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EPISODES #11 - THE FINALE - “THEY BETTER THINK GODDAMN TWICE.” (TQ)

EP #10 “I’VE MADE A HUGE FOOL OF MYSELF.” (RICHIE)

Okay, so let's talk about what the FUCK just happened. I tried to warn Eddie about the danger that was Abbey, Zach, and Sid. He was so defensive about keeping them safe and eventually I resolved to just leave him alone about it. I'm still sure I can use Sid in this game, but Abbey and Zach barely talk to me these days let alone discuss game with me so why keep them? The fans are all on board to execute this plan that has all these moving parts: convince Eddie that the vote is Thomas, scare the other faves into thinking that Thomas has an idol and that voting him is a bad idea, force Zach, Abbey, and Sid to vote out Eddie, all the while fans stick strong to vote out Abbey and take out the faves' central player. But all of that blows the fuck up when Sherry, Sid, Richie and Abbey compare notes and find out Eddie is a scammer who has been playing every single person in this game. I mean, good for him, honestly. He had me convinced that we were close as hell. Meanwhile, Richie thinks they're a final two, and it was just bombshell after bombshell with all the shit they uncovered. So here I was trying to keep him safe even still, but there was no way for me to do it because the entire tribe wants him gone now. I come to terms with it all and finally say "fine by me" because the only thing worse than a rat is a messy one, and I enjoy a quiet day all the way up until right before tribal when someone tells Eddie about the plan and he starts trying to pin this thing on me and get me voted out this round. It's a great game move on his end, and I can respect it. It would have been easy to paint me as a bigger target than himself. So easy, in fact, that he actually got the vote to flip once or twice. But in the end I think he'd just dug himself in too deep, and I'm choosing to trust that I had people fighting to keep me in this game because they know it furthers their own games and they campaigned well on my behalf. At this point, I realize now that I can't take faves to the end of the game. They are looking out for each other, so I've got to look out for mine.

Lol can someone do me a favor and vote me out? Lol! Like.... plz? The game is getting weird and everybody is lying and throwng each other under the bus and lowkey hating each other and it's like I'm in an episode of Degrassi. I can participate. "SID YOU BROKE UP WITH MY BEST FRIEND HOW DARE YOU." Theni I bitch to Mist to which mist tells Abbey who tells Richie, who tells Thomas who tells Sherry who tells Mist again who brings in TQ who then tells Sid that I slept with his sister. I'm back in high school. And a real one this time considering my last one wasn't normal and we never had drama. CANT WE ALL JUST.......... RELAX????? Richie is messaging me right now who is seemingly pissed off because HE WAS LIED TO AS WELL. But is also admitting to telling eddie about the plan and he threw me under the bus to sid who told abbey to also lie to me and backstab me, and then eddie knew all along and mist and tq knew as well, but they went against eddie because of receipts presumabely by sid who wanted eddie out and abbey who is richies target all along so she was scared, so she told me tq and eddie tq and I voted one of my fav people in the game and now I'm pissed off because essentially sid and abbey are the reason my relationship with TQ is down a couple points. Like in the Sims when those negative bars pop up above their heads. That is TQ right now. And its because of mu lovely "Allies," one of which is Abbey. Soooooooooo, thanks again guys. I DONT CARE ABOUT BEING A BITCH! I mainly care about relationships and all of yall are making it hard to do that when youre spinning me around and using me as a meat shield to cause damage. Like BYE. UGhhhhhhhhhh I'm upset now. I'm not but I am. I'm also upset that I'm not upset that I am upset that I'm not. Like these people lied to me. Made me vote someone I really like who now probably likes me less. Covered their own asses because they can. Took advantage of me. And Abbey did that to me too. Why did she do that to me? I didn't think she had it in her to do that to me, but I guess I was wrong. It is what it is, and I can forgive, but you guys are shits for doing it and you know that. But imma continue to be my happy shitty self because drama is too much. But ya'll are gonna read this later and I hope you realize just how much a dick move that was. I'm looking at you Abbey. I'm very disappointed in you. And Sid. Sid is playing way to hard. He doesn't care about us. He cares about the game and that's something I just cant stand behind, when we're all little gerbils in his game. Santa Sid has been a naughty boy. So what am I going to do now? I'm going to continue being a little bitch and try to get back into TQ's graces thinks to my "allies." In al honesty tho, I'm tired right now. I'm going to regret it later, but I have to say what is on my mind which will probably be a different mindset once I clear things up with tq and everything. So again this is just on my mind right now at the current moment. But fuck you guys. Abbey you're included. I'm sorry girlfriend but you fucked me over and so did you sid. I'm just really pissed off at the moment. And its only because of TQ. Because I voted him and yall told me to. And he was not going and you told me he was. It was uncalled for and fucked up. But I'm going to talk to him tomorrow and yall best hope it goes well or else I will unleash hell. I don't care about this game enough to be a cutthroat bitch. So Sorry guys but you played a dick move. And I'll get over it but tonight I just want to be angry and pissed off. That's all guys. Zach is just really pissed off tonight and am feeling particularly aggressive writing out the confessional. But I'll play my sweet innocent self because it works out for me. But in real life I can be a total bitch. And I wont forget about tonight. I'm a very passive aggressive person and he is now stirred tonight. That’s all. Just fucking..... I hate everything.

Still no Idol. Perfect. I'm just out here, trying to survive. I've also been getting really paranoid and pissed off. Everyone seems to think I'm Abbey's goat, and that she's pulling my strings. Not true. Especially not true when I make ALL HER GAME MOVES FOR HER and I'VE SAVED HER ASS FROM BEING VOTED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES. I really did want to go to Final 3 with Abbey, because I thought I could beat her. Guess that won't be the case, because the Jury will think she pulled me there. I've been fighting so hard in this game, and it's just aggravating seeing Abbey get all the credit. I made and came up with so many moves. Voting Richie during the Ricky vote so Gaston felt safe. Putting the target on Gaston because I predicted an Instant Tribal before anyone else did. And, lately, making fake receipts with Sherry in order to wedge distrust between the fans and Eddie. (I'll try and get those receipts and submit them so they can be recorded). I organized the vote off to take out Eddie. Abbey followed my lead. Just that morning, Abbey was going home, but I put in WORK to save her and take out Eddie. So, naturally, I'm doubting my plans on going to FTC with Abbey. I'd lose against her. Honestly, I want to go to Final Tribal with a combination of Sherry, Mist and Thomas. At this point, Sherry and Thomas look like the best deal. I'm just worried that Sherry can pull out comp wins. Or if the Jury is bitter, I could easily lose to Thomas. Step 1: Get TQ out this round. He's been everywhere, and is an amazing social player. Use this round to gain trust with Mist, so that when TQ goes, Mist comes to me. Taking TQ out shouldn't be that hard. I just need to put in some social plays. Maybe some more fake receipts. Step 2: Get Zach out next. Zach is a huge threat. He is a contender for a lot lot lot of Jury votes. Taking him out, while blindsiding Abbey in the vote, is a great thing for my resume is I somehow end up with Abbey at FTC. This'll be at Final 7. Me, Sherry, Mist, Thomas and Richie will be enough to seal the deal. I know he's probably conspiring against me, so I need to strike quickly. Step 3: Take out Richie. What a player. It shouldn't be hard to do this, since he's voted clueless for more tribal councils then I have hands. (So, 3). Everyone's against Richie. It'll be easy. NOTE: Honestly, these last three could go in any order. Richie might be next. It all depends. Step 4: Take out Mist. I like Mist. Don't get me wrong. But she's a threat. Not because she can win stuff, or because she's particularly good at this game. She's a threat because she's a vote for people I'm against. Step 5: Abbey. It's sad. I know, but I need to take out Abbey. Final 4 seems like a fine spot to do that. At least she beat her last placement of 7th. :) If I can get Sherry on board with this, beautiful. If not, I'm sure I can get Thomas. Everyone's been aiming for Abbey, so I need to keep her around until I can coast to the end. I may really need to win this Immunity. Step 6: Go to Final Tribal Council. Unless it's a Final 2. In that case, I'll want to go to FTC with only Thomas. I really will need to win this Immunity. Very badly. I think I can beat Thomas at a Final Tribal Council. So, let's see how Jury votes will fall. Ricky: I see Ricky voting for me. I don't think he would vote for Sherry or Thomas over me. He barely played with them, and they voted him out. Gaston: Wildcard. I see him voting for Thomas if he's bitter. If he's not, he should be able to respect that I outplayed Sherry and Thomas. Eddie: I see Eddie voting for me. If I was here with TQ or Mist, I wouldn't be too sure. However, I don't think Eddie has enough of a bond with Thomas and Sherry to vote for them. Unless he's bitter. TQ: Wow. I see TQ voting for me. I really do. But, he could just as easily flip to Sherry or Thomas if they have good speeches. Hopefully they don't. Zach: I think Zach would vote for me in the end. I feel like he's smart enough to separate personal from game. He hasn't built a relationship with Sherry yet. I hope he and Thomas aren't buddy buddy. Richie: I don't think Richie would end up voting for me in a FTC. I see him voting for Thomas. Mist: She's tricky. I see her voting for me a lot, but I can also see Mist voting for Sherry. I just need to make a good bond with her in the upcoming rounds. Abbey: Either she'd vote for me or Sherry. This is based on how bitter she is. If it's a Final 2... Sherry: I could see her voting for Thomas because I betrayed her, but I could also see her taking a step back and voting for the best player. Me. LET'S HOPE IT FUCKING WORKS. I KNOW THERE'S AN IDOL OUT THERE, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE IT. UGH UGH UGH.

