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Do your write death? Like not the devil but like a character actually dying. I am curious how would the horsemen of apocalypse react to their s/o dying due to another devil. How would they react to the fact that the being that turned them human is no longer here to be there for them. Also if you do the request can you also add Asa for Yoru's part.

You haven't written anything death related so my apologies in advance this request makes you uncomfortable.

The horsemen girls reacting to your death

A/n:I will have you know I am only doing this because I am a man of the people and i got way too many requests of this specific scenario for me to ignore even if I don't like writing things like this,trust me there are way more than just these two. I do really appreciate both of you asking if I was comfortable with it though and I am...I just prefer not to do it. Obviously this isn't canon to the overarching csm au I do in my fics

Makima

Makima couldn't believe it. You couldn't have been dead you just couldn't, you were supposed to live with her together forever...at least that's what she hoped, she was looking into some way to make it so you could actually live forever with her but even if that wouldn't have worked makima would have been fine with that, as long as you got to live your whole life with her feeling the same love she felt every day with you...she would have been happy until the end

But you being torn away from her so cruelly, so unexpectedly...she couldn't accept that. If all of this hadn't happened then she could have been happy....if death and all bad things just didn't exist she could have been happy with you forever...if she had just kept going with her plan then this would have never happened. How many people had suffered like this for the death of their loved ones? Could she have stopped all that pain if she resumed with her plan?

What was she thinking? Doing that would have been the equivalent of spitting on your grave. You were the one who gave her a heart and made her feel emotions for the first time and now with these new emotions and empathy there was no way she could do something cruel without thinking of all the lives she would have ruined in the process like before. Doing what would just show that you had no effect on her and her life and outlook on the world which was the exact opposite of the truth

So she kept living as best as she could and she decided to make helping people as much as she could her new life goal, she knows that's what you would have wanted maybe this could make up for all of the evil she had done before meeting you. She hopes you're looking at her from above. she doesn't know if she could feel the pure happiness you gave her ever again but the mere fact that the heartbreak she feels is so real and devastating is evidence itself of how much of an impact you had on her...and that you actually turned her into a true human forever

Asa mitaka/yoru

When she saw your body and had the complete confirmation that you were dead yoru wanted nothing more than to slaughter whatever crossed her way. Human, animal, devil it didn't matter to her she wasn't going to stop until there was nothing but dead bodies and blood covering the earth. Now that you weren't here anymore nothing mattered to her, the only thing that could have brought her a smidge of the happiness you gave her was seeing all of the destruction she was destined to bring before meeting you

However she wasn't successful as unexpectedly asa was the one to stop her and make her change her mind. As devastated as she was she couldn't allow the devil inside of her to cause a massacre....even if she didn't care about anyone anymore either she knew that if she let something like that happen you wouldn't have forgiven her

Both tried to get over it but neither of them were successful. If asa was depressed before then right now she was genuinely considering killing herself to be with you. You were the only thing that saved her from the loneliness she felt before meeting you and after she lost you...she just didn't know what to do. Yoru was similar before you she thought the only love she could feel was for weapons and destruction but after she met you it just didn't feel the same after feeling true human love...she knew that not even watching the most wonderful slaughters wouldn't bring her happiness, nothing would after your death.

Surprisingly asa and yoru tried their best to comfort each other they both knew that they were going through the same grief and no one else could really understand them so at least they had each other. It's funny before meeting you they never thought that they could rely on one another but thanks to you you helped them get along and understand the other better....at least they wouldn't fight anymore to preserve your legacy

Fami

If fami was almost contstantly sad before then now she was full on depressed and unconsolable. You were the only light in her life, you made her understand how valuable human lives truly were and just when she had gotten that you had to be torn away from her like this...why was the world so cruel?

The fact is that she couldn't even be upset at least without being an hypocrite, you had died the exact same way she had killed so many people before meeting you. She wonders if the family, friends and lovers of the people she had "saved" felt like this too...thinking that that might be the truth makes her even more depressed, the fact that she had inflicted on so many people the same pain she was going through now

Of course her sisters tried to help her the best they could, knowing she was the most emotionally vulnerable one out of them but she really wasn't the same as before and she doest think she can come back to how she was. You were the only thing that made her happy in her miserable existence and now with you gone....what did she have left to live for anyway?

She considered asking another devil to kill her, maybe death even if she knew that her sister would probably disagree because of her love for her. Maybe in her next incarnation she can forget all about this and find happiness again...even if she thinks she will never be able to forget you no matter how many times she gets reincarnated

Death devil

To her own surprise the first thing that death did when she saw your dead body wasn't killing the devil who did this to you...but running up to your side and crying on your body. It was only the second ever time she had cried in billions of years of her existence and both of them were because of you.. because she was scared of you leaving her and now...that actually happened

She started blaming herself, she swore to protect you from anyone, any devil especially, she knew that this only happened because you started dating her, maybe if you had kept living a normal life and not gotten with her that devil wouldn't have targeted you and you would still be around here smiling...but her selfishness and curiosity about feeling love caused your burial

Death now understands a bit better why she's so strong and how terrifying the concept if death is not only for the people who are scared of experiencing it but also for the people who are scared of the people they loved passing away...she never thought she could be one of those people but here she was.. scared that she was never going to see you again and now that fear was a reality

Another thousand....milion...no billions of years could pass and death will still never forget you, the first human who has ever managed to make her feel something...to make her feel love, she will bring a flower to your grave and kiss your tombstone every year of the anniversary of your death until the earth itself crumbles away into dust... she will never forget you