17/11/24
"Perfect Days"
its funny, while I'm writing this I'm also watching this movie called "perfect days" which is basically the life of an ordinary cleaner in Tokyo. the movie ave me the sensation of peace.
but the perfect day here is this Sunday, because yes its Sunday today, and I was more proactive than the last three Mondays, even sleeping around 3am after went to two different social occasions, and wake up around 11am, but I actually wake up around 6:30am and after at 7:30am and then around 9am, after 10am and then almost at 11am.
I woke up - still feeling that I needed to sleep more - but I prepared and ate my breakfast, I changed the water for the laundry and went to my parent's house, me and my mother planned to go to the supermarket today and we did it! just after I arrived there. I was expecting my mom to say something about my new tattoo but I'm not sure if she didn't see it or just gave up on bad comments. But she talked about my mouth piercings, which I have for the last 7 years.
after that, I came back home with her and started to rain, and since yesterday I have been wishing for a sunny day that I could go to the teatro and smoke some weed while I listen to a music that i like and draw. but at this point I was just having lunch and going to work for around 2-2:15h in something that i have been procrastinating for so long (create a figjam board to explain about the notion needs to beatriz) and I did it, after that my mom prepare some bread for me and I ate it and at this time the weather had changed already, and it was a beautiful day.
I decided to go to the Teatro, arriving there I just saw my cousin and his son playing with a ball, I joined them and we stayed playing for a while then decided to sit and talk, it was nice! I love them so much, and I wish I could help more, my cousin Giliard is a really hardworking person, and its beautiful see how he can be a good father for Joao.
after they left I put my music, and lighter on, and smoke my weed while I was drawing when I checked my phone and saw that a friend called Ben10 asked me if I was there (on teatro) and I answered him saying yes, I'm here, just come! and for my surprise, he came!! much more fast than I was thinking.
We spoke, we smoked, and I needed so much to use the toilet that we went to the gas station and I bought a cigarette (after 2 days of trying), a lighter, and water. He came by bike and I asked him i I could take a ride and he said yes, sure!! so I rode the bike for a few blocks until I found the first turnaround, and came back to the gas station. He is an artist and bought a few colors of sprays to do some grafitti, and asked me if I wanted to join him, and I said yes, sure!! we walked around the tibery and found a place to do it, otherwise, we needed to "pular o muro" and he does parkour so easily for him, kind of scary for me - but he helped me to go to the top of the wall, but the other side was too high, so I wasn't feeling confident that I would be able to come back, so we decided to found another spot to do it.
we lost his cap, found it again in the middle of the grass, and after we were walking around and on the same street we found an abandoned land and we went in to leave our marks. We painted, I did a star on the wall and he did an eye and two faces in only a line, I mean, the drawing is all connected and created using just this line.
And after, we started to kiss and when I saw we were hiding in the middle of the grass se pegando loucamente, deitado no terreno baldio - I almost did sex there but I think it was too much, too close to my parents house, idk.
so I just came back to my mom house, take my things and came back to my house. I prepared the aubergine empanada, ate and take a shower.
now its 11:30pm and for me it looks like a perfect day!
