#dear e

[moththenumber]

Didn't plan on drinking (Dr.pepper) tonight, but I'm missing Connor Murphy like a mf 😔

[hafermensch]

"reminder that i love you", i type out, but even this undersells it, because every cell in my body is screaming that i love her and i want to shout it from the rooftops and tell her every second of the day

but i delete it and content myself with a "reminder that you're important to me"

[becky-bats]

I'm sorry, but who was going to tell me that "You will be found" from the musical Dear Evan Hansen, was turned into a Christian song?

LIKE I JUST GOT IN THE CAR WITH MY FAMILY TO DRIVE TO CHURCH AND THEN I HEAR THIS AND I'M LIKE "HM I THINK I HAVE HEARED THIS SONG BEFORE BUT I CAN'T PUT MY FINGER ON-" AND THEN I WAS LIKE "WAIT THIS IS FROM DEAR EVAN HANSEN WHY IS IT PLAYING ON A CHRISTIAN RADIO???" THEN MY MOM SAID THAT IT PLAYED BEFORE!?!?!? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE ANYMORE. IT'S NOT EVEN THAT I DON'T LIKE IT OR DON'T THINK IT FITS WITH A GOSPEL MESSAGE. I WAS JUST CAUGHT OFF GUARD!

[toallthefeelingsivehadbefor-blog]

remember when I said that I wanted someone to be afraid of losing me for once?  and you said “I am” do you remember? because you lost me and you didn’t even fight for me  you didn’t even blink  you never asked me to come back  you just kept going on like I was never there 

[the-girl-who-bled-ink]

I could never hate you more than I hate myself.

I have never blamed you like I blame myself.

I didn’t ever lose anything the way I lost myself.

Why am I still  reaching out to you when I’m beyond your help?

-RML

[hafermensch]

look at the stars, look how they shine for you...

[hafermensch]

no, things are better if you stay

[hafermensch]

i say i’m over you, yet i still know that if i let go for a second, saw you for a minute, i would fall in love with you all over again.