#darkbloodmoon

[gr1an]

joel: you want to kiss me so bad, it makes you look stupid

bdubs: *kisses joel, no hesitation, for a good minute before pulling away*

joel: *flustered and dumbfounded*

bdubs: who's the one looking stupid now? <3

YEP YEP YEP EXACTLY

[zedif-y]

for the fake fic summary...

🐝: end of an eternity

There's a million things he could say right now, Impulse knows. Bdubs stands in front of him with shaking fists, his hands gripped tightly around his bags, stuffed full and barely closed. His gaze shines with a painful intensity, like the sun's glare on a bright day. There's a million things he could say, they could both say, rewind the tape and play it back. I didn't want it to end this way either, is one thing. I used to imagine the rest of my life with you, is another. I wish you made it easier to want you to stay. I wish we loved each other enough to be kind when it ended. I wish we didn't say the things that we said. I wish we were as strong as I thought we would be. Impulse bites the inside of his cheek, averts his eyes. Sometimes, things are best left with a goodbye.

:] felt like writing some short impdubs angst, i dunno KSDJGHSDG

[gr1an]

THE JOEL/BDUBS PART OF THE POLYCULE.... for some reason that excited me the most because of how they're both so obsessed with etho, and it's so obvious, but the way they express that obsession is so different.

and we honestly haven't had many interactions with those two. but they did have some sweet interactions in secret life with the rest of the mounders (joel accidentally resulting in bdubs' death and joel feeling guilty for it makes me unwell /pos) and joel's new episode..

intentionally antagonizing bdubs with the horse heads, joel really just wants to start a fight because he can't express himself in a normal way. and somehow joeldubs have more tension with each other than they do with etho. constantly provoking each other, getting close to each other to rub it in (and totally not to see how soft their lips are up close), pinning each other to walls to make themselves look taller and more intimidating, and just saying everything with an antagonizing tone, but they know that there's some weird affection laced in it

YEAH EXACTLY YOU GET ME

[zedif-y]

first lizzie has to see skizz and jimmy in their compromising positions, now pearl has to hear bdubs say he'd ride impulse all over the server and im 💀💀💀

FR what is IN the secret life water 💀💀💀

[neoflames]

omg hi. your xbeans superhero au is rotating in my mind at 8942242902 miles per second, it is driving me mad i love them so fucking much

Thank you! It’s been very fun to write to be honest, I haven’t written this much in months lol. Shoutout to those gayass motherfuckers who interacted like thrice and dragged me out of several months of writers block 🙏

[giddyfenix]

so normal you say?

"if you didn't want me back, why'd you have to act like that? it's confusion to the core. 'cause i know you want it"

"say that you want me everyday, that you want me every way, that you need me, got me trippin' super psycho love"

"i know you want me, too. i think you want me, too. please say you want me, too. because you're going to."

*nods* so normal

so normal <- wailing shaking sobbing kicking the wall about to collapse

im ok

im NOT actually i need them to chase and kill each other slash romantic

[giddyfenix]

yeah yeah! i forgot to mention that but i really feel like the song isn't one-sided for smalletho because they're basically playing the same game. and they know exactly what the other person is doing, which makes things more tense and more frustrating for them

YEAH and im sossoososososososo nromal about it i swear i am i am soooo normal

[gr1an]

i am way too invested in the joel/gem/cleo/bdubs polycule and i might be thinking about it for the next few days, so i thank you for that

WOOOOO MY SMALL AUDIENCE OF ONE (myself) HAS GROWN TO FOUR (i think. according to reblogs and asks)

i really gotta like actually get a fic out of my fucking system bc i keep accidentally spending three hours on an energy drink induced insanity ride where i can’t focus on anything except badly writing out snippets of fics