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EPISODES #11 - THE FINALE - “THEY BETTER THINK GODDAMN TWICE.” (TQ)

EP #10 “I’VE MADE A HUGE FOOL OF MYSELF.” (RICHIE)

Okay, so let's talk about what the FUCK just happened. I tried to warn Eddie about the danger that was Abbey, Zach, and Sid. He was so defensive about keeping them safe and eventually I resolved to just leave him alone about it. I'm still sure I can use Sid in this game, but Abbey and Zach barely talk to me these days let alone discuss game with me so why keep them? The fans are all on board to execute this plan that has all these moving parts: convince Eddie that the vote is Thomas, scare the other faves into thinking that Thomas has an idol and that voting him is a bad idea, force Zach, Abbey, and Sid to vote out Eddie, all the while fans stick strong to vote out Abbey and take out the faves' central player. But all of that blows the fuck up when Sherry, Sid, Richie and Abbey compare notes and find out Eddie is a scammer who has been playing every single person in this game. I mean, good for him, honestly. He had me convinced that we were close as hell. Meanwhile, Richie thinks they're a final two, and it was just bombshell after bombshell with all the shit they uncovered. So here I was trying to keep him safe even still, but there was no way for me to do it because the entire tribe wants him gone now. I come to terms with it all and finally say "fine by me" because the only thing worse than a rat is a messy one, and I enjoy a quiet day all the way up until right before tribal when someone tells Eddie about the plan and he starts trying to pin this thing on me and get me voted out this round. It's a great game move on his end, and I can respect it. It would have been easy to paint me as a bigger target than himself. So easy, in fact, that he actually got the vote to flip once or twice. But in the end I think he'd just dug himself in too deep, and I'm choosing to trust that I had people fighting to keep me in this game because they know it furthers their own games and they campaigned well on my behalf. At this point, I realize now that I can't take faves to the end of the game. They are looking out for each other, so I've got to look out for mine.

Lol can someone do me a favor and vote me out? Lol! Like.... plz? The game is getting weird and everybody is lying and throwng each other under the bus and lowkey hating each other and it's like I'm in an episode of Degrassi. I can participate. "SID YOU BROKE UP WITH MY BEST FRIEND HOW DARE YOU." Theni I bitch to Mist to which mist tells Abbey who tells Richie, who tells Thomas who tells Sherry who tells Mist again who brings in TQ who then tells Sid that I slept with his sister. I'm back in high school. And a real one this time considering my last one wasn't normal and we never had drama. CANT WE ALL JUST.......... RELAX????? Richie is messaging me right now who is seemingly pissed off because HE WAS LIED TO AS WELL. But is also admitting to telling eddie about the plan and he threw me under the bus to sid who told abbey to also lie to me and backstab me, and then eddie knew all along and mist and tq knew as well, but they went against eddie because of receipts presumabely by sid who wanted eddie out and abbey who is richies target all along so she was scared, so she told me tq and eddie tq and I voted one of my fav people in the game and now I'm pissed off because essentially sid and abbey are the reason my relationship with TQ is down a couple points. Like in the Sims when those negative bars pop up above their heads. That is TQ right now. And its because of mu lovely "Allies," one of which is Abbey. Soooooooooo, thanks again guys. I DONT CARE ABOUT BEING A BITCH! I mainly care about relationships and all of yall are making it hard to do that when youre spinning me around and using me as a meat shield to cause damage. Like BYE. UGhhhhhhhhhh I'm upset now. I'm not but I am. I'm also upset that I'm not upset that I am upset that I'm not. Like these people lied to me. Made me vote someone I really like who now probably likes me less. Covered their own asses because they can. Took advantage of me. And Abbey did that to me too. Why did she do that to me? I didn't think she had it in her to do that to me, but I guess I was wrong. It is what it is, and I can forgive, but you guys are shits for doing it and you know that. But imma continue to be my happy shitty self because drama is too much. But ya'll are gonna read this later and I hope you realize just how much a dick move that was. I'm looking at you Abbey. I'm very disappointed in you. And Sid. Sid is playing way to hard. He doesn't care about us. He cares about the game and that's something I just cant stand behind, when we're all little gerbils in his game. Santa Sid has been a naughty boy. So what am I going to do now? I'm going to continue being a little bitch and try to get back into TQ's graces thinks to my "allies." In al honesty tho, I'm tired right now. I'm going to regret it later, but I have to say what is on my mind which will probably be a different mindset once I clear things up with tq and everything. So again this is just on my mind right now at the current moment. But fuck you guys. Abbey you're included. I'm sorry girlfriend but you fucked me over and so did you sid. I'm just really pissed off at the moment. And its only because of TQ. Because I voted him and yall told me to. And he was not going and you told me he was. It was uncalled for and fucked up. But I'm going to talk to him tomorrow and yall best hope it goes well or else I will unleash hell. I don't care about this game enough to be a cutthroat bitch. So Sorry guys but you played a dick move. And I'll get over it but tonight I just want to be angry and pissed off. That's all guys. Zach is just really pissed off tonight and am feeling particularly aggressive writing out the confessional. But I'll play my sweet innocent self because it works out for me. But in real life I can be a total bitch. And I wont forget about tonight. I'm a very passive aggressive person and he is now stirred tonight. That’s all. Just fucking..... I hate everything.

