#day over

[abidoue-blog]

Chilling at the less likely places !

[naryamirie]

asked yesterday before falling asleep for a sign if I am supposed to work with fixed stars, and the only part I remember from my dream is someone showing me where the Orion Belt is (in Portuguese, we call them "the three Marys"), moving my pointing hand from a part of the sky to the other. starry enough, I suppose.

difficult day today, full of longing and pain. moving back to the city after a few days sitting in silence and drinking in the forest with my feet planted in the creek, crying over the water dotted with gold, is being... well. hard. I hate that life has to go on while I process this immense grief and try to hold the crushing uncertainty without breaking my own spine — the future has no shape. if a djinn showed up right now and promised to make my dream scenario come true, I wouldn't know what to ask for. I just want to stop hurting. I don't want to look ahead, cannot do it, but the past is also without warmth for now, at least for the most part. a memory here and there will make a flower bloom in my chest, but it will be torn apart right afterwards. how dare I? the life I knew is gone. the person I am now doesn't know where to go.

I sit my nephew on my lap and rock him back and forth. he melts into it, but asks why I am doing that. "why, of course, you're just a baby! you might be big, but you are still a baby, and will always be one. and this is how we hold babies, no?" and he agrees, closing his eyes and sighing contentedly against my chest. little did he know that I was rocking myself, too, a little girl with more curly hair than what she knows what to do with, tearing up and afraid. shhh, shhh, shhh. I'm here for you. we will make it through, whatever lies ahead. i love you. It's okay. it's okay.

[megkuna]

how do u have a social life when u work 9-5 and also hate going out at night. like sorry but there's nothing on this good earth that can make me leave my house at 7pm after a full day of work .... and then there's oh ok weekends? you mean the time i use to clean? and grocery shop? and cook? and call my family? like there is literally no time

[pixiegrl]

His hands. And thighs. And his... yeah.

Please ive only just recovered from my first thing this morning being the drum video. If i think about his thighs or his biceps again i will pass away

[poisonousjk]

I’d like to apologize to my boss for doing zero work today because the Sussexes have wrecked me first thing in the morning

[fragile-angxl]

Today was a good day but now the more im around people at the moment, the more i get irritated. I just wanna go home. I hate dealing with people. I just wanna sleep and be alone

[rhiannon-a-christy]

Faire is done, now I'm sad .,.... And my head hurts like hell. Off to get pizza and frozen custard.