I was able to do a small amount of yoga tonight & that’s helped immensely with my mood of not finishing my routine. I’ve also been reading an amazing book, by Beth Evans, of where she talks about her OCD & how it’s shaped her routines & I don’t feel so alone in having to do certain things to feel successful in my day. I still don’t know what’s in the air, but I have prayed about my frustration & cut ties with many people today. Idk why it can’t be a mutual respect & understanding that we may see things differently, & that’s okay, but I don’t have time nor care to want that drama in my life. I’m not sorry for wanting peace & respect. I am still extremely shaky, not keeping food down & relying on my neuropathy oils, vitamins & ibuprofen for the pain, I just really wish one symptom would subside so I could manage the others. I work a double tomorrow & back to my other job starting Sunday evening. I’m absolutely exhausted & it’s unreal that it takes this much to live comfortably, but nevertheless, not surprised. I hope everyone continues to be open-minded, loving & kind to everyone, everywhere- you don’t know what’s going on behind closed doors, so just let it be. Happy evening. 💛 #momvlog #lupuswarrior #dailycheerup #yoga #fitness #thriver #lifestyle #lupusflare #nottodaysatan #booklover #clouds #photography #chronicillness #autoimmunedisease https://www.instagram.com/p/CqWyNmXMtTP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=