Still no Idol. Perfect. I'm just out here, trying to survive. I've also been getting really paranoid and pissed off. Everyone seems to think I'm Abbey's goat, and that she's pulling my strings. Not true. Especially not true when I make ALL HER GAME MOVES FOR HER and I'VE SAVED HER ASS FROM BEING VOTED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES. I really did want to go to Final 3 with Abbey, because I thought I could beat her. Guess that won't be the case, because the Jury will think she pulled me there. I've been fighting so hard in this game, and it's just aggravating seeing Abbey get all the credit. I made and came up with so many moves. Voting Richie during the Ricky vote so Gaston felt safe. Putting the target on Gaston because I predicted an Instant Tribal before anyone else did. And, lately, making fake receipts with Sherry in order to wedge distrust between the fans and Eddie. (I'll try and get those receipts and submit them so they can be recorded). I organized the vote off to take out Eddie. Abbey followed my lead. Just that morning, Abbey was going home, but I put in WORK to save her and take out Eddie. So, naturally, I'm doubting my plans on going to FTC with Abbey. I'd lose against her. Honestly, I want to go to Final Tribal with a combination of Sherry, Mist and Thomas. At this point, Sherry and Thomas look like the best deal. I'm just worried that Sherry can pull out comp wins. Or if the Jury is bitter, I could easily lose to Thomas. Step 1: Get TQ out this round. He's been everywhere, and is an amazing social player. Use this round to gain trust with Mist, so that when TQ goes, Mist comes to me. Taking TQ out shouldn't be that hard. I just need to put in some social plays. Maybe some more fake receipts. Step 2: Get Zach out next. Zach is a huge threat. He is a contender for a lot lot lot of Jury votes. Taking him out, while blindsiding Abbey in the vote, is a great thing for my resume is I somehow end up with Abbey at FTC. This'll be at Final 7. Me, Sherry, Mist, Thomas and Richie will be enough to seal the deal. I know he's probably conspiring against me, so I need to strike quickly. Step 3: Take out Richie. What a player. It shouldn't be hard to do this, since he's voted clueless for more tribal councils then I have hands. (So, 3). Everyone's against Richie. It'll be easy. NOTE: Honestly, these last three could go in any order. Richie might be next. It all depends. Step 4: Take out Mist. I like Mist. Don't get me wrong. But she's a threat. Not because she can win stuff, or because she's particularly good at this game. She's a threat because she's a vote for people I'm against. Step 5: Abbey. It's sad. I know, but I need to take out Abbey. Final 4 seems like a fine spot to do that. At least she beat her last placement of 7th. :) If I can get Sherry on board with this, beautiful. If not, I'm sure I can get Thomas. Everyone's been aiming for Abbey, so I need to keep her around until I can coast to the end. I may really need to win this Immunity. Step 6: Go to Final Tribal Council. Unless it's a Final 2. In that case, I'll want to go to FTC with only Thomas. I really will need to win this Immunity. Very badly. I think I can beat Thomas at a Final Tribal Council. So, let's see how Jury votes will fall. Ricky: I see Ricky voting for me. I don't think he would vote for Sherry or Thomas over me. He barely played with them, and they voted him out. Gaston: Wildcard. I see him voting for Thomas if he's bitter. If he's not, he should be able to respect that I outplayed Sherry and Thomas. Eddie: I see Eddie voting for me. If I was here with TQ or Mist, I wouldn't be too sure. However, I don't think Eddie has enough of a bond with Thomas and Sherry to vote for them. Unless he's bitter. TQ: Wow. I see TQ voting for me. I really do. But, he could just as easily flip to Sherry or Thomas if they have good speeches. Hopefully they don't. Zach: I think Zach would vote for me in the end. I feel like he's smart enough to separate personal from game. He hasn't built a relationship with Sherry yet. I hope he and Thomas aren't buddy buddy. Richie: I don't think Richie would end up voting for me in a FTC. I see him voting for Thomas. Mist: She's tricky. I see her voting for me a lot, but I can also see Mist voting for Sherry. I just need to make a good bond with her in the upcoming rounds. Abbey: Either she'd vote for me or Sherry. This is based on how bitter she is. If it's a Final 2... Sherry: I could see her voting for Thomas because I betrayed her, but I could also see her taking a step back and voting for the best player. Me. LET'S HOPE IT FUCKING WORKS. I KNOW THERE'S AN IDOL OUT THERE, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE IT. UGH UGH UGH.

