
At this point, they were just counting down the hours until you guys finally got together.
Remus pulled away, his eyebrows furrowing, “Sweetheart, would you like to sleep in my bed tonight, hm? I have to go somewhere earlier on but’ll be back as soon as I can.”
Curiously, you tilted your head to the side, “Where’re you going, rem?”
“Don’t worry your little head, princess,” he kissed the tip of your nose, and you smiled.
“Well, when’ll you get back?” Perhaps you could wait for him.
“Not ‘till, late, so I want you asleep by the time I return, okay?” he patted your bum, pecking your lips. “An’ if you aren’t asleep, no more kisses for a week!”
He wouldn’t ever revoke the right of kissing you for that long, why would he punish himself?, but he loved seeing the little worried look in your eyes.
You gasped, twining your fingers with his as you brought his hand to your chest. “No! I promise I’ll be asleep, Remmy.”
He smiled again, holding you closer to his body.
In truth, Remus had to set up a little area outside where when the transformation would occur, he would be fully prepared. You knew about what he went through, even patching him up every month as he withheld the urge to fuck you until both of you couldn’t think or speak, but he needed to focus on the task at hand which was making sure that he was well-prepared.
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Remus stood at the foot of his bed, your sleeping figure blissfully dreaming as you cuddled up to your teddy bear Remmy had gifted you one day.
‘Fuck.’ Remus thought, see the small, pale-pink cotton panties that cupped your ass and mound, your taut, matching tank top hugging your waist and chest as he bit back a moan from seeing your peaked nipples.
The lycanthrope stripped from his clothes, only wearing his boxers that were straining from his cock.
The urges were too much.
They had gone on for much too long.
Remus couldn’t help himself..no, not for any longer.
It was torture, you were a sweet torture.
Pulling the taut tank top over your head, he gasped lowly, looking over at the sleeping figures of James and Sirius.
Your nipples were puckered as the soft glow of the moon caressed your skin, goosebumps rippling in its wake. You were still fast asleep. You were a heavy sleeper.
This was going to be fun.
Tenderly, Remus kissed slowly down your neck and to your chest, hesitating for a moment before sucking tightly on your left nipple as a small whimper escaped your pouty lips.
He then gently turned you over to lie down on your stomach, a small pang of sadness that he could no longer see your face ruminating before he saw the small wet spot on your cotton panties, the outline of your soft petals causing Remmy to almost drool.
Moony brought his hands to the hem of your panties, pulling them slowly down your thighs and setting you in a ‘child’s pose’ position.
Every stretch mark, skin dimple, and cellulite made him fall more for you, he loved how naturally beautiful you were.
With his large hands (he loved how small you were in comparison to him), he lifted your bottom half off of the bed, spreading your pussy lips and swallowing thickly at how your cunt was already sopping wet for him.
He took his pointer finger and spread your wetness from the front of your pussy all the way to the little puckered hole and leaned forward to kiss the supple skin of your ass. His other hand squeezed and kneaded the flesh as he leaned forward and began sucking and licking at your pussy, a smaller whimper leaving your mouth as you still in fact slept.
Spreading your thighs wider with his other hand, his hips bucked the air as he sucked at your delicious cunt, a blush crawling up to his face as he closed his eyes and savored your natural flavor. He wrapped his lips around your clit, sucking harshly as you let out small whines, rocking your hips back to meet his face.
Remus pulled his boxers down with his free hand quickly, his cock lightly tapping his abdomen, the tip red with arousal. The cool air caused his skin to tingle, small beads of pre-cum pricking at the tip of his hardened, heavy cock. He spread you wider, sucking harshly that he was partly afraid that he would bruise you, but between the taste of your pussy and the small, high-pitched, uh’s you made, he couldn’t stop. You were addicting.
Lapping at your little button, you came, a small moan leaving your mouth as you squirted beneath you on the white bedsheets, your body trembling and nipples rubbing against the mattress. Remus pulled away and watched you finish your squirting, body shaking as you slumped back down onto the bed, rolling onto your back, your eyelids fluttering open.
“R-remmy?” you stuttered, your breathing slightly labored. You took in the scene around you, Remus, his hard cock heavy in his left and him towering above you, and the chill that tickled up your spine as you realized that you were stark naked.
