#daemon work

[figs-and-flies]

this is your reminder that you are no less of a demonolator if you experience fear or anxiety around your work and relationships with the Infernal Divine

religious trauma can take years to be deconstructed and healed. you're doing good, take a breath and just keep going.

p.s. don't forget that your fear or the process of overcoming it works as an excellent offering!

[anomalous-cherry-tea]

Last night I met a daemon who likes to lie. I’m trying to figure out who they are and when i did an automatic writing session with them they just said “youre strong of sough“ and i just looked up what sough means and apparently it means to make a moaning or sighing sound. Apparently they were noting how much I was sighing because of how annoyed i am about them not telling me who tf they are lmaoo

[figs-and-flies]

things i was taught about the infernal: ohh you will be TRICKED into GIVING UP YOUR SOUL and then you will SUFFER forever in a horrible pit of darkness and despair! they will take EVERYTHING YOU LOVE from you and make you commit ATROCITIES. even the seasoned practitioners cannot communicate with them without constantly being in danger!! having one (1) conversation with such entities counts as SELLING all your blood to them and signing a million soul contracts!!!!

my actual experience:

- literally being raised from the metaphorical dead and pushed to make one of the most important positive changes in my life

- being validated on one of the biggest traumas of mine that i didn't even share with anyone because i thought i'd never get treated seriously

- being taught that the material body is just as divine as the spirit and doesn't deserve to be treated as something inferior and unworthy of care

- having my love of life and curiosity be reignited tenfold and being shown just how interconnected everything in the world is

- and much, much more

honestly, i really hope to go a bit more in-depth about it because i can't overstate just how important all of this is to me. i was put back together and shown that there is so much more to keep going for, and i will forever be grateful for it all.

Hail the Prince of the Evening Star, Hail the Lord Of the Flying Ones, Hail the Master of the Cure and the Poison.

[figs-and-flies]

i can't believe i'm saying this, but don't be like me and cleanse + protect yourself and your space regularly!!!

i'm somewhat ashamed of admitting this, but i did half-ass my wards because i was too wrapped up in other things like uni, chores, etc. and, as all half-assed things do, it backfired today because instead of a peaceful evening i got myself a very unpleasant malevolent energy that needed to be banished asap.

of course, this whole thing did a miraculous job at reminding me what i overlooked and was a great opportunity for learning overall, but learning doesn't always have to include getting startled and scared shitless. so do your work!!!

[figs-and-flies]

Uh, look. The Prince told me you say you're all about "loving the unloved" and "caring for the environment", but you still think that cockroaches are vile, house spiders should be killed on sight, flies and mosquitoes are nothing but annoying pests that would be better gone completely and all the living things you can't turn into an aesthetic aren't worthy of respect. Yeah, we need to talk

[figs-and-flies]

hello! i'm sorry for just randomly disappearing, there are a few things i'm currently sorting out in my personal life.

it's mainly all about being torn apart by the uni finals (that last two months in my country and are a real pain in the ass), but i'm also facing a few health problems as well. still, i'm all good! and incredibly happy that some of my posts are still being seen^^

hopefully i'll return to posting soon, but for now i'll just leave this update there.

also while i'm at it! if you're like me and there's a bit of a rough patch in your life, don't feel bad about letting your practice become a bit quieter or more mundane. what matters is your dedication, your thoughts and the little things you do to keep the flame from going out. it's not always about huge rituals or tables of offerings. notice the presence, give thanks and keep on living because life is the best form of devotion

[figs-and-flies]

i have never thought that daemon work would involve sharing so many cups of tea but boy am i not complaining

[figs-and-flies]

my normal walk usually consists of peacefully wandering around the park, taking a few pictures and admiring the scenery here and there

my devotional walk absolutely must include me treading where no beast has dared to walk, almost falling in the dirt at least twice, getting my entire boots muddy, smelling like damp wood and carrying home a small bouquet of withered wildflowers to place it on the altar