So last night, at instant tribal, I sort of got the vote for Zach initiated. No one else really knew what they were doing or at least no one wanted to say anything, but I would have rather we had a clear target than everyone voting all over the place and not knowing how the vote was going to shake down. I stuck my neck out and got Zach voted out, which I'm actually pretty proud of. I got three votes the previous tribal, and I'm making sure they all get sent home for it. Going into Pressure Cooker, though, I really wanted to win. Partly because I just wanted to have a win under my belt, and there's nothing easier than just standing there. At the same time, I wasn't sure how safe I actually was because as these numbers dwindle I'm becoming a bigger and bigger target, and I can't be 100% sure that even my closest alliance of Mist and Sherry wouldn't take a swipe at me at someone made a good enough case. I spent the first half of this game playing up how much I didn't know about this game and being sociable so that I was seen as easy to get along with and non-threatening. Now, I'm letting my strategic side show more and I know people are noticing. I was prepared to go as long as I needed to to win that challenge last night and about halfway through I knew that it would be me and Richie at the end of it. We had a long talk about this game and how we are supposed to be on the same page. I finally convinced him to let me have immunity and I promised him safety for at least the new two rounds. Now, if this was Big Brother, I would send his ass out immediately for voting against me twice. But in this game I truly want to keep my word to him and keep him safe, or at least make it look like I tried to keep him safe, for two rounds. I had it all planned out: Abbey next, Sid finds an idol, I sit Sid out to make Richie feel completely safe, and then Sid plays the idol that sees Richie eliminated. Richie goes to jury feeling like I did everything in my power to keep my word to him and I still get rid of him and Abbey who are the two biggest threats to my game right now. But now, I feel like the people I was working with are taking this thing completely out of my hands because they would rather Richie go out sooner rather than later. I'm fighting for the guy and trying to beg them to let me keep my word to him but it doesn't look like it's working. The danger I see in Abbey is that everyone thinks she's a threat, but one that can be taken out later. We've been saying "next time" on Abbey for like three fucking tribals now. That's how she's going to make her way straight to the end of the game where I can't beat her. Ugh. I'm going to keep trying to save Richie, and I'm going to tell him the vote is Abbey, but if I can't keep him safe like I said I could I'm going to feel like such shit. I'm also starting to feel a bit wary of Sherry. I love the woman, but I'll be damned if she doesn't get what she wants. I don't buy any of her "the jury hates me, I could never win" stuff. I've been so loyal to her in this game and I'm not sure if I would even have the support to make a move like cutting her off before final tribal. If I even mention something like that to the wrong person and it gets back to her my game is over. It's just... so much to think about.

WOW OH WOW. So I haven't made a confessional this round. And a lot has happened. So let me just break it down for y'all. The Zach vote was something Sherry and I had been planning for after Pressure Cooker. The fact that it was an instant made me so happy because we just got him out then-and-there. It was clean. He was super dignified, and handled it amazingly. I love you, Zach! Okay, so Pressure Cooker was a mess and a half. I knew I wouldn't be able to compete with the people left standing after Sherry went. I did that challenge for 6 hours on 4 hours of sleep. I was ready to drop around hour 3, but I knew that Teddy could offer an Idol Clue or special power. I just waited, and, as soon as Teddy mentioned that, I dropped. So, now I have a Challenge Advantage (which I have to use next round), and 2 Idol clues. WOOT WOOT. The plan for Tribal was always to get out Richie, but Sherry and I contemplated taking out Abbey. With Tribal only 40 minutes away, I think the vote will be me, Sherry, Abbey, Mist and Thomas voting for Richie while Richie and TQ vote for Abbey. I still don't feel super safe, because they could easily flip on me. Even if they flip to take out Abbey or Sherry, I'm put in a really bad spot. TQ could potentially sit me out of the next challenge. That plan I sent you a few days ago? That could all be tossed out the window. Sherry would, now, definitely beat me in front of a Jury. I want to go with Thomas and Mist. I can beat them. Easily. If I convince everyone to take out TQ the next round, Sherry after that, and then Abbey, I'm set. If it's a Final 2, I'd be cut without Immunity. If I do win Immunity, I'm not sure whether I'll take Mist or Thomas. (Probably Thomas). Let's hope this next Tribal goes well. I gave Mist and TQ fake Idol Clues. My clues were that the Idol wouldn't be at Tree Mail or the Rock Island. TQ and Mist have been only looking at Tree Mail or the Rock Island. I told Sherry and Abbey the real clues, because they said they would transfer me the idol. Because if they didn't, it would "reveal they were working with me". Everyone knows that they are, but whatever. GOD. If this is my last confessional of the game, I love you all. Thank you for following my journey through this hellhole. Teddy, Shelby and Lydia, you have been amazing hosts. Let's cross our fingers that I don't end up as a double-timer in the 7th place chat!

