#day 000

[psycosmological]

[starbby222]

🩷Daily Affirmations !! 🩷

by ZJ's Delivery Service 💋

Posting daily affirmations/askfirmation lists under this post, of course i can't own an affirmation or anything so use these if you want! also, if you want a personal and/or specific list made just shoot me an ask ! 🪽

[unnusannus-dailydraws]

000/365

“Unnus Annus”

[seraphsound]

used tires

rediscovery is a polite way to say I fucked that one up

[seraphsound]

2b

you’re eating / a piece of eden / for breakfast / and all you can think is about the kids / saving their last crumb / of hope / for a midnight snack / your hands shake trying to outclass the earth’s quake / and all you can think / is who you should have been / good with money / better in love and fastened / like a glittering bracelet / to any single cause / like saving rhinos / or just one equation / an esoteric path to the moon / by kite

you hang yourself / acrylic asking for too much / next to the coffee shop window jitterbug ballerina /mainlining / the day through a glowing screen / you hang there like your own eviction notice / re: you lived too loudly / re: your fists on the walls scared the neighbors / now the city is after your dog-eared copy / of idealism / now the city hunts you down / from every car window / cease and desist / you cannot build paradise here

you are tied up in stakes / bound / hands and feet / to a destiny that just won’t sit still / impatiently waiting / for a clear sentence / and judgement / to fall head first / from its tower of gold

you weigh the worth of your potions and spells in a currency / that prefers bank vaults / to the mysticism of trees / and you consider calling yourself coroner /come to declare the death of magic / if it pays the bills / because you’re not convinced you can hex your way / out of another defeat / you’re not sure you can own / your tireless pursuit of why

a crisis of identity / brews in your morning coffee and the world deserves to know / why you couldn’t sleep last night / the world is desperate to find out / how you made gills / out of knife wounds / and turned cigarette burn scars / into light-catching scales

where some / have only prayer / you were given whale song / where some / have only cruel and silent gods / the entirety of the ocean / serenades you / from the smallest of shells / bestowed by the waves / you are a creature / of the deep / foretold in the tea leaves / you grow lightning bolts / in place of limbs / everything stands in awe / of your slow bid for sky

[seraphsound]

on sight

trapped in constant recoil the weather is just as unsure as me sitting at a keyboard that moonlights as a guide to the things I will never see.

I cannot remember things I once read, all of my sweaters have holes in them & the sky mocks me with its long arms and even longer reach.

[seraphsound]

bubblebaths are for fascists

i I am conceding to goodbye, my prideful face a mess of glittering chandelier beads, lovely and hopeless and escaping damselhood, niagara falling out of my mouth and christening the ground solid with a brilliance of scattering memories. hunting down the magic of film and enlisting the cinematic in the cause for remembrance, I beg time to stand witness to this castle of wind and grass and nervous hands.

ii I am submerged in the wreckage of planets here, protecting the history of stars in this safehouse of palms. if we can just capsize that war of hungry voices and begin to solve the inherent mystery of laughter that is currently racing off to the corners of the world, there might exist some authenticity in the argument  for being or not being ready for the miracle of flight.

iii. I call myself prepared, with folded legs and peace signs, for revolution, contemplating heroism and wishing for the soft glow of you propped up by an elbow and the back light of the open window. I beg time to hold the curtain on this tragic comedy, this parade of half-written poems and half-written poets trusting words like they could change the world.

[bioticbadass]

[Atl Text: Screenshot taken from Mass Effect Andromeda Cinematic presenting a shuttle window from outside as it departs from planet Earth. Inside two figures in futuristic space suits, one is shorter than the other, presumably viewing outside. Subtitle at the bottom of the screen reads as "Narration: We are all of us leaving behind families, homes—the very birthplace of out species."]

Year 2185, Last Day on Earth Andromeda Initiative, Planet HQ

Today is the day. 

We are leaving Earth and Milky Way behind. We will be in stasis for 600 years and then some. 

I wonder if we dream or will it be like a blink?

Scott and I have a bet going on about who is gonna get in trouble the first. I say me, he says him. *chuckles* Can’t wait to prove him wrong. 

Maybe we can do one of those ‘Baby’s First Steps’ kind of compilations but for adult us and as Andromeda Firsts, eh mom? That would be funny. I know you liked the one you had for me and Scott. 

<A general announcement calling the Pathfinder Team to the shuttle bay interrupts the recording.> 

Well... that’s me. 

Ah but, before I forgot, I found this in one of your archives. I think it is very fitting, don’t you think?

Led Zeppelin - Immigrant Song | Lyrics

You always loved these old tracks, Scott calls them ancient pfft, and I think like you I love these more than anything I have encountered throughout my travels and adventures.  

Sure, modern stuff has it’s bite but... I think because of you mom, these old stuff feels more--

<A general announcement calling the Pathfinder Team to the shuttle bay interrupts the recording.>

Okay, I gotta go before dad gives me that look, y’know? 

Love you mom, and miss you.

End of record.