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December 13, 2016

Moni gets sushi for Gaby and D. D can't really remember the rest of the day.

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December 12, 2016

Packing. Math final will hopefully get graded. THAR presentations are cool. Bye guys. “Oh that actually made me sad.“ D moves out. Scary stories from mom. CDR drive to woodland and D blasts Hamilton. CD smoke and drink. D waits for C to talk. No words. Gaby comes over. C is the favorite.

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Lmao looking back at all these posts on here after sorta self dxing bpd m just like "yep that was a symptom. O hey so was that" nd like basically all.of these posts are symptoms. Like the emptiness and paranoia and fear of abandonment and feeling like everyone hates me and self harm and all that jazz.

#december 12 2016

Stress Over

I was freaking out last night and stressing myself out way more than was necessary about all my school stuff I still had to do. But when I got back from counseling I started work on it right away and finished my final project in time for dinner less than four hours later. I put my phone on silent and set a timer for 20 minutes and in that time I didn’t let myself look at my phone or email or any social media and I just worked. Then when the timer went off I set another timer for 10 minutes and gave myself that time to do anything I wanted (YouTube, Tumblr, playing games, roleplaying, etc.) and then when the time was up I would practice my speech once then repeat. It actually worked really well and I had my entire project done in four hours. It was way easier to not stress out when I know I only had to work for 20 minutes.

After practicing my speech in between working on my project and relaxing, I memorized it pretty well. I made my notecards while watching an episode of Fuller House but then I decided I wanted to have only three notecards since I was only using a few lines of the fourth card so I rewrote them and got it down to three, also while watching an episode of Fuller House.

So all of my homework is now done. My project is done and my notecards are written. And I know my speech and the timing is good so I just need to practice it some more to be sure I know it all then I’ll be golden. So today worked out way better than I anticipated. I thought I would be up super late working on my final project and scrambling to get my notecards done. But I was thinking that last night when my anxiety was being a bitch and making me panic and stress more.

Now I’m gonna watch some more Fuller House. I only have three more episodes so I’d like to finish it all but I also wanna rewatch the latest Gamingmas video before bed so we’ll see if I actually finish it tonight or not.

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