He leaned down, capturing your lips in a kiss. You could taste yourself on him.
“Shh, sweet girl,” he shushed, “Y’gonna be good f’me, right? Make daddy feel good, hm?”
Your mind all floaty, you whimpered, pulling him to you. “Y-yes, daddy. Love you.”
Remus smiled, kissing you again as he knelt between your thighs. You gasped as you felt his hard cock rub against your tummy. He kissed sloppily down your neck and to your breasts, sucking harshly on your right nipple and leaving you arching into him, sighing.
You felt him push into your pussy, a low groan grinding in the back of his throat as he kissed your lips sloppily, pulling away and whispering, “I love you, bunny.”
As he inched his way in, you squeezed him tighter than ever right before he got to the hilt of you. He leaned down and licked his tongue over yours sloppily before pressing his lips to yours. Drool escaped from your mouth as he began to rut into you, causing a loud moan to exit your mouth before he clasped his hand on top of your lips. “Shh, y’don’t wan’ pads or prongs to see this, right baby?”
You couldn’t even speak, not when he began fucking into you so hard that you could already see stars. Remus left marks on your soft skin, pounding into you as the headboard began to slam against the wall. Remus grunted before picking you both up and off of the bed, lying you on the ground, a pillow put under your head as he began fucking you rough again.
It was animalistic, this greedy urge that bubbled in both of your stomach’s to cum. Fucking you hard and deep, he held onto the edge of the bed side table as his cock brushed your walls, tears falling from your eyes.
Remus could bet money that you had no clue you were crying.
“Awh, sweetheart, don’t cry,” he said softly, a small moan leaving your mouth. “Please? F’me? I hate seeing you cry, my love.”
He wiped the tears from your cheeks.
In truth, Remus loved when you cried. He hated if something bad happened to you and you were crying, but if it was over something small, he loved it.
“I-I need it–I lub- I-I,” you couldn’t even finish a sentence, your eyes crossing over as Remus pulled back slightly and held your waist, pulling you down to meet his thrusts as if you were only some little fucktoy.
“What is it, sweet girl, hm?” he hummed, exhaling as you pulled him to you, his chest against yours as you felt the burning in your tummy. He felt the burning too. “Talk to daddy, baby. What’s wrong?” He pouted.
Tears poured from your eyes as he switched the positioning, not once stopping his cock from pistoning in and out of your quivering pussy. He bounced you on his lap, kissing between the valley of your breasts as he fucked up into you.
“Lub chu,d-daddy” you slurred, pushing his head to your bouncing breasts, urging him to suck on them. “F-feel good, I-feel–”
Remus bit his bottom lip before sucking on your nipples, tugging at them with his teeth as you cried out, his arms wrapped around your waist.
He laid you back down on your back, pulling your knees up to your chest, spreading your thighs wider as squelching sounds were heard throughout the room. It was a miracle that the other boys’ hadn’t woken up.
“Baby,” he whined, squeezing your breasts in his hands and kissing your lips. “I love you.”
His cock brushed against your spot once again and you were coming undone around him, your cum spurting out on his cock and lower abdomen.
“That’s right, take daddy like a good girl,” he whispered before cumming in you, hips sloppily thrusting. “Get you all plump and full of my babies, right, sweet girl?”
You nodded, your body still trembling and twitching from your peak.
His hips began to slow and then stopped as you both began to heatedly kiss one another.
“Mmm,” he hummed against your lips. “Let’s get you cleaned up, princess.”
You nodded with a small pout and he pressed a kiss to your lips, causing them to turn into a small, shy smile.
He pulled out slowly, shushing you when you whined, grimacing from the odd feeling of his cum leaking out of your cunt. Picking you up, he walked the both of you to the bathroom before cleaning you off, kissing your lips every time you whimpered and whined as he gently cleaned you.
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The warm, morning sun filtered through the blinds and tickled your skin. You turned over into Remmy’s hold, nuzzling your head in the crook of his neck as he held you tightly, kissing your shoulder before drifting off into a slumber.
“Fuckin’ finally,” Sirius grunted, standing next to James as they took in you and Remus’ sleeping figures. You both were still naked, however, your most intimate parts were covered meticulously by the bedsheets.
“Mate, this means we might hafta hear ‘em fuck every day.” Sirius’ face of horror was something laughable, but James understood the feeling.