So last night, at instant tribal, I sort of got the vote for Zach initiated. No one else really knew what they were doing or at least no one wanted to say anything, but I would have rather we had a clear target than everyone voting all over the place and not knowing how the vote was going to shake down. I stuck my neck out and got Zach voted out, which I'm actually pretty proud of. I got three votes the previous tribal, and I'm making sure they all get sent home for it. Going into Pressure Cooker, though, I really wanted to win. Partly because I just wanted to have a win under my belt, and there's nothing easier than just standing there. At the same time, I wasn't sure how safe I actually was because as these numbers dwindle I'm becoming a bigger and bigger target, and I can't be 100% sure that even my closest alliance of Mist and Sherry wouldn't take a swipe at me at someone made a good enough case. I spent the first half of this game playing up how much I didn't know about this game and being sociable so that I was seen as easy to get along with and non-threatening. Now, I'm letting my strategic side show more and I know people are noticing. I was prepared to go as long as I needed to to win that challenge last night and about halfway through I knew that it would be me and Richie at the end of it. We had a long talk about this game and how we are supposed to be on the same page. I finally convinced him to let me have immunity and I promised him safety for at least the new two rounds. Now, if this was Big Brother, I would send his ass out immediately for voting against me twice. But in this game I truly want to keep my word to him and keep him safe, or at least make it look like I tried to keep him safe, for two rounds. I had it all planned out: Abbey next, Sid finds an idol, I sit Sid out to make Richie feel completely safe, and then Sid plays the idol that sees Richie eliminated. Richie goes to jury feeling like I did everything in my power to keep my word to him and I still get rid of him and Abbey who are the two biggest threats to my game right now. But now, I feel like the people I was working with are taking this thing completely out of my hands because they would rather Richie go out sooner rather than later. I'm fighting for the guy and trying to beg them to let me keep my word to him but it doesn't look like it's working. The danger I see in Abbey is that everyone thinks she's a threat, but one that can be taken out later. We've been saying "next time" on Abbey for like three fucking tribals now. That's how she's going to make her way straight to the end of the game where I can't beat her. Ugh. I'm going to keep trying to save Richie, and I'm going to tell him the vote is Abbey, but if I can't keep him safe like I said I could I'm going to feel like such shit. I'm also starting to feel a bit wary of Sherry. I love the woman, but I'll be damned if she doesn't get what she wants. I don't buy any of her "the jury hates me, I could never win" stuff. I've been so loyal to her in this game and I'm not sure if I would even have the support to make a move like cutting her off before final tribal. If I even mention something like that to the wrong person and it gets back to her my game is over. It's just... so much to think about.

WOW OH WOW. So I haven't made a confessional this round. And a lot has happened. So let me just break it down for y'all. The Zach vote was something Sherry and I had been planning for after Pressure Cooker. The fact that it was an instant made me so happy because we just got him out then-and-there. It was clean. He was super dignified, and handled it amazingly. I love you, Zach! Okay, so Pressure Cooker was a mess and a half. I knew I wouldn't be able to compete with the people left standing after Sherry went. I did that challenge for 6 hours on 4 hours of sleep. I was ready to drop around hour 3, but I knew that Teddy could offer an Idol Clue or special power. I just waited, and, as soon as Teddy mentioned that, I dropped. So, now I have a Challenge Advantage (which I have to use next round), and 2 Idol clues. WOOT WOOT. The plan for Tribal was always to get out Richie, but Sherry and I contemplated taking out Abbey. With Tribal only 40 minutes away, I think the vote will be me, Sherry, Abbey, Mist and Thomas voting for Richie while Richie and TQ vote for Abbey. I still don't feel super safe, because they could easily flip on me. Even if they flip to take out Abbey or Sherry, I'm put in a really bad spot. TQ could potentially sit me out of the next challenge. That plan I sent you a few days ago? That could all be tossed out the window. Sherry would, now, definitely beat me in front of a Jury. I want to go with Thomas and Mist. I can beat them. Easily. If I convince everyone to take out TQ the next round, Sherry after that, and then Abbey, I'm set. If it's a Final 2, I'd be cut without Immunity. If I do win Immunity, I'm not sure whether I'll take Mist or Thomas. (Probably Thomas). Let's hope this next Tribal goes well. I gave Mist and TQ fake Idol Clues. My clues were that the Idol wouldn't be at Tree Mail or the Rock Island. TQ and Mist have been only looking at Tree Mail or the Rock Island. I told Sherry and Abbey the real clues, because they said they would transfer me the idol. Because if they didn't, it would "reveal they were working with me". Everyone knows that they are, but whatever. GOD. If this is my last confessional of the game, I love you all. Thank you for following my journey through this hellhole. Teddy, Shelby and Lydia, you have been amazing hosts. Let's cross our fingers that I don't end up as a double-timer in the 7th place chat!

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EP #9 “I’M 16 AND A HALF AND I’M THE BIGGEST THREAT IN THIS GAME.” (SID)

IM STILL ALIVE! IM VACATIONING BUT IM BREATHING. Omg but I feel so bad for Teddy. He's gonna read this, and be like "There's Jack again. I've only heard myths about him. Where has he been hiding all this time." That Teddy man, deserves so much more. And that's why i'm going to give it my all in this next challenge. I don't want to be gone all day. But I only see the people here like twice a year where I am in California. They're all here, so they come first. I even have a twisted dream of getting voted out when I'm with a group of my friends, so I can announce it to everyone and watch their reactions as they struggle to find the right words. Like I told my best friend about the game because she sees my phone blow up with notifications, and I had to explain it to what those notifs were, and it ws fantastic. Best way to get weird looks is by saying you're in an online Tumblr Survivor Game. But ANYWAY, that's been my life recently. Just living normally? Which is weird. OKAY, back to the Gammamama. I have literally no idea what's happening. I feel like people want to target Gaston and then Richie is pissing people off (he messaged me "I hate all of you" at one point and then said he likes to get reactions, and I'm still wondering what the heck happened in that conversation). Plus Thomas has that power thing, so the three of them seem to be against the other seven. But again I'm not too sure> i'm like the long lost uncle of the game. People like me, but I don't talk to them everyday, but I'm still part of the fam? We'll see. People around me are like three times the strategizers as me, and I'm over here in the corner with a bag of popcorn, kind of chilling out. Which seeeeems to be effective?? Like apparently my name hasn't been brought up?? Or so I've heard? I'll take it! but again, IM SORRY TEDDY YOU DESERVE BETTER. he's working so hard this season and hes really doing a great job and everyone here is like "blahhhh" and so help me if I wasn't on vacation and school was in session, Id be giving these kids a run for their money. But I'm just a loyal hoe in this game and I'm a number. A granny who just bakes her famous cookies and shares them with all. A stuffed animal you get at Build-a-bear-Workshop. If anything, I only got more innocent since my time in Transylvania and I didn't even think that was possible. BUT we shall see what happens. You NEVER know what could happen in this game so I'm not gonna say I'm safe for this vote and am making final five cause who the hell knows! But I'll be right here for my friends and hopefully I can maintain Sweet and innocent until the end of the game. Also at the risk of sounding too vanilla, Ill confess a sin where I bitched so bad about my roommate apparently to my friends, that one of them messaged my roommate and just said "Fuck you" in it, and it got really awkward when the roommate messaged me back seeing it was a mutual friend who messaged him, and I ignored it until I could think of a lie later. Oopsie. Sorry bud! But I guess in the words of Porky Pig "ehhbebdbhhdbbebdbhedbbdhebb That's all Folks!"

