Mar 10, 2014
"...... Lakes don't freeze where you live."
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"...... Lakes don't freeze where you live."
@decentea hey there! I'm not using my original url any more and tumblr has deactivated the 'ask' option for peeps like me (why, David, why) but I wanted to say hi & thanks :D
and for everyone who wants me to be able to talk to them, either turn on your fanmail or submit ;)
decentea replied to your post:I want to go to both Portland, ME and Portland,...
don’t compromise. come to maine and kidnap emily and me and then take us away to OR so that we can live hipster lives 5ever with coffee and friends
yes LETS ROAD TRIP IT
American Eagle Starfleet command sweater!
hey hi I wish I could help you because you are so wonderful and loved. I know how it feels to have to smother yourself like that. it's a self-preservation thing, and I don't even know if there is any other way of dealing with such high levels of stress but I know how much it hurts to force yourself /not/ to hurt. it's like living in a state of contained panic and not being able to breathe or tell anyone and it is isolating, quiet torture. pleaseplease know that you're not alone and we love you
publishing because i.
i know that. i know there are actually people who do love me or care about me. mom, dad, some friends, you guys.
but it's. it's not tangible. it's like my mind knows it, but still refuses to believe it, refuses to accept it, doesn't really trust it.
and it's self preservation alright. it's lowering my expectations so much so that if i get betrayed again, i won't even be surprised because that is as much as i was expecting.
i remember when i was younger, i used to trust so easily. but then i got betrayed. and i trusted again. and got betrayed again. and the cycled continued until it was just too much and something in me broke, it broke and i cannot fix it.
anyway, thank you honey.
decentea replied to your post “decentea replied to your post: I WATCHED WOLF CHILDREN AND I’M UPSET...”
HOW SAD IS /NOT THAT SAD/???
OH MY GOSH MEGHAN JUST WATCH IT THERE'S ONLY ONE SAD BIT IN THE MIDDLE AND IT'S ONLY MADE ME UGLY CRY BECAUSE I KIND OF MADE THE PARALLEL BETWEEN KOTA'S FAMILY AND THE FAMILY IN THE MOVIE AND SO THE SAD THING HAPPENING THAT ALSO HAPPENED IN KOTA'S FAMILY MADE ME UGLY CRY BUT JUST WATCH IT IT'S WONDERFUL OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS MOVIE SO MUCH
decentea replied to your post: I WATCHED WOLF CHILDREN AND I’M UPSET UGH NOW I’M...
OH NO BB I CRIED OVER THAT MOVIE A LOT JUST WAHTEVER YOU DON’T DON’T WATCH THE GIRL WHO LEAP THROUGH TIME TONIGHT OK YOU WILL CRY YOURSELF A TINY OCEAN
NO I'M WATCHING SUMMER WARS AND L PROMISED ME THAT IT WASN'T THAT SAD