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EP #9 “I’M 16 AND A HALF AND I’M THE BIGGEST THREAT IN THIS GAME.” (SID)

IM STILL ALIVE! IM VACATIONING BUT IM BREATHING. Omg but I feel so bad for Teddy. He's gonna read this, and be like "There's Jack again. I've only heard myths about him. Where has he been hiding all this time." That Teddy man, deserves so much more. And that's why i'm going to give it my all in this next challenge. I don't want to be gone all day. But I only see the people here like twice a year where I am in California. They're all here, so they come first. I even have a twisted dream of getting voted out when I'm with a group of my friends, so I can announce it to everyone and watch their reactions as they struggle to find the right words. Like I told my best friend about the game because she sees my phone blow up with notifications, and I had to explain it to what those notifs were, and it ws fantastic. Best way to get weird looks is by saying you're in an online Tumblr Survivor Game. But ANYWAY, that's been my life recently. Just living normally? Which is weird. OKAY, back to the Gammamama. I have literally no idea what's happening. I feel like people want to target Gaston and then Richie is pissing people off (he messaged me "I hate all of you" at one point and then said he likes to get reactions, and I'm still wondering what the heck happened in that conversation). Plus Thomas has that power thing, so the three of them seem to be against the other seven. But again I'm not too sure> i'm like the long lost uncle of the game. People like me, but I don't talk to them everyday, but I'm still part of the fam? We'll see. People around me are like three times the strategizers as me, and I'm over here in the corner with a bag of popcorn, kind of chilling out. Which seeeeems to be effective?? Like apparently my name hasn't been brought up?? Or so I've heard? I'll take it! but again, IM SORRY TEDDY YOU DESERVE BETTER. he's working so hard this season and hes really doing a great job and everyone here is like "blahhhh" and so help me if I wasn't on vacation and school was in session, Id be giving these kids a run for their money. But I'm just a loyal hoe in this game and I'm a number. A granny who just bakes her famous cookies and shares them with all. A stuffed animal you get at Build-a-bear-Workshop. If anything, I only got more innocent since my time in Transylvania and I didn't even think that was possible. BUT we shall see what happens. You NEVER know what could happen in this game so I'm not gonna say I'm safe for this vote and am making final five cause who the hell knows! But I'll be right here for my friends and hopefully I can maintain Sweet and innocent until the end of the game. Also at the risk of sounding too vanilla, Ill confess a sin where I bitched so bad about my roommate apparently to my friends, that one of them messaged my roommate and just said "Fuck you" in it, and it got really awkward when the roommate messaged me back seeing it was a mutual friend who messaged him, and I ignored it until I could think of a lie later. Oopsie. Sorry bud! But I guess in the words of Porky Pig "ehhbebdbhhdbbebdbhedbbdhebb That's all Folks!"

