Aug 15, 2022
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oh no
I found myself getting lost in him
don't know if it's all the guilt/regret I've been feeling lately, or if I'm truly seeing signs telling me I should take the job back
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I SHOULD DO!!!
I feel like such a fraud and a fucking coward right now
So today I got a call from the last airline I applied to (as a flight attendant), aand they wanted to schedule an interview with me.
At the beginning of the month I saw the job offering on their fb page and it was a really spontaneous decision, but I did it, thinking they weren't going to call me because the first time I applied with a different airline, I never even got called for an interview...
So yeah, now it's becoming real, and I have a very strong feeling I might end up getting the job...and that scares me a lot.
I'm scared of having to move out of my house for the 1st time in my life.
And I have a million more reasons on why I don't want to leave but I also want and need to work, I feel stuck doing nothing and also want to earn some money again.
last night's events made me realize how much I crave to be held
A very close friend of my parents, a pilot, died in a plane crash on saturday morning, we got the news in a matter of minutes.
It was a very tragic accident, he was taking two families to Tucson, Az, to get the covid vaccine. They crashed 2 minutes after taking off, and we're thinking it was an engine failure. The aircraft, a Cessna 402.
Out of 7, only 1 person is alive right now, but in a very serious condition.
I can't begin to express how I feel. I knew this person, I wasn't that close to him, but I knew him since I was a baby. It's a sadness for the loss of life, of how in just a matter of seconds everything stops and you're suddenly not here anymore.
The whole aviation community in my city is very shocked, accidents like this never happen here, and this man was very loved by everyone.
I feel very deeply whenever I see on the news that there's been an airplane accident in any part of the world; but this? This feels very personal.
3 weeks ago, the airline I applied for said in a post that they received more than 17K applications!
They will be calling every single applicant for their interview, I still have yet to hear from them and I know this process is very slow, but I can't help but feel anxious about getting my call or not.