Oooouuuuu. Okay so tonight is..... Tonight is...... Okay let's rewind it up a little bit because I'm majorly icked out. *Reverse sound effects you'd hear in a flashback sequence.* So yesterday I went shopping, and I'm an aggressive shopper, so I just like didn't go on skype until forever later. Bad idea. There's a lot of weird things happening right now. STarting with the last SURPRISE BITCHES tribal, thigns are getting sketch. Like poor Gaston got the boot, but also Thomas using the vote switcher on me. Like EXCUSE MWAH HOW DARE YOUZE. Ok but tbh, I wasn't even upset by it at all. Like I haven't talked to the the man since like the day after merge. Oops. So how can I blame him for wanting my ass out. I'd want my ass too. PLUS it was a good move, soooo.... I guess good job Thomas? And his plan would have worked too if it weren't for these meddling kids. But yeah Gaston left and Thomas and Richie were blindsided and presumably pissed off. And then the challenge comes and AE YOU FOR REAL!?!?!?! Ok, so I'm pretty sure Ricky still hates my guts. I hope not because I apologized for EVERYTHING. LIKE LORD HAVE MERCY FOR FUCKS SAKE. And Gaston I never talked to either so again, oops. And Ashen aint even on that jury. So you know what that means. Gaston and Ricky are together on the jury probably bitching it up out there about me and that's terrifying. But the challenge comes and if it aint a unanimous decision Then Guess what guys. THAT JURY DECIDES WHO SHOULD GO. Aka probably me and Eddie. So thank god Richie was selfish enough to go like "i voted me, yall better do the same" cause like "sure lets save your fucking ass so ours isn't on the line." Like Richie getting most-deserving? Sorry dude, but.... you literally messaged me "I hate all of you." That's not exactly great gameplay. I don't know. He's a little extra for my taste. Anyway, Richie gets all the votes (and it still astounds me that Thomas went along with that), and here we are going to tribal without the jury's participation. I'd like to thank all the little people out there who helped with that and let me dodge a hateful bullet. You are all appreciated. SO then now this vote comes. I wake up today late, disgusting, and lazy, and Queen Abbey whom I love so much messages me like "we have a plan. its crazy." I'm shitting my pants at this point. Then she tells me about the plan to blindside Eddie. At that point I almost kickflipped out the window into the street, because voting Eddie? I reallllly don't need ANOTHER person hating me. But I love abbey. I'm ready to have someone stab my heart with a sword in order for Abbey to progress. SO, anything for my bae. But voting Eddie off too? I like Eddie. I realize he's playing SOOOOO SOO SOOO SOOO SOOSOSO OSOSOSO SOS SOSOS OSOS SOSOSOSO SO SOSO hard at this game. LIKE THE DUDE CAME TO PLAY WIN AND MURDER US ALL. But I'm a loyal innocent hoe, so voting him scares the crap out of me. So I mysteriously vanish for the next two hours, or in other words, sit on the couch taking online quizzes and singing loudly, until Sid and Abbey simultaneously message me to get on a call with them and Sid. Which I am on right now trying to figure out the mess. BUT GUYS THERE MAY BE HOPE. They want a couple people to throw votes towards Thomas in case Eddie plays an idol. GLADLY. I'll vote Thomas right now let's go. We have no relationship. Sorry dude! I just suck at instigating messages. So I don't owe him anything. Mist is seemingly willing to vote Eddie out too, which means all of his allies are bitches essentially. Eddie deserves more. I like Eddie. I'm so sorry Eddie. I'm not going to vote you, but if I tell you about what is happening, my head will be on the platter. IM SORRY. I cant handle any more hate. I'm a baby. So yeah anyway, tonight, it looks like Eddie has a strong chance of going, and if its not Eddie, it might be Thomas? Although Abbey has also said she believes she's being targeted too. So I'm just here like "wtf??" But I'm going to push for voting Thomas. I'm a weak ass and I don't want to vote eddie. In other news, the next round will be final 8? Let's see how much longer I can go without getting any vottttttttes. This is all for my wiki page. I want it to be pretty and fun. So wish this kid some luck as I approach final 8 then 7, then 6, then 5, and then jury because I'll probably be voted out at 5 again. Ehhhh. Could be fun. I dream of four tho. ALSO THIS WILL BE A FINAL TWO SEASON BELIEVE THAT! I am all over that wiki page and I saw how under Ashen's name there were TWO GRAY BARS FOR THE LAST TWO PEOPLE IN THE VOTING HISTROY. I see ya'll wiki editors. I have no idea, I have zero deductive skills, but I sense this will be a final two season, so count on it. I'd prefer a final two season actually. More fun. God knows I probably won't be in that two lsdlhsdlhklsd. Okay, and since I'm bored and I guess i'll keep the confessional going... how about a CAST ASSESSMENT? MAybe........ Sure why not? Sid - I love him. He's precious and pure and a child. He is also a GAMER THO HOLY SHIT. I'm three years older and hes like a little kitten you put down to feed and hes running all over the place, slapping the other cats, making a mess. Although Sid is cleaner than that. We saw his room. It's like hes living in a model home Istg. But how could you not love the kid. Hes adorable. Abbey - MY BAE OF THE GAME. When Cami isn't here, Abbey fills me with strength and love and I need her here. My rock, my love, my mom, my everything in Maldives. I'm a loya hoe to Abbey. And she is playing this game stunningly. Although SHE KEEPS GETTING VOTES SO YALL BETTER KNOCK IT OFF OR ILL CUT YOUR HEADS OFF WITH AN AXE. teehee. But I love her. Shes precious. TQ - Oh god I love him. I love him so much. He is so nice, so sweet, so genuine, so honest, so amazing, so incredible. I love him. We're playing the game together and I love him. I LOVE U DUDE. He could give me the boot tonight and Id still love him. Hes great. Mist - Mist can honestly slay me. I love her too. She's hilarious and fresh out of a root canal and she is also playing a really good game. I'm proud of her. I can also see her turning on me soon, but again I wouldn't care. That's my theme of getting voted off this season. I aint gonan cause drama, yell, scream, curse at anybody. I'll smile and laugh, give a "you guys are the best I love you all" and then smile my way out. AFTER STICKING around to get my torch snuffed. None of these people wait for teddy to snuff their torches. Like god guys its an online game. Have fun with it. Okay wait who am I assessing here again. Oh Mist. Yeah Mist is great. She can kill me. Richie - Ugh. He hates everybody, probably is bitching about me in the confessionals. Ugh. Thomas - Opps, hehe never talked to him. SOooooooooo... sorry dude. I also heard how the gif of your ugly ass sign wasn't even your idea and I apologize for that. But we don't talk so that's on me. Sorry buddy. Eddie - Oh Eddie. Eddie Eddie you know I love you dude, I feel SO bad if tonight's prophecy rings true and he'll be the one to leave. I would hate that. But everyone has gotten together and talked about how he's making final tribal deals with everybody, and it never works out for the players. Poor guy. But yes I still love him and he deserves more. Sorry dude. Sherry - She took my auction REWARD! HOW COULD YOU. But nah I love sherry. Shes a sweetheart, and I'm so happy to work with her. Sam's mom (Hi Sam!!). I want to play with her. I want her to win. I want her to vote me out at final five. Sherry is a queen and I love her. I think that's everybody. Hot damn there ain't too many people left. FInal 8 after this vote? I'm screaming. How did I make it this far?! I'm literally gone half the day, don't go on half the calls, and am squirming my way through all the votes. Teddy is probably watching me and like shaking his head. I'm sorry Teddy! But this is how a loyal hoe whos loyal to everyone plays! At least I'm nice! Right? I think I am. Except when I lose it Which is more often than I would have thought. Also in other news, next challenge is the standing up challenge? This real life? My feet get sore after standing for like 30 minutes. I'm supposed to be standing all night? Lol okayyyyy. We'll see about that. If I won this challenge I would literally be so shocked, that my heart would probably need a reboot. Not realistic. Watch me be first boot! Just watch Okay, I think I'm done. I need to stop talking. I'm like the dog who doesn't stop barking when everyone is yelling at him to shut up. But I think I'm done. We're still on call if anyone is wondering. Wipes me out. But I'm off to continue my day of being lazy and go to tribal tonight where Ill be pissed. Wish this binch some luck. Imma need it. Bye yall! *Mic Drop*

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Tumblr Survivor: Maldives (Fans vs Favorites 4) Featuring:

(top row) Sherry, Abbey, Sid

(bottom row) Shaelyn, Richie, Gaston

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TS: MALDIVES FAN FAVORITE & PLAYER OF THE SEASON AWARDS

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EP #8 “JUST A STICK?” (SHERRY)

HEY IT'S ME AGAIN EVERYBODY. How the heck are ya! (*listens to an empty audience seeing as I've been so boring lately). Well good me too! I thought that would be cute, but it's not really, but meh. I can't think of another way to open my confessional with so ya'll just have to deal sorry. But anyway, I think my last confessional I was boo hooing about life and such. Ops. But yeah it's time to leave another confessional and update! Nice. So last vote, Ricky goes home and eleven remain. Like I still like ricky despite the depressive shit he sent me through, and there's no hard feelings on my part. Hopefully he can warm up to me again after the game because I'm not exactly sure what I did that called for such aggression. Like he said I lied to him and that's why I'm a shit? In Survivor? Ummm okay then? Dude you lied to me too, soooo...... But anyway after he left I felt a lot more like myself and felt comfortable talking in the chats again. But also ops, I still haven't messaged Gaston, Thomas, Ashen or Richie really (I kind of did with Richie, but he flat out said "I hate you all" and after that I was like "okay, bye.") Like there's people here who are so much more hardcore than me, strategizing four votes ahead, talking to people, getting on calls, and I'm over here with my cat just watching Disney movies, shoving food in my face avoiding the world. But it seems I don't have a target on my back YET???? So I guess me not doing much is working? I don't know. I wouldn't be surprised if the fans are trying to throw an axe into my back now as we speak. Who knows! But yeah I'm going on vacation on Monday, to visit my friends who I only get to see twice a year, so I won't really be here to talk to people and to go on calls, or anything like that. I WILL do challenges and tribals but all I'm saying is that in respect to my friends who want to see me, I can't be online as much. So sorry everybody! It wasn't you, it was me. Regarding my game, i'm not sure how much this will impact it. Lol I mean I have the alliance of six who I love dearly and Sid. And the other four I don't talk to. Ops. Sorry guys, and I'm especially sorry Thomas because as I knew I would in an earlier confessional, you are cool and I do like you. Sorry about that gross confessional! Ok, but my gameplay is funny because I'm not trying to be mega strategic, or cut throat or anything. I'm here to be friendly, laugh it up, and be cutesy, and so far the strategy seems to be working. I like these people! They're fun. And we'll see how much farther I can go cutifying the game. In the meantime I'm going to do that challenge now as tomorrow I'll me preoccupied. Catch ya'll on the flipside!

