Happy Birthday, Erwin Smith.
I miss you Daddy Sasageyo.

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Happy Birthday, Erwin Smith.
I miss you Daddy Sasageyo.
Okay, I need a Yandere Erwin Controller who kidnaps myself after being disappointed with my rebellion and now I will have to teach me a rigorous and loving lesson to make me totally dependent on him to show how weak and naive I am compared to such a dangerous and manipulative man as him.
Be controlling my needs, feeding me, changing, combing my hair, taking me to the bathroom and bathing me, and teaching me what Erwin thinks I was not properly taught with your sermons about how dangerous and unfair is the world to think I can be independent of it through everything Erwin was forced to pass and sacrifice. All this while I'm tied or too anesthetized to oppose me.
Be also controlling my time isolated in my room/basement completely tied, blindfolded and gagged while he is busy with his next plans and attacks, when he comes back, caressing me lovingly and packing in his arms to show that he is the only human contact I need and how I should beggard by excuses and snuggle more, if he will make me more time in my immobilized room until I get more vulnerable.
Of course, he will not fail to control my sexual needs, overseeing me with his fingers or toys to reach my peak slowly as I ask me who I belong to and who I must obey ... And finally the kisses on the face and forehead with the long -awaited "this is my good girl" at the end.
If you can't be my obedient bird, then I will have to arrest you in my golden cage ...
Finally Yours
Warnings – Smut, smut without much plot, size kink
Pairings - Erwin x Reader
Summary – Erwin and you finally get intimate, but it seems you both are way more desperate than you thought.
A/N: this is basically just a short smut I thought I should share.
he's as bright as the sun
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I strongly headcanon Erwin would call your daughter "princess" then look at you with a teasing smirk playing on his face, like: "look who stole your place, ma'am,"
I wrote poems on their hands, sang songs on their hair, kissed their palms.
cr: kanaya20210203 on Twiiter.
Okay. I have a terrible idea, and I'll understand, if you don't like it, but I want to try. But first of all.
Your writing is just simply amazing. So beautiful, so delicious. Just perfect. I love it. Thank you for that.
And so, the idea: the commander asked you to help him with the documents. You're doing a good job of filling out the paperwork, besides, you're a pleasant company. You've been doing paperwork in his office for hours. When did it get dark outside the window? What time is it? 2:37 a.m., well, just wonderful. The commander suggests a break. He offers to make you both coffee. You're already getting up to go to the dining room, but he stops you. Let him make you both coffee. He should thank you somehow for your help. You always do so much for the corps. You are a very diligent and sympathetic young woman, Y/n, he must admit, that he is so proud, that you are his soldier. Erwin comes back with two cups of coffee, this one for you and this one for him. Your coffee tastes very strange. But you decide not to tell your boss about it, he's just tired, and could have messed up something. You're drinking your coffee, doing another stack of papers. Yandere commander Erwin Smith, pretending to work hard, is waiting for the aphrodisiac in your coffee to start effect.
First of all I wanted to apologise that it took me so long. The circumstances never work in my favour. Second, I wanted to thank you for your compliment on my writing, I really appreciate it. The way you phrased your request makes me wonder if you're a writer yourself. Anyways I hope this story is to your liking.
Aphrodisiac.
Summary: After hours of paperwork your commander suggests a break to drink some coffee. As it turns out there's a substance much stronger than caffeine in your hot drink.
Warnings: smut (mdni), dubcon, yandere!erwin, fem!reader, toxic behaviour, possessiveness, petting (female receiving), overstimulation, rough sex, authority kink, edging, oral sex (male and female receiving)
Looking for mistakes, you skimmed the paragraphs on the document in front of you. The dim light of the oil lamp on the commanders desk illuminated the royal blue ink of the letters.
After lunch the commander asked you kindly to assist him with the paperwork and you didn't refuse, not being able to reject him, even if you wanted to. Erwin Smith had an unexplainable effect on you. Solely his presence send shivers down your spine, his fierce gaze weakened your legs – and yet you couldn't resist the mysterious sparkle in his clear blue eyes.
In deep thought about him instead of the papers, you sighed, putting a sheet on the completed stack. Secretly, you stole a glance at Erwin, admiring his wellshaped features. Some strands of golden hair lingered on his forehead, his long lashes didn't let the weak light pass and his strong hand hold the pen firmly.
What a lovely sight.
Just when you wanted to return your attention to the files, your gaze locked with Erwins. Your cheeks heated up, when you realized that he caught you staring.
“Is there a problem?”, he asked, seeming oblivious of your observations.
“No, sir.”, you replied, averting your gaze, “I just spaced out for a moment. That was unprofessional, I'm sorry.”