“I don’t know what’s worse, how they were before or..how they’re gonna be.” James said as they both walked out of the room, grabbing their bags to get breakfast from the Great Hall.
Ok so I got this the other night when I was doing Drunk Asks, but I saved it because I wanted to do it justice. I mean it’s Remus... Daddy Remus!
Remus always knew he liked to be in control of any part of his life that he could since thanks to the wolf there was so much he couldn’t control; he just never knew it could apply to his sex life.
Sirius and he had a very active and adventurous sex life from the very beginning and even after he had accepted that Sirius loved him as much as he loved Sirius he was still awestruck that he could reduce his boyfriend to a whimpering mess with just a few words and a simple touch.
It started with a bit of dirty talk. Remus had a foul mouth on a good day, but during sex he couldn’t help but tell Sirius what he wanted to do to him, how he made him feel, how good it felt to have those pretty lips wrapped around his cock, or buried balls deep inside his lover.
He knew Sirius liked it, he couldn’t help but notice how breathless and wanton it made the other man and one night before the full when he just couldn’t get enough of his beautiful boyfriend he was especially rough and vocal and Sirius loved it.
He had Sirius’ wrists tied to the headboard, long legs wrapped around Remus’ waist as he pounded into him relentlessly, groaning out praise with every thrust. “Fuck, you’re gorgeous, look at you, taking my cock so well, you’re ready to come and I haven’t even touched your cock yet, so good for me.”
Sirius had moaned, legs tightening around Remus, the words spilling brokenly but clearly from his lips, “Always good for you, Daddy.”
Remus felt those words like fire down his spine, a low growl tearing from his throat as he bent down, scraping his teeth down Sirius’ throat and whispering harshly in his ear with a snap of his hips, “Come for Daddy.”
Sirius cried out, his orgasm nearly blinding and wrenching Remus’ own from him, a guttural moan of Sirius’ name on his lips as Remus came harder than he could ever remember.
Once they’d both come down from their incredible high, Remus untied his lover, gently massaging his wrists where the silk rope had left marks. He kissed the bruises, meeting Sirius’ eye with a sultry smile. “Such a good pup for Daddy.” The shudder that ran through Sirius’ body was enough for Remus to know this was a game they both wanted to continue.
After a while, words weren’t even necessary. All Remus had to do was give Sirius that look and he knew he was going to be punished, and oh how he loved it.
Sirius rarely went anywhere without his collar and it didn’t matter where they were, Remus would slip a finger under the supple leather and tug him forward just so, one eyebrow quirked, and Sirius would just melt, eager to please him immediately.
When Sirius would misbehave, and he did it often and much of the time on purpose, Remus would drag him into the bedroom, yank down his jeans and lay him across his lap, each slap stinging Sirius’ pert arse in a delicious way until he was a writhing mess. He’d cry out a breathless “Sorry, Daddy” and Remus would whisper praise and soothe the red marks with his hands and his lips.
At times all it took was that look for Sirius to be on edge, willing himself not to come until Daddy said so. But Remus’ fingers running behind Sirius' ear, down his jawline, under his chin, only to lift that chin slightly, licking his lips and smiling had him almost coming in his pants like a schoolboy.
Remus loved it, watching Sirius come nearly undone at a look, a simple “good pup” and oh how he thrilled in watching that perfect body flush under his praise and obey his every command.
Remus only has to say "Sit down, Sirius" to make him stop being a prat at the dinner table because he knew to obey Daddy’s orders.
Sirius is nonverbal when he comes down from subspace and Remus just holds him and kisses him and whispers "Daddy's so proud of you, pup. Love you so much...." and then takes care of all the bruises and runs them a warm bath.
summary: after being a wallflower throughout your first five years at hogwarts, you always thought that you could be invisible. but when you hear the marauders talking cruelly about you and proceeding to ask for your forgiveness after, well good luck babe.
warnings: eventual smut! 18+ heavy angst, cursing, reader wants to kill the marauders , swearing, unprotected sex, praise, oral (male receiving), jealousy
a/n: i've been completely MIA, sorry.. i saw this in my drafts, and i was like, let me just continue it. this ended off kind of weird, but there will be smut in the next part! i'm gonna attempt to finish every series.. hopefully. i haven't written in a bit, so i apologize if you hate it. see u next time!