Oooouuuuu. Okay so tonight is..... Tonight is...... Okay let's rewind it up a little bit because I'm majorly icked out. *Reverse sound effects you'd hear in a flashback sequence.* So yesterday I went shopping, and I'm an aggressive shopper, so I just like didn't go on skype until forever later. Bad idea. There's a lot of weird things happening right now. STarting with the last SURPRISE BITCHES tribal, thigns are getting sketch. Like poor Gaston got the boot, but also Thomas using the vote switcher on me. Like EXCUSE MWAH HOW DARE YOUZE. Ok but tbh, I wasn't even upset by it at all. Like I haven't talked to the the man since like the day after merge. Oops. So how can I blame him for wanting my ass out. I'd want my ass too. PLUS it was a good move, soooo.... I guess good job Thomas? And his plan would have worked too if it weren't for these meddling kids. But yeah Gaston left and Thomas and Richie were blindsided and presumably pissed off. And then the challenge comes and AE YOU FOR REAL!?!?!?! Ok, so I'm pretty sure Ricky still hates my guts. I hope not because I apologized for EVERYTHING. LIKE LORD HAVE MERCY FOR FUCKS SAKE. And Gaston I never talked to either so again, oops. And Ashen aint even on that jury. So you know what that means. Gaston and Ricky are together on the jury probably bitching it up out there about me and that's terrifying. But the challenge comes and if it aint a unanimous decision Then Guess what guys. THAT JURY DECIDES WHO SHOULD GO. Aka probably me and Eddie. So thank god Richie was selfish enough to go like "i voted me, yall better do the same" cause like "sure lets save your fucking ass so ours isn't on the line." Like Richie getting most-deserving? Sorry dude, but.... you literally messaged me "I hate all of you." That's not exactly great gameplay. I don't know. He's a little extra for my taste. Anyway, Richie gets all the votes (and it still astounds me that Thomas went along with that), and here we are going to tribal without the jury's participation. I'd like to thank all the little people out there who helped with that and let me dodge a hateful bullet. You are all appreciated. SO then now this vote comes. I wake up today late, disgusting, and lazy, and Queen Abbey whom I love so much messages me like "we have a plan. its crazy." I'm shitting my pants at this point. Then she tells me about the plan to blindside Eddie. At that point I almost kickflipped out the window into the street, because voting Eddie? I reallllly don't need ANOTHER person hating me. But I love abbey. I'm ready to have someone stab my heart with a sword in order for Abbey to progress. SO, anything for my bae. But voting Eddie off too? I like Eddie. I realize he's playing SOOOOO SOO SOOO SOOO SOOSOSO OSOSOSO SOS SOSOS OSOS SOSOSOSO SO SOSO hard at this game. LIKE THE DUDE CAME TO PLAY WIN AND MURDER US ALL. But I'm a loyal innocent hoe, so voting him scares the crap out of me. So I mysteriously vanish for the next two hours, or in other words, sit on the couch taking online quizzes and singing loudly, until Sid and Abbey simultaneously message me to get on a call with them and Sid. Which I am on right now trying to figure out the mess. BUT GUYS THERE MAY BE HOPE. They want a couple people to throw votes towards Thomas in case Eddie plays an idol. GLADLY. I'll vote Thomas right now let's go. We have no relationship. Sorry dude! I just suck at instigating messages. So I don't owe him anything. Mist is seemingly willing to vote Eddie out too, which means all of his allies are bitches essentially. Eddie deserves more. I like Eddie. I'm so sorry Eddie. I'm not going to vote you, but if I tell you about what is happening, my head will be on the platter. IM SORRY. I cant handle any more hate. I'm a baby. So yeah anyway, tonight, it looks like Eddie has a strong chance of going, and if its not Eddie, it might be Thomas? Although Abbey has also said she believes she's being targeted too. So I'm just here like "wtf??" But I'm going to push for voting Thomas. I'm a weak ass and I don't want to vote eddie. In other news, the next round will be final 8? Let's see how much longer I can go without getting any vottttttttes. This is all for my wiki page. I want it to be pretty and fun. So wish this kid some luck as I approach final 8 then 7, then 6, then 5, and then jury because I'll probably be voted out at 5 again. Ehhhh. Could be fun. I dream of four tho. ALSO THIS WILL BE A FINAL TWO SEASON BELIEVE THAT! I am all over that wiki page and I saw how under Ashen's name there were TWO GRAY BARS FOR THE LAST TWO PEOPLE IN THE VOTING HISTROY. I see ya'll wiki editors. I have no idea, I have zero deductive skills, but I sense this will be a final two season, so count on it. I'd prefer a final two season actually. More fun. God knows I probably won't be in that two lsdlhsdlhklsd. Okay, and since I'm bored and I guess i'll keep the confessional going... how about a CAST ASSESSMENT? MAybe........ Sure why not? Sid - I love him. He's precious and pure and a child. He is also a GAMER THO HOLY SHIT. I'm three years older and hes like a little kitten you put down to feed and hes running all over the place, slapping the other cats, making a mess. Although Sid is cleaner than that. We saw his room. It's like hes living in a model home Istg. But how could you not love the kid. Hes adorable. Abbey - MY BAE OF THE GAME. When Cami isn't here, Abbey fills me with strength and love and I need her here. My rock, my love, my mom, my everything in Maldives. I'm a loya hoe to Abbey. And she is playing this game stunningly. Although SHE KEEPS GETTING VOTES SO YALL BETTER KNOCK IT OFF OR ILL CUT YOUR HEADS OFF WITH AN AXE. teehee. But I love her. Shes precious. TQ - Oh god I love him. I love him so much. He is so nice, so sweet, so genuine, so honest, so amazing, so incredible. I love him. We're playing the game together and I love him. I LOVE U DUDE. He could give me the boot tonight and Id still love him. Hes great. Mist - Mist can honestly slay me. I love her too. She's hilarious and fresh out of a root canal and she is also playing a really good game. I'm proud of her. I can also see her turning on me soon, but again I wouldn't care. That's my theme of getting voted off this season. I aint gonan cause drama, yell, scream, curse at anybody. I'll smile and laugh, give a "you guys are the best I love you all" and then smile my way out. AFTER STICKING around to get my torch snuffed. None of these people wait for teddy to snuff their torches. Like god guys its an online game. Have fun with it. Okay wait who am I assessing here again. Oh Mist. Yeah Mist is great. She can kill me. Richie - Ugh. He hates everybody, probably is bitching about me in the confessionals. Ugh. Thomas - Opps, hehe never talked to him. SOooooooooo... sorry dude. I also heard how the gif of your ugly ass sign wasn't even your idea and I apologize for that. But we don't talk so that's on me. Sorry buddy. Eddie - Oh Eddie. Eddie Eddie you know I love you dude, I feel SO bad if tonight's prophecy rings true and he'll be the one to leave. I would hate that. But everyone has gotten together and talked about how he's making final tribal deals with everybody, and it never works out for the players. Poor guy. But yes I still love him and he deserves more. Sorry dude. Sherry - She took my auction REWARD! HOW COULD YOU. But nah I love sherry. Shes a sweetheart, and I'm so happy to work with her. Sam's mom (Hi Sam!!). I want to play with her. I want her to win. I want her to vote me out at final five. Sherry is a queen and I love her. I think that's everybody. Hot damn there ain't too many people left. FInal 8 after this vote? I'm screaming. How did I make it this far?! I'm literally gone half the day, don't go on half the calls, and am squirming my way through all the votes. Teddy is probably watching me and like shaking his head. I'm sorry Teddy! But this is how a loyal hoe whos loyal to everyone plays! At least I'm nice! Right? I think I am. Except when I lose it Which is more often than I would have thought. Also in other news, next challenge is the standing up challenge? This real life? My feet get sore after standing for like 30 minutes. I'm supposed to be standing all night? Lol okayyyyy. We'll see about that. If I won this challenge I would literally be so shocked, that my heart would probably need a reboot. Not realistic. Watch me be first boot! Just watch Okay, I think I'm done. I need to stop talking. I'm like the dog who doesn't stop barking when everyone is yelling at him to shut up. But I think I'm done. We're still on call if anyone is wondering. Wipes me out. But I'm off to continue my day of being lazy and go to tribal tonight where Ill be pissed. Wish this binch some luck. Imma need it. Bye yall! *Mic Drop*