Erwin chuckled slightly, causing you to look up surprised. The image of the strict commander slowly faded away and was replaced by a different man. Even though he had finished way more papers than you, he seemed relaxed.
“You shouldn't apologise, (Y/N),” he scolded you, smiling amused, “If you're tired we can take a short break and drink some coffee.”
You remained silent. Was your sleepiness that obvious? Why wasn't there a clock in his office? You shook your head in hope to get rid of these annoying questions.
“I'll make us some coffee, sir.”, you announced, getting up from your chair.
Suddenly Erwin grabbed your hand, stopping you in your movements. His fingers grasped your wrist uncomfortably tight. You looked at him, questioning his actions.
“(Y/N), please, let me take care of it.”, he pleaded, even though his words sounded more like a command, “You already do so much for the corps. I am proud that such an intelligent, young and beautiful woman is one of my soldiers.”
Confused by his compliment, you cleared your throat.
“I think everyone is doing its best, sir. I am nobody exceptional.”, you contended, trying your best to hide your prominent blush.
Finally he stood up, letting go of your wrist.
“As a commander I have a good sense for rare qualities.”, Erwin stated, staring right into your soul, “Believe me when I say, that you're one of a kind...”
You slightly opened your mouth to oppose his statement but no words left your lips.
“Let me take care of it.”, he requested, waiting for your final answer until you nodded.
After he left the room you continued to work on the previous paper to not waste any time but it didn't take long for him to return with a small tray in his hands. The two cups steamed, filling the air with a comforting scent. Carefully, Erwin placed one cup right in front of you.
“Thank you so much.”, you beamed, taking in the pleasant aroma.
“I should be the one thanking you.“, the commander said, sitting down in his chair.
He took a sip of his coffee, savouring the bitterness of the drink. After you added two cubes of sugar and mixed them with your spoon, you took a sip too.
When you felt a strange taste on your tongue, you furrowed your brows. Your coffee never tasted so weird before. Maybe he didn't know how to make proper coffee or perhaps he messed up because of exhaustion, even though Erwin seemed as someone who got every task perfectly done at first try. In addition to that, he seemed to enjoy his drink, not noticing the same weirdness as you.
Surely you were overinterpreting things. After all you were just tired and only the coffee could fix that. So you added more sugar into your cup and drank the brew without complaining.
The two of you stayed silent, while you enjoyed your hot drinks but neither of you seemed to mind. Soon an uncomfortable heat crept over you and took possession of your body – your breaths became short and sweat glued your uniform to your skin. Hoping that this uneasy feeling would pass by itself, you focused on work but nothing improved.
Gasping for air, you dropped the pen in your hand.
“(Y/N), are you alright?”, Erwin asked concerned.
His piercing blue eyes demanded an answer.
“I- I feel hot, sir.”, you stuttered, pulling at your collar to breathe more easily again.
The embarassement you felt, worsened your situation. The commander shouldn't see a professional soldier panting and struggling. Desperately, you tried to escape your jacket but your arms got tangled in the sleeves.
“Wait, let me help you.”, Erwin declared, getting up from his chair and walking behind you, while you still struggled with the jacket.
“No, I can handle-”
“It was a command, not a suggestion.”, he interrupted you, his voice sounding harsh.
Your heartbeat fastened, sensing the approaching closure. Then his hands wandered to your wirsts, entangling the sleeves and pulling your jacket to the side. By doing so, he accidentally brushed over your sensitive breasts, making you moan.
Instantly he froze in his movements. When you realized what sound just emerged from your mouth, you just wanted to dissappear.
“That was an interesting sound.”, he smirked, resting his hands on your shoulders.
“I am so sorry, sir, I feel very weird, I think I should go now.”, you apologized, raising up from your chair but he pushed you right back.
“I didn't give you permission to leave.”
His usual calm, deep voice sounded aggressive. Everything made sense now: the late night paperwork, the weird taste of your coffee and his persistence to make it for you. Once again he proved that he was a calculating devil. Even so, the one to blame was you. Above all, you always knew about his unpredictable nature – but there was something exciting about that danger what made it even more desirable.
He was a sinner but so were you.
His right hand that rested on your shoulder just seconds ago, wrapped around your throat, his thumb pressing at your airway. You were short of breath before already, but now your eyes flickered with black dots. Craning your neck, you looked up, catching his cold, obsessive eyes. Erwin stared at you, building up the heavy tension – and if it weren't for his grip around your neck, you would've screamed.
Just as you were about to lose the last drop of sanity, he crashed his lips into yours. Mercilessly, Erwin shoved his tongue into your mouth, tasting all the possible angles. Your breath fastened, his grip tightened, the heat increased.
