Angsty Johnny/Jally thing
This is like Johnny angst but I also am thinking about making a Jally oneshot with this basic thing.
It’s like just some random idea I had so y e e e sorry if it’s written weird
Imagine this
It’s been a couple years since Johnny’s parents started becoming abusive.
He still has hope that eventually things will go back to normal.
One day when his parents are yelling at each other at yelling at him he kinda snaps and asks why they don’t care about him or why they can’t fix everything and make things go back to normal.
They tell him awful things like they didn’t want him, they don’t love him or need him and more.
Of course, johnny is pretty distraught. He runs out to the lot and just kinda sits out there for a bit. He has gone like completely numb and he stays that way for almost an hour and a half. He stuffs his hands in his pocket but finds a couple small pictures.
Johnny would carry around small pictures of him and his family from when he was younger as some sort of reminder of what he once had and he hoped they would have that again.
He suddenly gets angry looking at them and destroys them. He rips them to pieces while yelling and sobbing and growling. He’s so hurt and angry. He’s only like 13-14 and he already has lost all hope in his family ever being the same.
Dally happens to come across Johnny while on his way to the curtis house and just sees this small puppy lookin kid just completely destroying these pictures and tugging at his hair as he screams and shouts.
Of course, Dally is instantly concerned about his poor friend and goes to help him but in his fit of rage, Johnny starts punching Dally’s chest and is screaming at him to go away and to leave him alone.
Dally obviously isn’t hurt physically (Johnny has pretty weak punches. He can try to hit Dally as hard as possible but like his brain is practically programmed to never hurt the gang. He can throw a good punch in a rumble but not at the gang or really anybody but socs) But Dally can feel his heart shatter at the sight of poor johnny a screaming and crying mess in his arms. Eventually, Johnny starts to feel weak from screaming and crying so much that he just stops hitting him and stops yelling but he still can’t help but cry and beg for Dallas to leave him alone. But, just like earlier, he doesn’t leave. He stays with Johnny at the lot for hours to make sure he’s okay before they both go to the Curtis’ house for a place to stay the night
it’s like 1 am and i’ve been up since 9 and I also have school in the morning but I didn’t wanna forget this so y e e forgive me if anything is written weird or if some words sound repeated. I’ll probably write this as a proper oneshot on wattpas or some shit eventually so yeah
enjoy this thing I guess
