09142018

#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc tvl#jacob anderson#sam reid




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09142018
Kinda epic surprise (092917)
So eto na nga since madami akong time ishashare ko na because why not diva.
I planned the surprise for about a month. And bought my gift on a different dates since it is a pendant and necklace and im broke. And Wth. Since selfish ako, plano ko talaga ako lang yung pupunta don. And then school works came, sobrang minomotivate ko talaga siya na gumawa na at wag magcram sa bday niya kasi paano nalang yung surprise ko kung gising siya ng mga oras na yon. I was so broke that 1 week before the bday wala pa ako kahit anong anik and clueless how will I somehow make it through kasi duh LDR kami. Mabuti sana kung kapit bahay lang. Ang options ko non ay (a)punta ako ng sobrang maaga sa morning, papasundo kay tita or (b)mag onayt na ko sakanila na hindi niya alam at magtatago nalang sa isang kwarto all through out the night.
2 weeks before that day, i asked my friend if he wants to join me cause they are good friends din naman and not to mention they are kinda like not on a good terms that time. So i think it is fine na magjoin siya hahah and yon pumayag siya with his dramas and such. So ayon i told him what my plans are and i kept asking him if g parin ba siya (baka kasi mag bago isip edi napagiwanan nanaman ako).
3 days before the day i bought the things needed and the night before that day i was just preppin and getting things started and done (wtf talaga). We slept for about an hour.(hindi po siya tumulong he is doing school works faq) I set my alarm 3:00 in the morning since 4am dapat nakaalis na kami. And because i was so effin' tired i woke up at 3:30 and its a good thing the he called me dahil gg whip baka 7 na ko gumising non hahahahah. Sinundo niya ko sa bahay quarter to 5 aaannndd
Ayon nakarating kami tass nung nasa kwarto jusko walang pantay ang kaba namin kasi baka magising siya. I placed the banner, gift, and the epic balloons on their places and ayon. We just let the time passed by and sabi ni tita "tara na gisingin na natin mamaya pa gising nan" tapoooos kinukulbit ko siya while saying "kim gising na" ganorn (tagal niya gumising non) the rest are history nalang 1am na e
Ayon feel ko naman nasurprise siya hahahahaha.
Tagging the celebrant @bumbaynanilalang and the kasabwat @littlenigguhgiant
(Dami ko time finals na)
Walang pasok bukas!
Tas wala akong pasok tuwing Thursday tas sa friday wala akong morning class, Yehey hahahaha ultimate pahinga 💖
Hindi talaga siya mawala sa isip ko.
Siguro kasi ang totoo nung nangyari. Well happy ending pa din naman kaso hindi yung usual na gusto nating ending ng mga love story.
Ewan ko ba. Naiyak ako dito eh. Di naman ako pala iyak sa mga movies pero naiyak ako sa isang to.
Minsan kasi may taong dadating sa buhay mo, yung time na ang gulo gulo ng buhay mo. Tapos ayun siya, tutulungan ka niya maging better. Yung presence niya maiinspire kang maging maayos na tao. Tapos sa huli gugustuhin mo ng ayusin mismo yung sarili mo para sa taong yun.
At dahil magkasundo kayo, magiging masaya kayo. Gagawa kayo ng memories together. Sad memories, happy memories. Lahat. Lahat ng klase na pwede mong balikan paglipas ng panahon.
Pero kahit gaano pa kayo magkasundo at kasaya, sadyang pag hindi kayo para sa isa’t-isa, wala talaga eh. Kahit gustuhin niyo. Kahit sabihin nating di naman nawala yung feelings niyo para sa isa’t-isa. Pag hindi, hindi talaga.
Kaya wala kang choice. Kahit ginawa mo lahat para sa kanya. Kahit gaano mo siya katagal hinintay, wala nga kasi talaga eh. Magiging masaya ka na lang para sa kanya, kahit gaano kasakit, kahit paulit-ulit mong iisipin na sana ikaw na lang yung para sa kanya. Kaso hindi talaga tinadhana.
Pero mahal mo siya, kaya kahit hindi sa tabi mo, magiging masaya ka para sa kanya, kahit pa magiging masaya siya ksama ng iba.
might delete uwu
written thought #54
number one feeling i felt was anxiety
it felt very fragile and tentative
like ok whats the next road block or the next thing that’ll deter
how long before all of this turns into an awful mess is it a month? is it 3 days?
everyone wants the good part and that’s not what we get but it doesn’t mean that it’s not special and extraordinary
it is fragile and somehow there is meaning to be found in that fragility
Dun pa rin ako sa taong may sense kausap at may plano sa buhay.
Very tumblr lol