Meanwhile his other hand found a way to your aching middle. Contrary to your expectations, his fingers brushed over your clit and entrance almost ghostly. Because of that, you pressed your thighs together, trapping his hands and rubbing against them to get friction.
“Needy, are we?”, he teased, breaking the kiss.
His blue eyes were lit on fire, ready to burn a hole into you.
“Your fault, sir.”, you muttered angrily, “So take responsibility.”
Finally he let go of your throat, tracing your facial features instead.
“Didn't know that your mouth could form such words.”, Erwin mused, following the outline of your upper lip with his index finger, “You shouldn't talk to your superior like that, (Y/N).”
This warning spread like electricity in your veins, making you shiver. Silly girl, you forgot who you were talking to – Erwin Smith, the devil, holding your fate in his hands. Just one command from him could ruin your life.
“Maybe I should teach you a lesson?”
It wasn't a question, it was an order. There was no way out of it. Tears dropped down your cheeks, gathering on your chin line. At first he seemed concerned about it but his worry was soon replaced with a complacent smirk.
“Save your tears for later, dear.”, Erwin demanded, walking around and pulling you up from the chair by the collar.
Overwhelmed by his sudden motion, you stumbled, crashing into his body. While processing what just happened, you clung to his white dress shirt. Because of the closeness of your bodies, you could feel his hard member poking you. Arousal and anxiety mingled inside of you, the hammering of your heart now more than evident.
Despite your inability to look him in the eye, Erwin pushed you down to your knees until your mouth was on the same level with his crotch. The buldge in his pants made you swallow, stirring the lust.
“Actually, you don't deserve what I'm going to give you...”, he remarked, unbuckling his belt, “...but be a good girl, please me and I'll forgive you.”
When his enormous lenght sprung free, all you could do was stare. It seemed impossible to fit it in your mouth. Nevertheless the heat between your legs was eager to please him. Slowly, you grabbed his cock, while you left soft kisses all over his length. When you kissed his tip, the precum spilling out from it, coated your lips white, leaving a salty taste.
Not knowing if it was because of the aphrodisiac in your blood or your natural lust, your body started aching for more. Greedily, you took as much as you could in, while you massaged the remaining part of his member. His girthy flesh left no space for air but you didn't mind, for this was much better than a drag of fresh air. Your tongue teased him skillfully, worshipping his slight curve. Even though you enjoyed sucking his length, you didn't dare to look up, knowing that you would stop in the tracks, when your gazes connected.
In fact Erwin was observing you meticulously. He was mesmerised by the way your cheeks fluttered around his hard member and how dedicated you bobbed your head. His intuition didn't betray him after all, you were truly one of a kind, with an unique set of skills that only he knew about.
The commander smirked full of satisfaction, leading his hand to your (h/c) hair. His fingers combed your (h/l) strands, this sudden gentleness making you shiver.
“Look at me, love.”, Erwin ordered, caressing your head but you didn't listen.
Instead you fastened your pace to push him over the limits. Suddenly he pulled your hair, making your eyes teary.
“Don't make me repeat myself.”, he growled and you obeyed instantly.
When your eyes locked, you drowned in the depth of his blue orbs. They were unreadable, full of contradicting emotions and strictness – those were the eyes you fell for. Although he didn't deserve your love, you couldn't help yourself.
“Why did you stop?”, he asked arching an eyebrow.
Now, you realised your suspected paralysis.
“Diligent soldiers always finish their work.”
With that he started to push your head up and down, shoving his cock deep down your throat till your nose hit his base. While he abused your poor mouth, you kept staring at him, sinking further into the abyss hidden behind his eyes. Only the hot, thick trace of his cum running down your throat brought you back to your senses. Without wasting another second you swallowed his whole load, your burning cheeks clamping around his member once again that rested on your tongue.
“You tried so hard, you were so good.”, Erwin praised you, stroking your cheeks with his knuckles, while you panted heavily, “Time to reward my favourite soldier.”
In Erwins case actions always followed after his words. Effortlessly, he picked you up, carried you carefully to his bed and placed you like a rare jewel on top of it. Because of his tenderness you almost forgot how he used you moments ago.
“Now, your reward.”, the commander announced slightly smirking, before he pecked your lips.
Erwin opened the buttons of your blouse, exposing your bra-covered breasts, without pulling it completely off your body. Humming, he left a trail of kisses on your belly before he reached your fully wet panties.
“Shall I take them off?”, he asked you as if your answer wasn't obvious.
“Yes, sir. Please do that, sir.”, you answered in a begging manner, lifting your hips up, so he could slip of the fabric more easily.