Peter flushed tomato red when the bottle landed on him, and Evan smiled at him in a very seductive way. As long as you've known him, Evan did have a lot of charm—nearly as much as Sirius.
Evan was a close second, though perhaps not Sirius, given his overwhelming appeal.
'Whoops' and applause echoed around the circle as Evan gently crept toward Peter, crawling on his hands and knees.
Peter gulped, sitting still in his seat as Evan rose above him and whispered something in his ear, causing Peter to gasp.
Evan took this opportunity to kiss him slowly and gently, his hands on either side of Peter's face.
You looked around to see everyone's reactions but everyone was either egging it on or talking to each other. You couldn't believe this was the same group you had been 'friends' with last school year.
After what felt like years, Evan finally broke away from Peter, leaving him a swift peck on the cheek as Peter closed his legs together and blushed from the teasing of Dorcas and Marlene.
Your eyes landed on the bottle as Sirius began to grab it for his turn. His eyes were on the bottle as they lifted up to wink at you which made you swallow.
He spun it and it landed on the person next to him, Remus. You honestly expected Remus to have the same reaction as Peter but he actually looked bored at the fact that it was Sirius.
Even Sirius noticed it, "Aw, not excited to kiss me love?" He asked, faking a pout.
Remus smirked, "You think you deserve a kiss after the shit you pulled today?" He asked, using his hands as stands to keep him up as he faced Sirius.
Sirius's pout quickly turned into a matching smirk with Remus, "Have I been bad?" He asked, inching towards him.
You felt butterflies, or maybe a little below your stomach. Were they actually flirting?
"Enough with the foreplay!" Marlene whined, "Get the kiss over with!"
"Yeah," James said with a smile as he sipped his fire whiskey, "Nothing you haven't done before."
Your eyes widened at that as Sirius shrugged and went in for the kiss with Remus. Remus had a hand on his cheek while Sirius intensely grabbed Remus's hair, growing deeper into the kiss.
Sirius was almost climbing into Remus's lap as a moan erupted from Remus's mouth and you felt a tightening in your stomach.
There was no way this was actually happening.
You saw Sirius smile into the kiss as he pulled away, wiping his mouth, "Still bored?" He asked as Remus waved him off with a flushed look his face.
"As much as I don't want to give Sirius another ego boost, that was extremely hot," Mary admitted, sipping her drink.
"Everything's hot about me baby," Sirius replied, winking at Mary as she scowled.
Sirius took a look at you as you quickly avoided his eye contact which was clearly a mistake.
He spoke, "I actually think our dear Y/N should go," He announced, "She seems like she's never played before," He tsked.
Steam almost flew out of your ears as you spoke, "Actually, I think the whole point is to go around in a circle, Black," You spat as Sirius only smiled.
"Oh," His voice dripping in mockery, "I'm sorry, Y/N, if you're feeling a bit scared, you don't have to go," He spoke as your fists clenched.
"Yeah Y/N," Lily gave you a genuine smile, "You don't have to go yet if you don't want to," She hummed as several people in the circle agreed, acting as if Sirius was being genuine.
This only made your face warm up as you sat up, annoyance all over your face, "Actually Lily, I do think I should go to be fair, I'm actually feeling a bit brave," You sent a mocking smile to Sirius as you dragged the bottle back in the circle and spun it.
As it spun, you nervously bit your lip.
Since the girls were sweet and you could probably get away with just given them a peck, you wouldn't mind if it were any of them.
Or perhaps even Evan, who you liked because he certainly wasn't ugly and genuinely seemed kind.
Even Peter, he would most likely be as nervous as you and you probably wouldn't have to kiss for long.
Just anybody—aside from the three arrogant, blithering, shitheads—
James looked like a deer in headlights as the bottle fell straight onto him. He looked at you, and your expression was exactly the same.
"Well come on lovebirds!" You stood motionless in nervousness as Evan cheered.
You swallowed as James moved towards you slowly, your eyes tracing his every move. His eyes were locked onto you like you were the only person in the room.
Your gaze shifted to Sirius, and his arrogant demeanor had softened; he was now observing you and James differently.
You had never seen Sirius become stiff in his life, but it seemed as though his eyes had darkened and his entire demeanor had shifted.