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EP #7 - MY LIFE IS IN SHAMBLES (GASTON)

This vote was #messy. Like I stand by my decision voting Amanda. I loved the girl but her connections are intense. She lnows everybody in this community, and yeah it was hard to vote her, but the fact everyone is so pissed is exactly the reason why we had to do it. It would have been aa cakewalk for her to finals. So she hates my guts now. Ricky hates my guts now, but I wasn't ready to sacrifice my own game to make it easier for others. I don't think either one overreacted. I mean I'd be pissed yeah. But throwing insults at us for making an arguably smart move is just too much. Blindsides happen. If it was me, I'd smile and be like aw shucks see ya'll after the game. Like it wasn't a malicious vote. It's only strategic. So now I have to do damage control with Ricky, who posted in the tribe chat 1) I hope Zach and Eddie choke tonight, and then 2) Well look who it is, my least favorite people on the tribe. I like Ricky. I still like Ricky. And I don't blame him for wanting me dead. But if he wants to hate me for the entirety of the game, then it's on him. I'll just be here when he's ready to talk. I still want to work with him, except now Eddie does not because Eddie is pissed off. Like here's the deal. Ricky was the one who threw me under the bus first. He got into a group with all the fans, and spilled the beans that Abbey and I were together and that Eddie and Kaci were together. He also told Mist that she was getting votes and insitigated the idol play. He also got them to target Kaci on the othr vote. And who knows what else he's told them. But still I don't blame him. He made a move to further his own game. And that's what I did tonight. I liked Amanda a lot but look at her role in the community. She got fans to send hateful messages to these people. Like the girl has fans who would do that. It's just too much for me. I'm a bad guy now for making a move. I'm a shit head for not telling Ricky the plan when he clearly was besties with Amanda. yeah it screwed them over but that's the game and we had to screw someone over. Again I'm really sorry guys. You're great players. You both deserve a lot more. But I can't apologize for how the vote went down. And Ricky I hope you read this and see I literally have zero malicious intent. like I didn't want to blindside you but imagine what would happen if I told you. Who knows what would have happened. Sorry. <3

I really can't believe that my plan to turn the tribe on Amanda actually worked... Even though it ended up that she was actually with us and she wanted to work with the faves at the merge (which idek if I wanna do that tbh) it was so important to get her out, because I was able to take the target off the faves and flip it on to a fan. Another big thing I was able to do is take out one of Ricky's connections, because now that I'm in the merge I'm really starting to realize all the connections Ricky has, and how many people he has that he can work with and Amanda would have just added on to that. The aftermath has been tough to deal with though. Ricky is ignoring me and Zach, saying that he likes us the least out of everybody to our faces, typing in the tribe chat saying we should choke and then deleting it. I didn't expect him to be this mad, and I thought I could maybe work with him for a little bit coming into the merge. But that's clearly not the case. I don't think Ricky will ever truly get over this, and he may tell me and Zach that he trusts us again, but I think that vote will alway be in the back of his mind and eventually he will make a move against me or Zach. That is actually a big reason that I do not know if I can go with the fave alliance and allow them to take the people who would be in the minority out. I was talking to Sid today on call and he was talking about everything that happened on Raja Raja. He said that he has Sherry and that we can pull her into the faves and get her as a number. He also said that we could probably pull in Ashen becaue /Ricky/ knows them. So it would probably be Abbey, Zach, Sid, Ricky, Ashen, Sherry, and I and then they are looking for one more, which they would like to be TQ and I think Sid wants me to work on bringing him in with us, but I don't really know if that's the best idea. Looking at this possible alliance, I see how much of a horrible decision it would be to just go to the final 7 or 8 with them, because Ricky has such good connections with so many of them and I fully expect Ricky to try and make a move sometime around then on me and he would easily have the numbers to do this. Ricky did a good job of assuring me that Ashen would work with us because of their connection outside of the game which I don't like, and I know once we dwindle down Ashen will be way more of a number to him then they are for me. He will also 100% have Sid in his pocket as well because back on Raja Raja him and Sid were basically a duo. Ricky and Abbey are also extremely close as well and I don't think Abbey would vote Ricky out for a really long time. Which kind of makes me feel like it's not a good idea to necessarily go with the whole faves stick together plan. Especially when I have two people on the fans side that I trust and I think trust me as well? I also think that taking Ricky out would be a very good move for my game because it will open up the game a bit. I don't necessarily not want to work with the faves, I just don't want to work with Ricky... at all. I don't really think there's any room for growth in our relationship, and after Zach and I blindsided him the trust there is gone. Also I know Gaston is a big threat, but I don't necessarily want to make him the first merge boot and target him right away the way the faves would like to. One thing I love doing is hiding behind big threats, and using them to make sure the target is on them and not me. Sid told me that the fans felt like I was a huge threat because of everything Shae told them. But hopefully I can gain their trust and I could see myself working with them for a couple votes. Just to maybe take out Ricky? I really need Ricky out of this game cause I feel like if anyone were to create a smaller alliance from the faves, it would be him and he would probably bring together people who without him in the game probably would not think to really create an alliance or work with each other. If I see an opportunity to vote out Ricky, I would probably take it. I just feel like without him in the game, I'm in a much better position. I just don't know when it would be time to make that move, but a part of me feels like as early as this next vote, or as late as final 10. I just need to see if Ricky calms down, and starts talking to me and Zach, because it's really uncomfortable to be in an alliance with somebody who won't even talk to you. As of now, I just want Ricky out, and the fave alliance really wants to target people like Gaston, Richie, and Mist and I actually think that I can work with them for a little before I have to vote them out. I'm still torn though, because I know how big of a threat Gaston is and it isn't a good idea to allow him to make it that far because he is really personable and his social game is amazing. But working with Ricky and allowing him to go on with all these connections while I take out the only people who I know would probably make a move and vote him out when that's what I need might not be the best idea. But since faves really want to make Gaston the first merge boot, I think I might go with that and then at final 11 when the minority realize they're at the bottom I will go to them about voting Ricky out because of all his connections and I don't think it'd be that hard to get them on board. I'm trying to tell myself not to let my paranoia about Ricky make me do something really impulsive that doesn't need to be done so soon. But I just can't stop worrying about him. Dustin and Jonathan said that on Bora Bora I had he newbie jitters really badly, but I don't think it has anything to do with being a newbie I think I just have the jitters in general, cause I'm still as paranoid and I know it's not good cause it makes me turn on people who are actually loyal to me, but it's just something I can't help. I really think if Zach continues to be ignored by Ricky I could convince him into thinking that we need to make a move on Ricky, but I kinda just have to plant some seeds in his mind, let them marinate, and check on them every couple days to water them every now and then so that he will eventually be down to make a move against Ricky. I just need to make sure he really understands how many connections Ricky has, and how we will probably not be in his long term plans which makes it a very bad decision to allow him to make it to single digits. I've been trying to socialize a lot with everybody, and I'm really amping up my social game fore these first few rounds. I really do like Ashen, which is why I would like Ricky gone because I think they will be more loyal to me if he is gone, and I can potentially take them really deep into the game. Being reunited with Abbey is so amazing, and I just really love working with her and Zach. I think they're both such cool people and I want to work with them deep deep into this game. I just get along with them so well and I feel like they're genuinely great, and I just love their personalities. I hope we can work together in this game for a long time, because right now I really see them as my two closest allies. I think they trust me as much as I trust them, and I don't believe they would turn on me. I think I can also work with Mist and TQ as well, and taking them out would be taking out someone who could be a number for me. I love TQ and I'm pretty sure he's loyal to me, and I'm not sure how I feel about Mist but this first tribal council of the merge should tell me a lot. But I think he would trust me because I basically saved him this last vote, even though I did as well try to vote him out the vote before. Me and Sherry have talked as well, and I really like her, but I know Sid will always be more close with her than me, and she will always be loyal to him because of how much they talked on Raja Raja and Sherry doesn't really like the fans and wanted to flip on them with Sid and Abbey. When it comes down to it, I feel like working with the faves alliance and being blindly loyal to them would be a mistake. Because everybody but me has a tight connection in the alliance. I have nobody who is closer to me than to anybody else in that alliance. That person was Kaci, but she's on the pre-jury trip right now so that's unfortunate. I feel like if I do have a number 1 it would be Zach, but he's definitely way more loyal to abbey than he is to me. I think taking out Ricky will allow me to strengthen a bond with Ashen and maybe even Sid if they not furious about me not voting with them for a vote. So I'm stuck on when is the right time to take out Ricky, and I hope that by doing that I don't make people think I'm untrustworthy because it would go really bad because I really need to work on gaining some of these people's trust. That's all I really have to say right now... Wish me luck I guess.

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EP#6 - “SURROUNDED BY A BUNCH OF FAKES” (AMANDA)

I'm retiring after this game I think. It's not fun for me when every single vote is an idol vote. Like there have been five tribals and three idols. Transylvania had one idol play the whole season and that seems a lot more fair to me personally. The idea of Survivor is to strategize and make moves and to ultimately vote off people in order to further your own game. This season isn't even doing that. It's idoling people out every fucking vote. It just baffles me. Like no disrespect to the hosts or anything, but this is PRE-jury. We're not even at the merge yet where the real action begins. Why is it apparently this easy for people on the bottom to get idols?! And it's only people who know they're in trouble that get them?! It just doesn't make any sense to me. Am I missing something?! It's just not as fun a season when everywhere you turn, and every person you plan on voting for, OOPS, there's an idol. I'm just. I don't even know. I feel like we're reaching a new record of idol plays during tribal councils. We lost Kaci tonight and I truly did have mad respect for her. I think that's why I'm truthfully pissy. I miss her already and it hasn't even been thirty minutes. I love you Kaci! And props to Mist too. I like these group of fans. I really do. TQ should be named QT because he is a cutie and I really like him. Mist is pretty funny in the tribe chat, even tho we don't pm as much, and Amanda is Amanda. So nice and everyone lovers her. I want to work with them and especially now that this game is turning to crap. I just have to stay alive. So! Recap of where we're at in the game. We're at five favorites and eight fans. Favs are literally so fucking screwed that it pisses me off even thinking of it. Like I feel most of my confessionals are negative and mean and honestly I'm usually a very lighthearted person and nice, but I think this gloomy season is making me depressed hahaha. Like no disrespect to anybody, but it seems every single time a person plays an idol, they just get so freaking cocky and I was talking to the queen jenna from Transylvania about it since she is the only one to play an idol in Transylvania, and she agrees. Like "ooh you played an idol, but that doesn't make you an icon. If you were a true icon you wouldn't even be getting votes in the first place." These people every vote do nothing but smile and wave an object around their faces laughing it up. It's just so tiring. I'm sick of leaving mean confessionals too, but there's so many people here who are here to casue chaos, and that is not my game style personally. I'm just..... just vote me off during jury. Please. I'm not sure how much more of this I can take. It's too much stress. I miss you Kaci. You shouldn't have gone home. As with Sarah. Sarah and Kaci should stull be here but because people are finding idols in their first freaking visit to a location, people who should not be gong home. Are going home. The game is fun, there's a great cast, the challenges are cool and interesting. But the idol system is fucking us all over. And I have the pleasure of sitting back and waiting for my own imminent elimination. Wish me luck everybody! <3