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"C'è un momento in cui devi fare una scelta, vuoi piacere a te stesso o agli altri? Quando lo avrai capito saprai che strada seguire."

@think-purple

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Tumblr Survivor: Maldives (Fans vs Favorites 4) Featuring:

(top row) Sherry, Abbey, Sid

(bottom row) Shaelyn, Richie, Gaston

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TS: MALDIVES FAN FAVORITE & PLAYER OF THE SEASON AWARDS

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EP #8 “JUST A STICK?” (SHERRY)

HEY IT'S ME AGAIN EVERYBODY. How the heck are ya! (*listens to an empty audience seeing as I've been so boring lately). Well good me too! I thought that would be cute, but it's not really, but meh. I can't think of another way to open my confessional with so ya'll just have to deal sorry. But anyway, I think my last confessional I was boo hooing about life and such. Ops. But yeah it's time to leave another confessional and update! Nice. So last vote, Ricky goes home and eleven remain. Like I still like ricky despite the depressive shit he sent me through, and there's no hard feelings on my part. Hopefully he can warm up to me again after the game because I'm not exactly sure what I did that called for such aggression. Like he said I lied to him and that's why I'm a shit? In Survivor? Ummm okay then? Dude you lied to me too, soooo...... But anyway after he left I felt a lot more like myself and felt comfortable talking in the chats again. But also ops, I still haven't messaged Gaston, Thomas, Ashen or Richie really (I kind of did with Richie, but he flat out said "I hate you all" and after that I was like "okay, bye.") Like there's people here who are so much more hardcore than me, strategizing four votes ahead, talking to people, getting on calls, and I'm over here with my cat just watching Disney movies, shoving food in my face avoiding the world. But it seems I don't have a target on my back YET???? So I guess me not doing much is working? I don't know. I wouldn't be surprised if the fans are trying to throw an axe into my back now as we speak. Who knows! But yeah I'm going on vacation on Monday, to visit my friends who I only get to see twice a year, so I won't really be here to talk to people and to go on calls, or anything like that. I WILL do challenges and tribals but all I'm saying is that in respect to my friends who want to see me, I can't be online as much. So sorry everybody! It wasn't you, it was me. Regarding my game, i'm not sure how much this will impact it. Lol I mean I have the alliance of six who I love dearly and Sid. And the other four I don't talk to. Ops. Sorry guys, and I'm especially sorry Thomas because as I knew I would in an earlier confessional, you are cool and I do like you. Sorry about that gross confessional! Ok, but my gameplay is funny because I'm not trying to be mega strategic, or cut throat or anything. I'm here to be friendly, laugh it up, and be cutesy, and so far the strategy seems to be working. I like these people! They're fun. And we'll see how much farther I can go cutifying the game. In the meantime I'm going to do that challenge now as tomorrow I'll me preoccupied. Catch ya'll on the flipside!