Remus had almost the same expression when you turned to face him, but he seemed more anxious than anything else, as though he was unsure of what to anticipate.
"Y/N," James said as your gaze returned to him. "I've wanted to do this since last school year," he said softly, in a whisper.
As he leaned in and gave you a gentle peck on the cheek, your expression shifted to one of disbelief.
All outside cheers and hollering had been muffled, making it seem as though you two were the only people in the room. It felt like you could feel every sense ten times more than normal.
After giving you another glance, he moved in and kissed you, feeling his soft, plump lips as his hands gently gripped the sides of your face.
At first, the kiss was tender, with him giving you a deep, meaningful kiss. After that, it began to feel like the stress, the rage, and the words from that evening. His tongue invaded your mouth unexpectedly as a moan escaped from your mouth.
Your mouth fought against his as you both deepened into the kiss, your hands running through his soft curls.
He abruptly pulled away from you, staring at you while you both gasped and caught your breath. You were certain that he couldn't read your expression, but you couldn't read him either.
James was flushed, his chest heaving as he looked at you in astonishment.
You always knew that James was beautiful but in this state he was ethereal.
You were certain that while your state was comparable to his, it was probably not as lovely.
Marlene was the first to speak, "That was more steamy than I thought it would be," while taking a drag from her cigarette.
You were snapped out of your thoughts, "I actually have to be in bed, huge reading to catch up on," You said hurried to your feet. You started to hurry away and excused yourself.
Lily said, "Oh, I see. See you tomorrow!" She waved you away, looking a little perplexed and anxious.
--
You gently closed the door, careful to not wake up your roommates as you changed out of your school clothes and into your nightwear.
There were multiple feelings racing through you,
"I've wanted to do this since last school year."
It confused you.
James had been nothing but horrid to you.
All the things he had said about you and how much of a loser you basically were. Now he had wanted to kiss you since last school year? It didn't make sense to you.
And the kiss.
You didn't feel disgusted with it, in fact, you enjoyed it.
Your body was happy in ways you hadn't experienced in a long time, even if your conscious mind wasn't.
But James was a jerk and a boy you had hated all summer, so you couldn't feel that way about him.
In fact, you had promised yourself you wouldn't.
One night couldn't change what you had worked so hard for. You couldn't let them take your self-respect again.
It wasn't worth it.
As you lay in bed, you closed your eyes and wished that the tingles in your body and the restless thoughts in your head would stop.
Hoping to leave this night into some intense nightmare.
"Y/N," When you moaned and shook them off, the voice said, "Don't be a twat right now, I am already about to be late as is, wake up!" You let out a loud grunt and opened your eyes to discover a displeased Penelope staring at you as the loudness of the voice increased.
"Shit, what time is it?" You asked, your eyes widening.
"Time to get to bloody class, have you lost your mind?" As you hurriedly sat up and searched through your cupboard for clothing, she said in an increasingly anxious tone.
With frustration, you groaned, "There's no way I slept in again."
"Um, there is a way," Penelope chuckled. "I've been telling you to fix that janky alarm clock since last school year or to even enchant one but no, you stick with it," She huffed, eyeing said alarm clock with intense hatred.
She crossed her arms and looked at you. "I don't even understand why I wake you up, I should've just gone to class," she said, crossing her arms.
"Because you are a good housemate and friend and you sincerely love me," You replied as she struggled to contain the ghost of a smile. "But as much as you love me, get to class!" You urged, "I'll meet you there."
She looked at you hesitantly, "Are you sure?"
"Go!" You rushed her off as she shrugged, grabbing her bag.
"Don't be late," She winked, leaving and closing the door.
Rolling your tights up your legs before your skirt, you rolled your eyes. Even though you looked like a complete disaster when you looked in the mirror, it was sufficient for the day. You hurriedly put on your shoes, picked up your bag, and left the room.
You practically ran down the hallways in order to get to your class, being warned several times by Professors around you to slow down, you always murmuring an apology before continuing a speed walk.
You finally made it in front of the Charms room, and you slowed down your breathing as you entered. You avoided gazes from the entire class as you started walking to find your seat.
"Oh nice to see you Ms. L/N!" Professor Flitwick happily said, "Please sit next to Mr. Lupin," He instructed before giving you a nod and continuing his lesson.