Day 16 Me: *stares blankly at empty confessional box because I cannot find any words to describe how terribly this game has gone for me so far.* So my #1 in this game is now gone and I feel like my game is in complete shambles at the moment. At least I know that my strategy to be really social and make sure that if they targeted the Bora Bora duo that they would they would target Kaci worked, but I didn't want to know that it worked this early on in the game. The faves no longer have numbers advantage and at best it's going to be 3-3 and I have a feeling that Ricky would not force rocks with me and Zach cause he wouldn't want to risk that. I think since Ricky did make a group with the other fans if he had the opportunity to vote with them to take one of us out I have no doubt Ricky would do that instead of forcing rocks, cause this whole time Ricky has been about covering his own ass and playing both sides. That being said Zach and I have discussed everything said up there with each other and at this point, Zach is the only person on my tribe who I trust completely, and unless it's literally between me and Zach, I refuse to right his name down, and I think we've both agreed on that. Me and Zach feel a bit like we're on the bottom of this tribe. Because while we do have Ricky to force rocks, neither of us believe he will do so and he will probably try to side with the fans and vote one of us out, and it'd be really easy to do that because of his connection to Amanda and the fact that he previously knew her. Now in the attempt to pick up the pieces of my game I went on call with Amanda and TQ right after tribal council. Starting with my conversation with Amanda, I made sure she understood (well I mean felt like I understood cause I really didn't) why she voted Kaci and did not vote with us even though she was with us. We talked a bit about Kaci's blow up and I comforted her and told her that in Bora Bora me and my alliance had been the people who got Kaci's wrath in Bora Bora and that I knew that what it was like and that she was a loose cannon. She then began to tell me how she still loves the faves more than she likes the fans and that she really still wants to work with us and is definitely down to vote with us the next vote and also said she would love to work with Abbey, Sid, Ricky, Zach and I during the merge. Which at first I'll admit it definitely caught my attention. Though one thing I really didn't understand is why she would be so okay with clearly putting herself at the bottom of a group. I then began to talk to her about how now that Kaci was gone, I essentially had no duo and that I now felt alone and did not have a number one because of Abbey and Zach being a duo and Ricky and Sid being a duo. While I was talking about this she kept saying "Me!" "I can be your #1 now" I did this to kind of make Amanda think that if she joined the faves me and her could work together and be a duo, and be very closely aligned. Which obviously wasn't true, but I really need to make people feel like they're with me so that at the end of the day they won't write my name down at tribal council, and they will write somebody else's. Now after this conversation I did feel ok with Amanda and like she might actually be being real with us and wanting to stick with us. But the day after tribal council (yesterday) me and Amanda called. And this is where I knew she was damn lie. So I get on call with Amanda and she's like "so I've been thinking a lot about what we would could do for the next tribal". So of course I ask her what she's been thinking... meanwhile my ass is sitting there with pen and paper ready to take my notes. Amanda then proceeds to say "I think we should split the votes. Two of us vote Mist, two of us vote TQ". In this moment moment I knew Amanda was lying to me and that her ass was trying to bullshit me... What kind of Kimmi Kappenberg realness is she trying to serve me right now? Anyway, Amanda cancelled, and I know she's no longer a viable option for me to look at when it comes to me getting out of this mess. The only thing that I can really do is continue to form a bond with her so her ass doesn't feel like she needs to vote me out, but as for anything more than that, I just can't trust Amanda because she really thought us as Faves would fall for the split the vote idea. Like... come on.... On to the next, TQ... He and I went on call after I was on call with Amanda, and me and him talked about the idol and what happened with that vote. He told me that he is still with me, and that he still would like to work with me and Zach. Which I did talk about this with Zach and Zach and I are doing are best to pull in TQ and have him trust us. At the moment we are trying to find the right time to bring up a three person group chat with TQ, Zach, and turn it into an alliance. TQ is assuring me that he is not thinking about the the titles fans/faves and is thinking of everyone as their own player and not a fan or fave. I felt it was time to tell him that I was dropping the titles as well and that in my eyes everyone was their own player and that I no longer am thinking about a fan/fave divide. As well as TQ going on call with me, he also went on call with Zach (and of course me and Zach compared notes). To both Zach and I TQ expressed how he was very angry at Ricky and no longer trusted him for blatantly lying to the three of the fans about voting Kaci. Even before last tribal he was campaigning to me about taking Ricky out but I told him I couldn't take out a fave yet and that now wasn't the right time to make that move against him. I basically told him that he was right, and that I was very mad because I felt Ricky was covering for himself, I did not like it and I no longer trust him anymore. I used this to sell to TQ that I was done with the fan/fave tribal divide and that I was not thinking about that and that I am from now on just going to align with the people who I trust whether they are a fan or a fave. TQ also let me know that in the group Ricky said that he wanted to flip on the faves and that he felt like he was on the bottom at old Raja Raja because of people who were on the same season together and that he wanted to take a duo out. Which he may have been doing that just to convince him, but I don't doubt for a second that there is a bit of truth behind those words. Mist and I also had a conversation and she actually reached out to me first saying that she isn't really thinking about me voting for her as a big deal and that she really hopes she can work with me in the future. Which is really smart of her, and I know she's trying to keep her options open and doesn't want me to think that she's after me and wants me to still trust I told her that her and I had, had really good conversations and she said what sunk her ship was that I was the only person she really talked to and she didn't put herself out there to the other faves, and that she understood that when it came down to it I couldn't really do anything about it because I was the only person she had talked to. So I do believe that she could be willing to work with me in the future, I just have no idea if she would even trust me after writing her name down. When it comes to my position on this tribe and whether it is possible to survive losing a fave, I think it is 100% possible, and in order for me to be able to do so, I need to use all the information that I have had handed to me so far, and use it correctly and I can't afford to make any mistakes. Right now I feel as if I'm in a mine field, and I'm tip toeing my way through, and I have no room for any error or mistake. One wrong step and my game will blow up right in front of my face and I'm done. So I really have to be careful with what information I give to people, and how I can use this information, to deceive the fans and make it so the Zach, Ricky, and I can move forward in the best way possible, and maybe even without having to force rocks. (Even though like I said my confidence in Ricky going forward with forcing rocks is not very high.) I've been thinking since the moment tribal ended what my next step in this game would be, and I've thought of many different scenarios, i.e. forcing rocks, or we could (in reference to my last confessional) just run over the man in the middle of the road (ricky) with a mack truck since me and Zach don't trust he will go to rocks for us and we want to prevent him flipping on us. My plan going into the next tribal is to try and set up a 3-2-1 vote. I know this not only sounds, but is crazy, and a very hard thing to pull off especially with the dynamics going on in this tribe, but I came here to take risks and make big moves. And I think if this plan can work we can possibly save the three faves without going to rocks. As I said before TQ has been talking to both me and Zach about wanting to vote out Ricky. Now what I want to talk to Zach about, is that I believe me and him should continue selling to TQ that we both are mad at Ricky for playing both sides and what not, and that we are down to vote him (obviously we won't just say this outright we'll be good liars about this I'm just trying to get to the juicy bits because this confessional is already way to long). Now this is where I tell TQ, that I am down to vote Ricky but I would not be comfortable with Amanda being in on the vote. What reasoning for this will I give TQ is what you're probably asking. What I'm going to do, is I'm going to expose to TQ that Amanda and Ricky have known each other and have been friends since before the game started and she would not be down to vote Ricky. I will also reveal to TQ that Amanda as well as Ricky were both lying in that group chat they had because all along Amanda knew Ricky was voting Kaci and not Mist and didn't say anything. I will ALSO bring up the fact that Amanda also formed a group between Zach, Ricky and I saying she wanted to work with the faves. I'm going to put in TQ and Mist's heads that Amanda is paying the same game as Ricky, and that she is playing both sides with him. I'm also hoping Amanda did not tell Mist the vote was her, so it will make Amanda look even shadier for not telling Mist that she was the vote and if Mist didn't have the gut feeling to play it, Mist would have gone home and Amanda would have known that it was happening. Doing this I'm hoping I can convince TQ to only have Zach, himself, Mist and I vote Ricky, and allowing Amanda to throw her vote because we simply cannot trust her to not spill the beans with Ricky because she has been being shady and is good friends with him outside the game. With "four" votes going towards Ricky (only two really because Zach and I will vote with Ricky) we will hopefully be able to pull off a 3-2-1 vote, The 1 vote being Amanda's thrown vote, the 2 votes being Mist and TQ voting Ricky, and the three being Zach, Ricky and I throwing our votes at whoever we decide to throw them at (preferably Mist because her ass thought it was cute to say "I wanna say hi to you guys on Raja Raja I love you guys" which doesn't fly with me). So quick run down, my plan to to cause distrust between Amanda, TQ and Mist so that Mist and TQ do not feel comfortable voting with Amanda and allowing her to throw her vote because they will think she will tell Ricky that he is the one leaving, giving Zach, Ricky, and I the opportunity to have the numbers with just our three votes. Wish me luck :)

