#dear allah

[sajid-waseem-u]

لَا فاعِلَ فِی الْحَقِیࣿقَتِہ وَلَا مُؤثِّر اِلّا اللّٰہ

[arnamee]

[moonlightsilver]

I am overwhelmed, and I know exactly why I am. I was about to say I don’t know but that has to change. I am tired of giving answers in idk. I need to change my approach because often time i do know the answer but I don’t know just feels like a safer answer to give, a less tentative in terms of thinking. 

The reason of me being overwhelmed is that i am not happy with myself, I am degenerating in terms of personal progress, in terms of personal growth. With the passage of time i am not getting better in anyting instead i’m stagnant, in this plac e where i have been for so many years. i hate myself I hate myself. there are people who wants to know me, wants to be friends with me, wants to talk to me, but here I am a 5 grader stuck in a 23 year old body. My mind freezes in situations is what my problem is, or it goes into a hurricane mode, where my thoughts are jumping inside, are in constant static motion. I hate myself, I am not an effecient person. wny am i not an effecient person. Why do i not meet the deadlines. I hate myself because I am not a good communicator, I am not very good in expressing my thoughts and emotions. why is that so? I need Allah. There is chaos, a panic building up inside of me, and it’s overwhleming me, why am i not progressing? why am i not growing in terms of personal skills? kuddos to people who do, I just want to be better too. 

[mufti-ismail-menk]

Almighty.

I trust You through my pain,

my suffering, my heartache, my sadness, my confusion, my heedlessness. I know Your Mercy overpowers Your Wrath. That’s why I never lose hope, despite my sins and my transgressions, I trust You. I thank You for always being there for me.

Mufti Ismail Menk

[tiptoeintothesun]

Yaa Rabb, maybe I've strayed too far away from You. Maybe You want to tell me that if I don't want to be disappointed, You are The Only One that I have to expect from. Maybe You want me to get closer to You, to talk to You more in my nights, to ask more of Your mercy, Your blessings. Ya Rabb, let me take lessons from all these hurtful events. I'm clueless and have no idea where this is going. So please, take my hands, guide me, don't ever give me a chance to turn my back to You. Teach me how to handle the dunya without forgetting the real life, akhirah. Help me make myself a better person, the one who is useful for others, the one that You want me to be, the one who deserve Your love. Aamiin allahumma aamiin, yaa mujibassailiin.

[sajid-waseem-u]

Qubooliyyat ki Deri main ALLAH Ki azmayish poshidah hai:

[sajid-waseem-u]

Ya-ALLAH: un dilon ko skoon de jinhain

Tere Elawa sunany wala koi nahi

Amen:

[sajid-waseem-u]

صَلُّوࣿ عَلٰی خَیࣿرِالࣿبَشَرِ مُحَمَّدٍ صَلَّی اللّٰہُ عَلَیࣿہِ وَاٰلِہٖ وَسَلَّمْ ♥️♥️