You weren't surprised that Flitwick wasn't mad at you, he had always been extremely nice to you since you had met him.
Your jaw tensed as Remus watched your movements as you sat next to him.
Remus had eyed you multiple times since you sat down throughout the lesson, his eyes glazing over you every two minutes.
You sighed, "What is it, Lupin?" You asked, your eyes still focused on the front.
He looked shocked that you had spoken to him, "Sorry, what?" He asked, staring at you.
You looked at him, "Well, you have been glancing over at me for about every two minutes now, so I'm assuming you have something to say." You said, his mouth gaping, that you had actually said that to him.
"I just wanna talk about what you overheard last year," He started as your eyes went back to the front.
"I don't want to speak about it," You murmured.
Remus frowned, "I just don't want you to think we meant something we didn't." He said as you scoffed.
"So you didn't mean that I was basically a sad case and that you felt bad for me, you all practically mocked me," You countered.
He fiddled with his fingers, "I know what it sounded like, but I swear-" He began.
Professor Flitwick bellowed, "And for this project, you will work with the pairs behind you." Everyone turned behind them as he spoke.
The idea of working with Lupin made your stomach turn, but you were relieved that others would be working with both of you rather than just him.
However, when you turned to look behind you, your gaze met Sirius, the most annoyingly charming person you couldn't seem to forget.
And James, his accomplice.
You gasped in shock, swearing they had never been there before, and then suddenly they were.
"Oh great love, we are gonna be partners!" Sirius grinned as you instantly got up to persuade Flitwick to change and make up some nonsense justification.
Sirius pouted, "Oh love, I wouldn't do that, you don't want Flitwick thinking you're difficult to work with." You rolled your eyes at him, not falling for it. "He might just not write your recommendation for you to be an Auror," He remarked firmly as your eyes widened.
How could he possibly know what?
You sat back down carefully and glared at him, but all he offered you was a smug smirk. You looked away from the boys before you and crossed your arms.
James cleared his throat. He responded, "Well, I say we work in our dorm tonight," and the boys nodded, showing their agreement.
You scoffed, "Why not the library?" You asked, annoyed.
"Because Madam Pince insists on continuing to convince us that she will forever have a stick up her bum," Sirius said in a hushed tone.
"Well, maybe you should learn to shut your mouth once in a while," You spat, giving him a stern look.
He grinned and said, "I love it when you talk dirty to me." He leaned in closer with a whisper, "And I think you would love my mouth."
Your face contorted to disgust as Remus spoke and glared at Sirius, "We will be on our best behavior, and we will even do the most work." He tried to make the situation better.
"I'm not a charity case, I don't need your help," You remarked.
"Trust me love, we know," He replied with a laugh, "But it's the least we can do,"
You sighed, "Fine, but not too late, I don't want Filch to have his knickers in a twist if I'm coming to my dorms at eleven."
"We'll have you in bed by nine," James said, winking,
You rolled your eyes as you began writing something down in your journal. You felt eyes on you as you looked at all of them, "Problem?" You asked.
They all looked away, and you just gave them a strange look as you continued to write.
They had been extremely more weird than last year.
You shrugged the thought off as you tried to cram in as much of your part of the assignment as you could before having to work with them.
The bell chimed, and you instantly started packing up your quills and papers, shoving them into your bag in hopes of escaping this horrible situation as soon as possible.
"Don't be late tonight," Sirius whispered, grinning like a Cheshire cat.
You scowled at him, "Just hope I show up at all, Black." You said as you stood from your seat.
"Oh, trust me," He whispered as he locked eyes with you, "You will."
You swallowed, quickly trying to exit the classroom. You were starting to believe that this school year was a bizarre dream.
You must've been racing out of the room, considering the out-of-breath voice you heard rushing after you, "Y/N!" You looked to see Lily racing after you as you stopped.
She caught up to you as she tried catching her breath, "Merlin, you walk extremely fast," She huffed, throwing a quick laugh.
"How can I help you, Evans?" You asked, clearly not in the right mood for this conversation.
Her face straightened. "I was just hoping that we could talk about everything." She spoke hopefully.
You sighed, "Lily, now is not the best time." You replied, already starting to turn around.
"But!" Lily moved in front of you, "I just don't want you to think that I never cared about our friendship or forgot about you," She said regretfully.