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EP #7 - MY LIFE IS IN SHAMBLES (GASTON)

This vote was #messy. Like I stand by my decision voting Amanda. I loved the girl but her connections are intense. She lnows everybody in this community, and yeah it was hard to vote her, but the fact everyone is so pissed is exactly the reason why we had to do it. It would have been aa cakewalk for her to finals. So she hates my guts now. Ricky hates my guts now, but I wasn't ready to sacrifice my own game to make it easier for others. I don't think either one overreacted. I mean I'd be pissed yeah. But throwing insults at us for making an arguably smart move is just too much. Blindsides happen. If it was me, I'd smile and be like aw shucks see ya'll after the game. Like it wasn't a malicious vote. It's only strategic. So now I have to do damage control with Ricky, who posted in the tribe chat 1) I hope Zach and Eddie choke tonight, and then 2) Well look who it is, my least favorite people on the tribe. I like Ricky. I still like Ricky. And I don't blame him for wanting me dead. But if he wants to hate me for the entirety of the game, then it's on him. I'll just be here when he's ready to talk. I still want to work with him, except now Eddie does not because Eddie is pissed off. Like here's the deal. Ricky was the one who threw me under the bus first. He got into a group with all the fans, and spilled the beans that Abbey and I were together and that Eddie and Kaci were together. He also told Mist that she was getting votes and insitigated the idol play. He also got them to target Kaci on the othr vote. And who knows what else he's told them. But still I don't blame him. He made a move to further his own game. And that's what I did tonight. I liked Amanda a lot but look at her role in the community. She got fans to send hateful messages to these people. Like the girl has fans who would do that. It's just too much for me. I'm a bad guy now for making a move. I'm a shit head for not telling Ricky the plan when he clearly was besties with Amanda. yeah it screwed them over but that's the game and we had to screw someone over. Again I'm really sorry guys. You're great players. You both deserve a lot more. But I can't apologize for how the vote went down. And Ricky I hope you read this and see I literally have zero malicious intent. like I didn't want to blindside you but imagine what would happen if I told you. Who knows what would have happened. Sorry. <3