Hi guys! It's me again. Don't throw tomatoes at me please I've been kinda mean BUT NOT ANYMORE! I am going to be nice in this one. Because the game may be shifting ever so slightly in a direction I can give the Zach stamp of approval for. First off, Eddie???? Eddie owns this ass. He could literally take a truck out, throw me under it, and slowly drive over me and I''ll still love the dude. He is PERFORMING IN THIS GAME. SLAYYYY IT. First off, Queen Kaci who deserved to go farther, and I'm shedding a tear for her now as we speak, left which means I believe I am Eddie's number one, and he is mine, apart from Abbey who is also my number one. Imagine the three of us at final three? I would cry. But anyway Eddie has been talking it up with everybody and has been doing a damn good job of it. He's getting a lot of trust from TQ. He's getting more trust from Mist, considering he talks to Mist and ricky and I don't (ops). And let's not forget he is leading a master plan to throw shade at Amanda and Ricky in order to get the attention of us. Eddie is my literal lord and savior, and I will start making a shrine to him so I can pray at night to a picture of Eddie. Meanwhile TQ is also AMAZING. I love him. No one knows this yet but we're getting married after the game. TQ doesn't even know it yet either. So shh don't tell him. But the dude is pretty damn cool and he's letting go of the caveman thinking that this game will be fans vs. faves all the way until the end of the game. I would be appalled if that was the case. Like literally appaled. So my hope was a TQ, Eddie and me alliance and we can bring in Mist or something in order to hopefully vote off Amanda. I love Amanda but that girl is FRIENDLY and she has got some major major connections. I'm really sorry girl but it's for our own game. And I'm really sorry Ricky if this affects you. Love <3 And then there's the challenge where we gotta blend shit up and then drink it. I'm paried with Ashen for the challenge, and together (or actually more so me because ashen didn't show up for a while) chose the Amarillo which had BANANAS. I love bananas. CALL ME BANANA FANNA ZACHANA because they're like my fav. And then later we do the challenge. The drink looks like puke threw up on itself, but it didn't taste THATTTTT BAD. Like I chugged that drink down and I was not upset. And I won that point ;) Unfortunately though no one else seemed to have been able to score, so I'm just over here hoping they remember the person that did becauseeeeeeee I don't want to be the first male voted out. Thanks but no thanks. Right now, Mist and TQ are finding Amanda and ricky sketch. Like super sketch. Like shadowy and scary sketch, and actualllly are leaning towards voting Amanda out. They hopefully don't want to be playing FvF anymore becayse theyre actually willing to make a move and I respect that so much. I mean I love ricky but Amanda is too good at the game and I don't want to be bulldozed by her later. So sorry girl if it doesn't work out the way you plan. I love you but you're really really good. WISH THIS TRIBE THE BEST! And when is merge istg I'm going to pass out. bye ya'll Kisses

I'm dying. In my last game (back to basics pearl islands) I also received the majority vote post-swap at my first tribal. However! This game I'm changing the narrative. Luckily this time I can actually do something about my fate. So, since we already lost, I need to start looking to tribal. Here's what I know: Ricky lied to me. He never was on my side and intended to vote Kaci the whole time. Here's what I've been told: Amanda already knew that the vote was 4 v 3 against me because she was in a group chat with the four! TQ wasn't aware of this so Amanda blindsided him too! So this means that I could pull TQ in against Amanda this round. With that said, yeah, I'm dismissing the Fans vs Faves aspect and gunning for Amanda this round. Why not Ricky? A few reasons actually: 1) Yeah, he lied to me, but the Faves needed to get out a Fan. Their numbers are dwindling and it makes sense for him to use this opportunity to get me out. 2) It's easier to push a Fan to the rest of the Faves. This makes it seem more of a genuine plan and not, "Let's attack more Faves." 3) Amanda lied to my FACE and I want blood. So the first person I talked to about this is Eddie. I mentioned to him about how we need to talk about tribal so it doesn't end up a 3v3 vote. Then he mentioned whether we should get out Ricky or Amanda, because they're an obvious duo. (He was making it pretty obvious that he'd rather get Amanda out, but tried to hide it) When talking, he mentioned how Amanda already knew and that was probably how I knew to use my idol. BUT, she never mentioned this to me. This was when I first learned that Amanda was actively working against me. He mentioned he had already talked to TQ about this and was willing to work with us to get out Amanda. Now this works for me. It solidifies my trust with Eddie and also makes sure someone who's actively working against me goes home. I decided after this to go talk to TQ. We talk about how Amanda already knew about me getting majority and how it's probably in our best interests to get the pair out. So hmm exactly what Eddie said, but I'll let it slide. Right now, I trust TQ the most. Like we were both blindsided by this vote so I really have to hope he has my best interests in mind too. If he's lying to me then I might as well go home So after this, we make a group call and talk. We're all on board with getting rid of Amanda. But, to avoid this being another 3 v 3 scenario, we have to make sure Zach is on board too. So we all split up and kind of talk to Zach individually. When I spoke with him, I told him how Amanda and Ricky are so close and we need to break up that pair. I threw up Amanda's name and he agreed and kind of put up his own points. Like that's an amazing thing. He actually put up his own points on why he agreed that Amanda so that's really good, he seem genuinely interested in the fact that Amanda should go. So we made a chat and made everything official. I'm hoping that this plan is a go because I would hate to work so hard, use a successful idol, and then go home. I tried pushing that we should split the vote just in case an idol is played but eh, no one bit. So good luck for whatever happens tonight and I hope my plan goes through!

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EP#5 - “HE REALLY DID THAT” (EDDIE)

ROUND 4 So this is JUST AFTER tribe swap, and I'm SCREAMING. I got stuck in probably the worst positions. Being on a tribe that is 3 to 4 against me, I'm a bit scared. Plus, I got stuck with TQ and Amanda. TQ, I'm fine with. He's cool, I like talking to him and I really think that this can bring us together and make us work closer throughout the game. But Amanda?? ugh. I hardly talk to her and I haven't had a relationship with her since the beginning so it's going to have to start now. At the very beginning, we realized we were put into a tough spot so we grouped up quickly. We know that we have to work together if we want to get anything done. We started talking with the others to see who we bond with the best and who we'd like to work with. In order of preference: EDDIE - I've spoken with him the most and he seems genuinely nice. If I had to work with someone on this group, it'd be him. But I need to snatch him soon because he's very likeable. I assume that TQ or Amanda has already tried working with him. I feel like if I can get to him and get him to like me, then I'd be safe with the Fans if this tribe ever goes to tribal. ZACH - I've barely talked to him but he seems nice. We're usually not on at the same time, so I get that we keep missing each other. But when we do talk, he's amazing and seems generally interested in the conversation. He's definitely someone I'd work with in this game. KACI - Kaci could easily go last and her spot with Ricky is interchangeable. The thing is, I've actually spoken with her. Ricky? Not so much. She's ok, but she seems like she doesn't like the conversation and she's hard to talk to. She sends a lot of one liners and then doesn't make it easy to respond to her at all. RICKY - We haven't talked like at all. Plus, it feels like he's closed off to working with the Faves because he barely talks to us anyways. That's it for the new tribes. I'm really trying to put myself out there and talk to everyone to make sure I'm not on anyone's radar if we go to tribal. Now, I have the problem of wondering what I should do with my idol. Do I tell TQ and Amanda as a, "Hey, we have this plan if all else fails," or keep it just for me. I mean, doing that would lead to Amanda and TQ feeling offended that I didn't tell them. But, say we never go to tribal here, then they'd be able to carry that information deeper into the game and threaten me with it later. Right now, I've kept it a secret. If we do go to tribal, I'll wait to see if we can get one of the Faves to flip to us. If that doesn't work, then I'd have to tell them, just so we can go get information. One really good thing that happened today is that I went out searching for the idol and Eddie followed. This proves to him that I don't have the idol, which could give me leverage too :) I'm entirely shocked that Sid didn't go at that tribal for Rajax2. I really wanted him to go because it means less Raja's in the game, but it still took out Shae who could have been a flip flopper in the future. However, the Ashoka's on Rajax2 still have the majority and the ability to split the votes if this happens again. If they lose, A Rajax2 should go home.