You scoffed, "Lily, we can both be honest with ourselves." You folded your arms. "We were never friends, and you only pretended we were because you pitied me." You said blankly. Lily's eyes saddened as you continued, "But I'm not saying this to make you feel bad, you are a good and kind person, Lily, but we aren't friends."
Lily paused, "Do you actually believe that?" She asked, fiddling with her fingers.
"I'm surprised you don't." You replied as Lily looked down, "Don't get down on yourself, Lily, it wasn't only you." You laughed lightly.
She mustered up a smile, "Thank you for talking to me." She said before exiting the hall.
You hadn't meant to make Lily feel bad but she couldn't have possibly believed that you guys were friends.
Especially after what you had heard.
You were honestly starting to wish it was Winter break already.
This group project was probably one of the most dreadful things that you have had to do in your life.
But your plan was to finish the rest of your part and go back to your dorm, leaving the Marauders and any chance of communicating with them in that room.
Considering that, you were dressed in just your tank top and sleep shorts, wearing a silk coverall.
You knew it wasn't the most appropriate thing in the world, but there was no way the Marauders would ever see you in that way.
You took a deep breath before trying to knock on the door, but before you could, it swung open. Your eyes widened in surprise as James was looking at you with a flustered look as he eyed you up and down.
You looked at him confused, "Uh hi," You uttered.
He gulped, "Hey." He scratched the back of his head as you clicked your teeth.
"Are you gonna invite me in or just stare at me awkwardly?" You asked.
"Oh, sorry," He spoke quietly, widening the door for you.
You came in with your books pressed to your chest as you spotted Remus already at his desk while Sirius lay on his bed, looking at a magazine.
He looked away from the magazine to you, "Well, isn't this a sight?" He hummed, setting it aside on his dresser.
He stood, coming near you with a smug smile as he stared into your eyes.
"I've come here to actually work on the project, Black." You said sternly, ignoring the butterflies in your stomach.
"We can't do pleasantries, dollface?" He asked, coming so close that you could smell his signature scent of Ash and a mix of dark chocolate and mint. You looked up at him, almost feeling his breath fanning your face, "Or maybe we can skip them."
You nervously looked into his eyes, the air growing thick.
"Sirius." Remus warned.
You swallowed as Sirius only smirked, moving near Remus. "I'm only joking, Moony, I'm just trying to make dear Y/N feel more welcome." He sat on the leg of Remus's chair.
You exhaled as James spoke, "You can sit on my bed." He smiled, urging you towards it.
"Thanks." You muttered, sitting on his bed.
You were actually surprised by how soft the mattress was, yours felt like a rock compared.
As if he read your mind, James said, "It took fifty bloody spells to figure out how to break in that mattress." He laughed as you gave a slight nod in response.
"Where do you guys want to start?" You asked, "I've already done most of my writing portion and-"
Remus cut you off, "Maybe we could talk first."
You gave him a confused look, "All due respect, I would rather complete the assignment." You replied, opening your book.
It disappeared in your hand as you spotted Sirius with his wand, giving you a shake of his head.
You huffed, "I came here to work on this project, and if we aren't, I would prefer to be elsewhere." You glared at the boys, beginning to stand.
James stopped you, "Once chance, dove." He pleaded as you crossed your arms, "Just one." He spoke softly
You sat back down as you looked at the boys, "I'm listening." You exhaled.
summary: after being a wallflower throughout your first five years at hogwarts, you always thought that you could be invisible. but when you hear the marauders talking cruelly about you and proceeding to ask for your forgiveness after, well good luck babe.
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
warnings: eventual smut! 18+ heavy angst, cursing, reader wants to kill the marauders , swearing, unprotected sex, praise, oral (male receiving), jealousy
sypnosis : you have been with the marauders for so long, just to be abandoned when they found a prettier young thing but they would regret it.
poly!marauders x y/n
part 2
there was no doubt in your mind that you loved the marauders, they were everything to you. i mean you had so many doubts when they first approached you with this idea of a relationship with them all but they convinced you that it would be amazing.
they of course did not lie because it was amazing.
james would take you to professional quidditch matches when he could, explaining to you the game even when you were completely hopeless.