I really can't believe that my plan to turn the tribe on Amanda actually worked... Even though it ended up that she was actually with us and she wanted to work with the faves at the merge (which idek if I wanna do that tbh) it was so important to get her out, because I was able to take the target off the faves and flip it on to a fan. Another big thing I was able to do is take out one of Ricky's connections, because now that I'm in the merge I'm really starting to realize all the connections Ricky has, and how many people he has that he can work with and Amanda would have just added on to that. The aftermath has been tough to deal with though. Ricky is ignoring me and Zach, saying that he likes us the least out of everybody to our faces, typing in the tribe chat saying we should choke and then deleting it. I didn't expect him to be this mad, and I thought I could maybe work with him for a little bit coming into the merge. But that's clearly not the case. I don't think Ricky will ever truly get over this, and he may tell me and Zach that he trusts us again, but I think that vote will alway be in the back of his mind and eventually he will make a move against me or Zach. That is actually a big reason that I do not know if I can go with the fave alliance and allow them to take the people who would be in the minority out. I was talking to Sid today on call and he was talking about everything that happened on Raja Raja. He said that he has Sherry and that we can pull her into the faves and get her as a number. He also said that we could probably pull in Ashen becaue /Ricky/ knows them. So it would probably be Abbey, Zach, Sid, Ricky, Ashen, Sherry, and I and then they are looking for one more, which they would like to be TQ and I think Sid wants me to work on bringing him in with us, but I don't really know if that's the best idea. Looking at this possible alliance, I see how much of a horrible decision it would be to just go to the final 7 or 8 with them, because Ricky has such good connections with so many of them and I fully expect Ricky to try and make a move sometime around then on me and he would easily have the numbers to do this. Ricky did a good job of assuring me that Ashen would work with us because of their connection outside of the game which I don't like, and I know once we dwindle down Ashen will be way more of a number to him then they are for me. He will also 100% have Sid in his pocket as well because back on Raja Raja him and Sid were basically a duo. Ricky and Abbey are also extremely close as well and I don't think Abbey would vote Ricky out for a really long time. Which kind of makes me feel like it's not a good idea to necessarily go with the whole faves stick together plan. Especially when I have two people on the fans side that I trust and I think trust me as well? I also think that taking Ricky out would be a very good move for my game because it will open up the game a bit. I don't necessarily not want to work with the faves, I just don't want to work with Ricky... at all. I don't really think there's any room for growth in our relationship, and after Zach and I blindsided him the trust there is gone. Also I know Gaston is a big threat, but I don't necessarily want to make him the first merge boot and target him right away the way the faves would like to. One thing I love doing is hiding behind big threats, and using them to make sure the target is on them and not me. Sid told me that the fans felt like I was a huge threat because of everything Shae told them. But hopefully I can gain their trust and I could see myself working with them for a couple votes. Just to maybe take out Ricky? I really need Ricky out of this game cause I feel like if anyone were to create a smaller alliance from the faves, it would be him and he would probably bring together people who without him in the game probably would not think to really create an alliance or work with each other. If I see an opportunity to vote out Ricky, I would probably take it. I just feel like without him in the game, I'm in a much better position. I just don't know when it would be time to make that move, but a part of me feels like as early as this next vote, or as late as final 10. I just need to see if Ricky calms down, and starts talking to me and Zach, because it's really uncomfortable to be in an alliance with somebody who won't even talk to you. As of now, I just want Ricky out, and the fave alliance really wants to target people like Gaston, Richie, and Mist and I actually think that I can work with them for a little before I have to vote them out. I'm still torn though, because I know how big of a threat Gaston is and it isn't a good idea to allow him to make it that far because he is really personable and his social game is amazing. But working with Ricky and allowing him to go on with all these connections while I take out the only people who I know would probably make a move and vote him out when that's what I need might not be the best idea. But since faves really want to make Gaston the first merge boot, I think I might go with that and then at final 11 when the minority realize they're at the bottom I will go to them about voting Ricky out because of all his connections and I don't think it'd be that hard to get them on board. I'm trying to tell myself not to let my paranoia about Ricky make me do something really impulsive that doesn't need to be done so soon. But I just can't stop worrying about him. Dustin and Jonathan said that on Bora Bora I had he newbie jitters really badly, but I don't think it has anything to do with being a newbie I think I just have the jitters in general, cause I'm still as paranoid and I know it's not good cause it makes me turn on people who are actually loyal to me, but it's just something I can't help. I really think if Zach continues to be ignored by Ricky I could convince him into thinking that we need to make a move on Ricky, but I kinda just have to plant some seeds in his mind, let them marinate, and check on them every couple days to water them every now and then so that he will eventually be down to make a move against Ricky. I just need to make sure he really understands how many connections Ricky has, and how we will probably not be in his long term plans which makes it a very bad decision to allow him to make it to single digits. I've been trying to socialize a lot with everybody, and I'm really amping up my social game fore these first few rounds. I really do like Ashen, which is why I would like Ricky gone because I think they will be more loyal to me if he is gone, and I can potentially take them really deep into the game. Being reunited with Abbey is so amazing, and I just really love working with her and Zach. I think they're both such cool people and I want to work with them deep deep into this game. I just get along with them so well and I feel like they're genuinely great, and I just love their personalities. I hope we can work together in this game for a long time, because right now I really see them as my two closest allies. I think they trust me as much as I trust them, and I don't believe they would turn on me. I think I can also work with Mist and TQ as well, and taking them out would be taking out someone who could be a number for me. I love TQ and I'm pretty sure he's loyal to me, and I'm not sure how I feel about Mist but this first tribal council of the merge should tell me a lot. But I think he would trust me because I basically saved him this last vote, even though I did as well try to vote him out the vote before. Me and Sherry have talked as well, and I really like her, but I know Sid will always be more close with her than me, and she will always be loyal to him because of how much they talked on Raja Raja and Sherry doesn't really like the fans and wanted to flip on them with Sid and Abbey. When it comes down to it, I feel like working with the faves alliance and being blindly loyal to them would be a mistake. Because everybody but me has a tight connection in the alliance. I have nobody who is closer to me than to anybody else in that alliance. That person was Kaci, but she's on the pre-jury trip right now so that's unfortunate. I feel like if I do have a number 1 it would be Zach, but he's definitely way more loyal to abbey than he is to me. I think taking out Ricky will allow me to strengthen a bond with Ashen and maybe even Sid if they not furious about me not voting with them for a vote. So I'm stuck on when is the right time to take out Ricky, and I hope that by doing that I don't make people think I'm untrustworthy because it would go really bad because I really need to work on gaining some of these people's trust. That's all I really have to say right now... Wish me luck I guess.

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EP #7 - MY LIFE IS IN SHAMBLES (GASTON)

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