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🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

I GOT. A SUMMER RESEARCH SCHOLARSHIP! I’M GOING TO GERMANY! I'VE NEVER BEEN TO GERMANY!

(…I don’t speak German 😭)(going to cram as much German as I can in two months)(why did i learn french and japanese)

Anyways

GERMANY!!!

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Thesis Defense in THREE HOURS!

I'M SO SFGSDFGNWAUYIASDF!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

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Hello! Now that the semester has started I thought I should re-introduce myself a bit!

About Me

Call me *fumbles around for a name* Apples!

Currently studying for a masters in Psychology (Vision Neuroscience) and a masters in English Literature

Currently learning languages: French (A2~B1), Japanese (N4~N3)

BA in English

Interests

Creative Writing (mostly fanfic these days)

Anime (Natsume Yuujinchou)

Video Games (Zelda, Hollow Knight...)

Aikido

(hmm what else should I write...oh I know!)

here are some flowers 🌷🌸🌻~ Have a nice day💖!

more flowers🌹🌼🌺🌼🌺🌹!

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🥺🥺🥺 biggest challenge so far: how to make sense of German recycling

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I love small talk with academics. When I don’t know what to say, I just ask what they’re working on. Free edutainment for half an hour.

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2026.06.28.Sunday

Status: melting in the heat

First day in Germany!

THE HEATWAVE. Europe you are not equipped to handle this heat. (But I hear it’s going to be better tomorrow.)

Train was cancelled last minute BUT we anticipated this so left ourselves plenty of time to get the next train (two hours later). Met this incredibly cute teacher

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negative rant

always thought I’ve accepted the fact I’m stupid and chose to be academia where everyone’s smarter than me but it still hurts when an undergrad five years younger understands everything faster than me

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i hate my classmates. why can't they be normal.

(more than a few(? were found cheating and now all of us have to take the exam again next week)