remus would read to you, snuggled up on the coach in the common room by the fire, making you feel the warmth you had longed for.
sirius would touch you everywhere to show his love, nibbling on your neck just so you could feel needed, it was perfect.
everything was amazing for a year until aurora came along. she made you doubt every good thing about yourself.
the boys could not keep their eyes off of her but they reassured you that you were their one and only, that they only had eyes for you.
you of course trusted their word because they would never lie to you, i mean why would they? but you could tell they were getting jealous if one got to talk to aurora more or sit by her.
but sitting by you, they would sigh and just listen to you talk in boredom, it was really hurting your feelings.
you tried to talk to them about it but they just kept focusing on aurora, not even looking at you in the eye.
so one day, you decided that you had to talk to them or you were afraid of the possible outcome.
“remus can you please talk to me?” you sighed as he hummed, “it’s really serious.” you looked at him and he sighed, looking back at you.
“y/n, what is it?” he shut his book, annoyed.
you frowned, “why have you stopped paying attention to me? all of you?” sirius and james looked up, shocked that you had mentioned it.
“there’s just a lot going on, you aren’t the center of it all.” remus harshly snapped.
“you are so cold and bitter towards me but then auroras like a fresh new diamond to all of you and on another note, you haven’t even fucked me in a month or even came close to initiating it.” you complained.
sirius sat up, “y/n, this is getting overdramatic, we haven’t been doing that.” sirius replied.
“why are you trying to hide it? admit it, set me free and tell me you like aurora.” you added.
they all looked at eachother, "y/n, you have to understand." james said, getting up.
"no james, you are not going to be the nice one out of these two assholes." you argued, making him stop in his tracks.
remus's face softened, "i'm really sorry y/n, i have so much love for you, we all do." he tried grabbing your wrist but you took it away in a quick snap.
"are you fucking kidding me?" you start laughing while crying, "you fucking begged me to be with all of you and now that there is a new, better version of me, you are dumping me?" you felt like the room was spinning.
they were all trying to touch you in this moment, "stop moving fucking closer to me." you yelled as they all just looked at eachother, "i gave you my body, soul, and heart just for it to be shattered because i wasn't the first choice which fucking hurts if you can't tell." you cried.
james was tearing up at this point, "we love you so much." sirius said.
"you aren't in love with me so that bullshit doesn't matter." you sobbed.
"it wasn't anything you ever did, you were perfect darling." remus added, "we still want you in our life."
you were laughing as you cried, "i will never speak to any of you again for as long as i live." you spat, storming off.
this situation was about a week ago and the marauders kept looking at you and trying to talk to you but you weren't budging. i guess they still did love you. but the fucked up thing about it was that, they were still trying to talk to aurora.
whoever wasn't talking to you, was talking to aurora which stung harshly.
you were now in potions and slughorn had put you with james and you were about to blow your brains out, "hey y/n." he said shyly as you didn't speak a single syllable, "i hope you know i really miss you and watching quidditch games and how we used to yell whenever mcniver missed a point." he added.
you scoffed, simply went to go get the ingredients instead of talking to him where you were bombarded by remus who was trying to ask you what you were up to these days.
you ignored him too, going back to your seat, "you know i still love you auro-" he cut himself off in total shock.
tears were rimming your eyes as you slammed down your book, storming out of the classroom as slughorn called after you.
you went inside the girls bathroom, crying your eyes out. you still loved them all so much but it felt like they needed you to pass their guilt.
you heard the door open as you looked next to you to see aurora who had creeped up to you, "slughorn asked me to check on you."
"why you?" you asked, snapping at her as you looked down.
her mouth agaped, "i don't really know but i do still care, i may not know what's wrong but-"
you cut her off, "you don't know so you can just fuck off." you spat, looking at her.
her frown didn't falter, "is it them?" she asked.
"who's them?" you sarcastically replied.
"the marauders." she said, moving closer to you.
"it's really none of your business." you fumed.
"i noticed they started paying more attention to me, lily told me that all of you were inseperable." aurora explained.
"okay fine, they love you obviously and dumped me." tears were now streaming down your cheeks.
"i don't love them." aurora held your head up as you looked confused as she kissed you.
you were deeply confused on what was going on, i mean it certainly was a very confusing situation as you backed up in total shock, "oh i'm sorry." aurora said, running out.