The commander didn't hesitate uncovering your most intimate area. Why should he when you paved the way for him?
When he licked up your slit, you moaned out in ecstasy, finally experiencing the tingling your core was asking for. You arched your back, giving him access to your most sensitive part that he teased just perfectly. It was strange: Erwin knew exactly what dots to press and what spots to lick, as if he had studied your body before. He hold your waist strongly, keeping you in place when the pleasure got too great. Somehow the commander sensed when you were about to reach your high, but he edged you on mercilessly without granting you the orgasm.
“My-my re-reward, sir.”, you whimpered between dramatic gasps, “I want it, please, I want it so bad. I'll do whatever you want, I promise.”
A deep chuckle escaped his chest, vibrating on your sensitive folds.
“I take you by your word then, (Y/N).”, Erwin said, his nose nudging your clit.
And then he started.
It was an incredible sensation. Every nerve of yours tingled, building up the sweet tension in your abdomen. His tongue melted with your hot middle, drinking every drop of your arousal. Driven by his own pleasure, Erwin groaned into your skin. You just ruined all his fantasies because the reality surpassed all his dirty thoughts about you. Therefore it wasn't surprising that his obsession with you rose as well.
A deafening moan erupted from your lips, when you surpassed your limit. While you trashed in place, trying to grab the sheets, Erwin savoured your oozing aroma. A lifetime wasn't enough for him to taste you.
“Thank you.”, you breathed, blinking with heavy eyelids.
“So well mannered, always saying thank you and please.”, he approved, sliding two of his fingers in, even though you still wanted to rest after your intense orgasm.
He curled his fingers, dragging them along the soft inside of your walls. When he found your sweet spot, your legs trembled.
“Here we go.”, the commander mused, satisfied that he found your weakness.
His digits played with your insides ruthlessly, scissoring, curling, pumping, until your next orgasm caught you. This time he did the exact opposite. Instead of edging you on, Erwin lured one orgasm after another from you. After a while you lost count how many times you already felt this extreme pleasure. There was and will be no man, who will torture you that sweetly. No one can do it better than the devil himself, the creator of temptation.
To your luck Erwin stopped after a couple more orgasms, because his throbbing cock wanted to feel the warmth of your walls. He hovered over you, aligning himself with your core and watching your nearly unconscious figure. It was a pleasure for his eyes. In an abrupt motion he entered you, filling you out. Thousands of gasps rolled over lips, echoing in the spacious room. His member was too much to handle, it was too big and thick. You felt his pulsating tip deep in your tummy.
“You were made for me.”, Erwin stated, unclapsing your bra and thrusting in and out of you.
There was no way this man had enough patience to let you adjust to his length. Selfish as he was, the commander took full control of your body. The deep thrusts brought you closer to your climax, while your walls hold on to his member like for dear life. Erwin tickeld the palm your hand with his index finger, before he intertwined his fingers with yours. Your bodies were melting together, you could feel his sweaty skin, his breaths and the way your breasts rubbed against his muscles. For a moment he slowed down his movements, causing you to believe that you two were making love.
But that moment passed quickly.
Soon Erwin grabbed the headboard of his bed, fastening his pounding.
“Touch your breasts.”, the commander requested, putting a hand on your hip.
With great effort you moved your hands to your breasts and started toying with them, pinching your nipples and massaging them. The knot in your belly was growing way to quickly to your liking but you did as you were told, increasing the heat in your body.
And then you came, screaming.
This orgasm was so extreme that your whole body began to tremble and you briefly lost your eye sight.
“Sir...”, you mumbled, stretching out your arms faintly towards his back, but before you could reach him, they fell back on the sheets, overwhelmed by your next high.
“ Sir what?”
With all your strength you tried to keep the whimpers in you.
“Please slow down...”, you begged, looking at him with teary eyes.
“No.”, he bluntly cut you off, increasing his speed.
In sync with his wild thrusts, he pushed your hips towards him. The hot sensation he created in you made your eyes roll back. Your mouth was wide open and a subtle trace of saliva flowed over the corner of your mouth. Your head was empty, only the picture of Erwin’s heavenly sight remained in your mind...
...before everything turned dark.
The next day you woke up in a tight embrace, naked under white blankets with your commander. When you stirred, you felt the horrible aching caused by his rough treatment last night. You flinched, when you felt a sticky substance leaking out of your hole. It took you a couple of minutes before you were brave enough to look up. His intoxicating eyes were already staring at you. How was it possible to hate and love a man at the same time?
“I will never forgive you that you drugged me last night.”, you broke the silence, your voice dry and broken.
“I don't need your forgiveness, (Y/N). I just need you.”, Erwin countered, kissing your forehead.