@darkdawned continued
“ ‘m sorry”
He doesn’t even attempt to argue much this time, instead just accepting the herb as he began to gnaw at it. Movements slow and rigid. No longer did just his head churn but his heart ached as well, reminding him of the person before who would down a drink without a care in the world.
“It was much easier...when I was Babartos,” he pauses mouth still chewing away at the herb his body limp against the red haired man, “While I still...u..enjoyed the effects of a slight buzz. I only really drinked for the taste..”
He looks down at the ground below them eyes drinking in every detail. “No..that’s wrong..I drinked for what it stood for me..” his finger begins to toy with a button on the man’s jacket, unable to read his expression at the moment. “Freedom..”
Apparently along with emptying his stomach, he was emptying his chest as well. Spilling out his heavy burdens and truth to the man. “When I became an archon...I don’t think I was really trying to be an archon during that moment..i-if that makes any sense? The people of Mondstat were free..I-I just wanted my precious person to be happy...” he closes his eyes, eyelids suddenly feeling heavy, unable to pick up the mood at the moment, “so I thought...if IIIIII, become the next Anemo archon, then they wouldn’t have to worry about..a ruler..the people would be able to be their own person..” he lets out a heavy breath, “they would be free.”
His mind wanders for a bit, fingers reaching from the button he was toying with to brush against the soft red hair, eyes shining with an unknown feeling. “Of course I helped my people when they needed me..wherever the wind is I shall be but besides that I didn’t know what else to do..my precious person was gone..and...and...wowwww, your hair is really soft...” whatever he was gonna say next he didn’t finish suddenly going off track as his finger were now entangled into Diluc’s hair, fingers running through it with ease.