I feel like I need to confess my sins again for it's been a while and I'm not going to count last night because last night was ugly and I got really mad and YEEKS! Forgive me future friends, but you gotta admit, it was a pretty big "Fuck you" to everyone involved in the game. Like i showed other people those gifs and it Infuriated them ALL. I gotta get over it. I'm so salty sometimes. Like a fat person who just wants to salt those fries until they turn white. But yeah, I never even got to talk about the SWAP. HELLO WHAT HAPPENED HERE! First of all i would like to thank Teddy and the hosts for swapping me ON MY BBIRTHDAYYYY WHEN I WAS GONE FOR HOURS missing out on calls and pm's and bonding and friendship and weddings and all that crap. And classic Zach checks in at like midnight my time ready to start talking and all that's left is a tumbleweed because everyone is asleep. But holy smokes are these people nice. I love Eddie. Frankly Eddie could push me into a bottomless pit and chop off my arm and I'd still love him. Kaci is literal perfection. I love her so much. Ricky clears my skin and makes me believe in a better future. And these people all join me on a tribe where the FOUR of us make up the majority over the three fans. My only loves who are not here is Saint Santa Sid who god love that kid honestly sticking it out on Raja Raja right now. If i were Sid Id jump off a bridge and cry myself asleep every night. He's stuck with ALL FANS AND SHAE??! Like that list generator must have had it out for him because he got the worst possible deal I have ever had the displeasure of watching. and then my other Love Abbey Exiled?!?!?!? MY MOM. YOU DID THAT TO MY MOM DAMNIT. And now she's joining Rakkka raka where her ass is ALSO on the line. Like I feel like i must have graced someone in life for allowing me to be in the same tribe as eddie kaci and Ricky WITH a majority. As for the fans. On my tribe. Its tricky tricky because i like all three of them but i have no idea what is going on in their heads. Frankly the three of them know theyre outnumbered and they're doing what i did in the swap for Transylvania which was selling their soul and being really nice. Like I really like TQ. Or should i say QT as in cutie because that guy is THE BOMB. Love him. Amanda loves Disney so she's automatically a bae. and Mist i haven't actually spoken too much to yet but hes cool dude. Texan. I like Texans. But together? They could be planning to slit our throats at night or planning to strangle us slowly as our final breaths leave our bodies. It's scary. Eggshells all over. I mean i like them but they must be players if Teddy casted them and they might be planning something behind my back. BUT let's see. Will i make merge? POTeennnnnntiallllllllly yyyyyyyssyshshkgdsjmafsjhdfvasvdfjvjasdf/. I don't know. I DONT KNOW LEAVE ME ALONE. That's my goal. I'm not ready for the horrors of being a prejuror. So i plan to just Zach it up and stick around. Hopefully. I'm like Elmer's glue. I'm good at sticking around and I'm also incredibly white. Also note to Shae. Girl. Girlfriend I was just as surprised as you were. Sorry we never talked but you super super lowkey scared me and then you worked with the fans and your departure had me shook. Just don't kill me after the game. I'm too young to die.asdfjkasdgfghkasd Final words. I love you Eddie. I love you Kaci. I love you Ricky. I love you Sid. I love you Abbey. I love you Cami (shout out to my Survivor love had to do it sorry). See ya'll on the flip side!

So Ashoka lost the immunity challenge and I have the pleasure of experiencing my third tribal council in this game. The plan is supposed to be Ricky, Kaci, Zach and I will all be voting Mist which seems simple enough but it seems too easy. This game has been crazy and so many unexpected things have happened and it seems like the faves haven't caught many breaks. But tonight, voting off a fan successfully will be a big step forward, and we can finally begin to chip away at the fans in the game, and at the same time Sid and Abbey are safe on the other tribe with immunity. Now where things get complicated is that Ricky is doing what I hate that he does the most, and he's playing both sids. He has created an alliance with TQ, Amanda, and Mist to try and convince them they have numbers so they won't play an idol but I know his true intentions behind creating a group with them his to cover his ass and make sure he doesn't receive any vote at such an important vote. I don't like that he's doing this, and what I don't like even more is that I had to hear it from TQ first and NOT Ricky. I had to ask Ricky when I was just on call for him to tell me. All I said was did amanda mention if they had a group and that's when he told me about the group he was in. So I guess that makes me feel a tiny bit better but I still really dislikes how he plays both sides. As Aubry said, sometimes the man in the middle of the road gets ran over... TQ is attempting to get Kaci and I on board with voting Ricky and is arguing that Ricky is playing both sides and that he thinks Ricky would flip to the fans at merge, and he also said that he really wants to work with us. While I agree that Ricky always playing both sides (First in the Shae vote and now in this vote) is really annoying and comes off as him just wanted to cover himself so the other side won't target him which really worries me. Who know when he will flip at merge. Ricky is a very smart cookie and I think he definitely could sense that we was on the bottom of Old Raja Raja and had we gone to tribal council he would have been the one that the Fav of the Favs alliance voted off next. He even expressed to me how he was worried that The Transylvanians and Bora Bora players (Kaci and I) would form an alliance and take control. Which he wasn't wrong, and I think he realized that once e got down to six. I have to push all of the to the back of my mind into Ricky and just trust that he is with us because we can not afford to vote out a fav any time soon. Especially not at this very moment because we can't afford to lose our fav majority and bring the numbers down to 3-3. That would be way to dangerous as who know if the fans would come together and force rocks. I felt good about Ricky after that conversation we had where he said he really wanted to lock something down with me but once again I find myself questioning his loyalty because he can't help but stand in the middle and talk to EVERYBODY and act like he's with everybody. And he does it so well too. Who's to say when he's being truthful or WHO he's being truthful too? I believe he will vote with us tonight. But sooner or later he might think it will be a good move to vote one of us out. I just don't expect him to think about that until the merge so I feel like I have some time. Right now the most important and crucial thing is that we keep the fav numbers up. Because if a fave goes home tonight, you can kiss our chances good bye, and shit will really hit the fan. Especially if it's because Ricky flipped. Ricky is effectively covering his ass in case something goes wrong. For example there being an idol or something crazy like that. I also think it's really fucking sketchy how Amanda apparently wants to work with us and likes us better than she likes the fans but doesn't want to vote with us tonight, and wants to vote with Mist and TQ. I think that's really shady, and she clearly doesn't want to draw the line and show people that she is working with us. She's basically flipping to work with us, without actually flipping and voting with us this vote, which is smart because she can save face with the faves and make us believe she is with us and keep her off the faves radar, while not completely flipping on the fans and therefore not being on their radar as well. At this very moment me and TQ are on a call. And he is telling me the other side wants to vote for Kaci, and that Ricky suggested it and said he would vote Kaci. That makes me really nervous because what if he is flipping because he knows he was on the bottom. I don't see how he would think that it is a good ideal at all to pick off another fav and bring our numbers down even lower. I told TQ that I simply can not vote off Ricky because I can not afford to lose another fave and that I just have to trust that Kaci is lying to them this vote since he keeps trying to get me to vote Ricky and convince me into thinking he is flipping. Ricky told Amanda that Mist will be the vote so I felt I might as well TQ the vote is Mist since Amanda will probably eventually tell them or already has and I want TQ to feel like I trust him enough to share who we are voting for tonight. This is so dangerous since Mist could very well have the idol and we will just be completely fucked. TQ wants do the same thing that Amanda is doing and still vote with Mist and apparently Ricky. I am trying to get Kaci on call with us right now so that we can possibly convince him to just vote Mist with us. I really don't want leaving the possibility of Kaci going this tribal up to Ricky cause I still don't have a very good feeling about him playing both sides. If Ricky were to flip and Kaci were to go, that would be absolutely detrimental to my game and it would leave me and Zach on the bottom of the tribe with the fans running ship. Even though Kaci has come home from work she doesn't want to get on call immediately with us which is frustrating because do she not know how important this is? Her ass is on the line and the other side is voting her and I need her on here to help me convince TQ to vote Mist, but she's taking her sweet time lkvnjldskndlkncld. Right now the way I believe and have to hope it will go is 4-3 Zach, Ricky Kaci and I vote Mist Mist, Amanda, TQ vote Kaci I'd really love if TQ could vote Mist just for some reassurance, but it doesn't seem realistic. Everything is up in the air right now, and I'm not comfortable in the slightest. I know tonight's tribal will be very nerve-wracking and I have no idea what is going to happen. This is all I really have to say about tonights vote so I'm gunna go now tbh. Wish me luck kjcnlkskls

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EP#4 - “SWAP FUCKED” (SID)

So. Let me define my situation in two words: SWAP FUCKED. Who does random.org think he is? 4 of the Faves are on happy ol' Ashoka with their beautiful majority. You know where I am? STUCK ON DAMN RAJA RAJA IN A PIT FULL OF HUNGRY FANS. Get me off this island, Teddy!!! So I'm on a tribe with 5 fans, and Shae. Yes, Shae who seems buddy buddy with said fans. Obviously I'm the target. I'm not stupid. Shae called me and said that she could convince them to take out Ashen. But Ashen is still my best hope to stay afloat. I may have thrown Eddie and Kaci under the bus to Shae, but at least I didn't give up Ricky. And there Shae is acting like I was born yesterday. NEWS FLASH, I'm 16 and a HALF, not 3. Gaston's shady as hell, Sherry's popular as hell, and Shae is supercilious as hell. They want to THROW THE FUCKING CHALLENGE. HA. I'm screwed if they do that. They'll vote me out, and the Abbey follows me after they throw another. I'm not doing that to Abbey. So I need to stay alive and build a strong alliance so Abbey is also safe IN CASE Raja Raja loses. I'll just need to go up to Ashen and the more-naive fans. I think I know what I'll say. How does "no Fan wins without the Favorites to help them. All the Faves respect Gaston and love Sherry already" sound? I'll have to lie a little, but it'll be fun. I want to take out Gaston, Sherry or Shae if we end up at Tribal. Then, Abbey joins us and it's all fun. I bet you have some questions now. Sid, why would Ashen and Thomas and Richie flip to you? Well, I have some tricks up my sleeve. Or should I say...some tricks around my neck. THAT'S RIGHT, BITCHES. SID FOUND AN IDOL AT TREE MAIL. I got it right before the swap, and I'm raring to go. I'm not sure if I'll tell Ashen or not to get her on my side, but I'll figure it out. One thing is for sure: I'm safe for another Tribal Council. Gaston, Sherry or Shae? I can't say the same for them. Root for me. I'm killing the game right now. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. (Fuck you, random.org).

