#dear keeper

[elevanetheirin]

What do y'all think? Do you like my Dear Keeper letters?

[worldbetweenworlds]

Dear...boyfriend.

Are you, You?

Sincerely,

girlfriend

[worldbetweenworlds]

Dear Keeper,

I have panic attacks. Sometimes they aren't so bad, but mostly they are. I don't know when they're coming, how to prevent them or how to stop them. Sometimes I have night terrors and I wake up confused and panicking and I may lash out or simply whimper and cower away from you.

When they happen, I don't know where I am or who is near me. Once, I didn't know what was going on and I tried to shrink as small as I possibly could to make myself as little of a target as I was able.

I shut down and sometimes, I don't know who I am. When this happens, please, comfort me. Move slowly as if I am an abused baby animal. Speak softly but clearly; do not tower over me. Be gentle.

I didn't always have panic attacks. Love me anyway?

Sincerely,

kept