I just realized, you're mad at me because I left you when you thought i couldn't, when you thought i wouldn't. You're mad because your ego couldn't cope up when I left you for someone else. It's just the same way I feel about him. I couldn't take being left behind especially since it was what I fought for. But it happened anyway, no matter how much I don't want it to. And I just have to accept that I can't control other people's emotions. I have to accept that some people are mean and rude, and some people are just looking for something and someone better. And I have. I hope someday, you figure that out, and that all the bitterness in your heart would evaporate, eventually. Because clearly, you have not. I know you're going to deny this and say you just don't care about me anymore. But that is not the point. The point is you accepting you made mistakes that can't be undone, just like me. You have to admit and remember that you cheated on me multiple times. No matter how small those acts may be. Cheating is cheating. I'm not here to point out your faults. I just wanted to say, you can't control how others feel. And that they can't even control their emotions. And that me falling for someone else is not entirely my fault. It was yours too. I couldn't teach my heart to be contented in feeling shit all the time. I couldn't teach it to not care when i see you talking to and flirting with somebody else. I couldn't control my emotions. I couldn't stop wanting something better. Just like you. Someday, we're going to meet. And i hope i don't see anger in your eyes anymore. Because you are better than that, at least.