#danielleprobs

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I just sat through a painful "friendly" political debate between my mom and her friend in which her friend kept insisting that trump should be president and obama is racist against white people

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Today was my first day of school in almost a year and I’m so happy to be going back I’ve missed it so much!!!

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Lol today I stopped to get coffee and from the second I walked in the store this old guy wouldn't stop staring at me. He stared at me until I left (we left at the same time) and as I was about to get into my car he stops next to me and goes "smile woman, life can't be too bad" lollllll ok like bye!!! Leave me alone!! Don't talk to me or look at me thanks!!

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The past 2 days I've been so genuinely happy and like it's not a manic happy it's just happy and it's such a nice feeling

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Why is it that I want to go back to inpatient.

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I can't wait until I can get however many tattoos and piercing I want

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I hate how my dad always blatantly disrespects and disregards my beliefs and feelings and throws slurs around like they're nothing and when I say something about it I'm "being over dramatic" and "taking everything personally". I hate having the threat of "I'll kick you out of the house" hung over my head every time we disagree. I hate that I can't say anything to him because he's my "elder" and my "superior". Like no. Go fuck yourself. He's such a fucking bastard he knows I get upset and he does and says things that he knows trigger me on purpose. Like you know I am mentally ill and have a hard time coping but you're going to purposely trigger me and then threaten to put me on the streets when I ask you to stop? Fuck you.

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Ok like customers can see that I'm on my phone, apron off, jacket in hand, and they STILL ask me where things are and to call in the back for stuff like bitch you can clearly see I'm off the clock and want to go home