What the actual god damn shit Fuck was that? So I was waiting to do a really cutesy confessional describing the swap and how I feel and all that bullllllllcrap, but then the challenge comes. And the results come. And at first, yay we won, yippers. We did it team. nice. But I swear to god I am so venomous right now with the other tribe that I can't even explain it. Like I literally feel murderous. Like Miss Lindsey in Cagayan who felt she had to quit the game before she beat the shit out of Kass. That whole tribe is Kass and I'm Lindsey on steroids right now. So it's obvious the other team threw the challenge. That part doesn't irritate me as much. It was their gifs though that sent me into a fury. I'm going to regret this later because I'm a nice person and I don't usually leave mean confessionals, but honestly those punks have some fucking nerve doing what they did. The first gif was adorable. Sid waking up. Awww hes starting the day out right, the cutey. Second gif, wtf? Third gif even bigger wtf? Fifth and sixth were the same fucking gifs. Seventh was Shae giving a smug look holding a wine bottle, whatever. Eight and nine though. That was too far for me. It honestly crossed a line. I think it was Thomas or something holding those signs that read "If you don't like this story then suck my pussy" or something, and that's what blew my lid honestly. First of all it's total disrespect to Teddy and the hosts. Total disrespect to the judges. Total disrespect to Sid who they were obviously throwing the challenge for so they could vote him off. And total disrespect to literally anybody who opens up that fucked up gif. They're just bullies. In no world is that ever okay with me. I'm telling you one thing if that's the game they want to play they won't have any fucking fans when they're done. It disgusts me how they think that was even remotely okay. I want Thomas dead bye. You really think it was so cool to hold up a sign that said eat my pussy? Shove it dude. If I meet you at merge, I'll probably be nice and whatever and perhaps I'll even like you, but honestly you're done. Like I said. They threw the challenge. Whatever. But the way they did it. Jack the judge said it best "This is the reason why I’m retired from this god forsaken community, because this kind of shit kills my eyes and makes me want to die." Lowkey shit like this makes me want to quit too, Jack. I'm a lovely person, very kind, and all that, but they fucked Sid over. They fucked Abbey over. And it's not alright with me. I don't want to play with people who do things like that. I don't. And I'm going to apologize to Teddy and Shelby and Lydia right here and now for what they did because it truly was despicable. No respect whatsoever. I'm just done with the crap. Thanks for starting to ruin the season for me fans. Can't wait to meet all you little bullies with no self-respect in the future. Transylvanians were so much better, I miss my real fam. Bye. Oh and nice handwriting Thomas. I'm just going to pretend that sign said "possy" since you don't know how to write a "u." Sorry if I'm being mean but we're not the ones being jerks.

(That video basically explains why I am no longer targeting Ricky, and a few events that have changed my stance/feelings on this game and how it changed my stance) So basically the fans got us all the way fucked up throwing the challenge the way they did to fuck Sid over and save the fans on our tribe. The fact that they had the balls to flaunt it in front of our faces the way they did speaks volumes on their characters and values as a game player. They didn't even feel the need to make it semi believable that they put any sort of effort into the challenge and decided to even say that if we didn't like it, we can suck their pussies. That gif of Shae shoving the wine bottle down her throat and not even attempting to act like she's drinking it is me choking myself at the thought of going into the merge with only 4 original fave numbers. They seem to think they have this game in the bag, but one thing I do know, is they are underestimating our abilities to fuck their lives up. It's going to be a very cutthroat game from here on out for me. I know once I hit the merge Kaci and I will have a huge target on our back for being from the same season. I'm going to have to play a very anybody but me game and I'm going to have to use people and then throw them to the wolves just to make it far. I no longer have any loyalty to anybody but my four faves, and even then if they have to go for me to survive, then so be it :////. (sorry Ricky for wanting to blindside you not even a day ago :|...) I'm willing to vote out anybody as long as I'll see another round. I haven't even made the merge and I feel like I'm getting a little bit too ahead of myself, but I honestly feel like I really need to begin thinking about what my strategy is going to be, because this isn't going to be something that I can just wing. I need to be very calculating in every single conversation that I have with these people and every single step forward that I take needs to have a clear purpose. When it comes to the fans Richie, Gaston, Sherry, and Thomas are the ones who I have on my radar the most. From the information I have gained from TQ, (which could all be a lie who the fuck knows at this point) Sherry talked to everyone on old Ashoka and really did a good job of making her rounds. I'm sure her and Richie have formed some type of partnership based on me recently finding out that they played on a season of Can You Survive together (which Richie actually ended up winning) and in these games, anything, literally ANY type of previous connection/friendship is enough to solidify something between two people. Which makes me believe that if there was a majority alliance on old ashoka (which there obviously is) Richie and Sherry were both in it, because it's very hard for me to believe that both of them are not high on the totem poll, and I think if one of them is, so is the other because of the fact that they have a connection and are definitely pretty tight and would find a way to bring the other into the alliance. Thomas is just confirmed trash ever since I saw he made those gifs for the challenge, know that. Gaston is an extremely good game player, because just as Richie, he is someone who has won one if not a few orgs and did exceptionally well on Endure. I think he's definitely very high on the totem poll when it comes to the fans and he's definitely someone that has a lot of control on that side, he knows what he's doing, and I just have a feeling that if there were to be anybody to have made the executive decision of keeping Shae and voting off Link, it would be him, along with the majority alliance on old Ashoka that probably includes the likes of Sherry, Richie, and a few others who I can't quite put my finger on yet. I know Amanda is also a threat and someone who should be targeted cause from talking to Ricky I've gathered that she is a really good game player and knows how to really play, but right now she is someone who I am banking on to work with both me and Ricky once merge comes but she will eventually be someone who's throat I will need to slit, once we don't need her number anymore. That's just a basic read on the old trashoka tribe and I could be completely 100% wrong, but who really gives a shit cause I'll find out sooner or later amiright? As of right now I've got nothing to lose, and I'm ready to hopefully make the merge and shake this game the fuck up. I'll be damned if the faves get taken out that easily, what kind of bullshit is that? Predictable games are never any fun. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ that pretty much sums up about how I feel about my chances of making it far enough to even beat my placement in Bora Bora. But who doesn't love a good underdog story? Wish me luck!

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EP#3 “IT WAS VERY, VERY CLOSE. WE LOST -400 POINTS TO 4,000″ (RICHIE)

OKAY SO NOW IM GONNA ANALYZE PEOPLE Richie- I loved Richie so fast tbh lmao we bonded over disney and harry potter which everyone knows is the way to my heart. We also talked about big brother which i love lol but we haven’t talked too much in a few days which makes me a bit nervous? But i think we’re still good anyways. Ashen- They are adorable we talked the first few days but not much else after that in pm’s at least Link- I dont think we talked at all so im totally okay with them going home this week Thomas- We played a game together once before and if i remember correctly we were directly targeting eachother the whole time. But we seem to be totally fine now. Idk if he doesnt remember or chose to disregard it but im fine with that lmfao Sherry- Okay so Sherry played iSurvivor with my friend and i remember hearing all the crazy shit during the game that she like lashed out at people and such so idk how this is gonna go but im staying on her good side for now because i dont wanna be on the other side of things. Gaston- IM LITERALLY TRASH I WAS WAY TO EXCITED TO SEE HIM PLAYING LMAO. I saw him play BBHell with Shelby and ive heard nothing but good things pre-game and hes literally so nice. We talk a bunch and I would love working with him moving forward. Mist- We havent talked much but he did give me an insight on what was happening with the vote so that was cute. Shae- Queeeen. We talked a bit when she switched to our tribe and i really like her so far. I know she could be an easy vote for our tribe since she is the “newbie” to us but i think she could be an asset. She's already proven she's here to play. TQ- OKAY SO HERES THE BIG TEA. So ive been talking to TQ quite a bit cause we talk about big brother 18 and such but today I found out that he knows Amir aka one of my besties and that they worked together in a game before so we were talking about Amir and he said: On 7/1/16, at 9:07 PM, TQ wrote: > If Amir is your character witness then you just became my number one in this game So basically we’re like eachother’s number 1 at this point. Unless he’s being a shady bitch which i really hope he isnt. OKAY THIS IS LONG ENOUGH IM DONE. I think i recapped everything. At this point i wanna play off the strong but sweet card as much as i can. But you know if someone starts to annoy me youre gonna see my bitch come out in here. Everythings all rainbows and sunshine on the Ashoka beach right now it's only a matter of time before shit hits the fan. GOODNIGHT PEEPS.

Hey Round 3 confessional! I didn't submit anything for Round 2 because nothing really happened tbh!! Ok so I promised I would give my evaluations of the tribe so here we go in the order I think of them! Shae - the new girl! I think she's cool and fun and she's definitely the spark that we need to get this tribe moving. She's talkative and friendly so she knows that she needs to work to get on our good side if she doesn't want to be the first out the door. Sherry - Ok, Sherry is amazing, I really like her. She pulled a lot of stuff for the Scavenger Hunt and she's an overall nice person to talk to. This round, she actually offered me an alliance, more on that later, but I do look forward to working with her. Amanda - She's been pretty inactive but she claims it is because her dog died so I can't really be too harsh on her. I want to talk to her more but I would need her to talk to me! Ashen - They're so cool. funfunfufn. We chat a bit since we both were in theater so we've been able to discuss a bunch of that to get along. I think we could work together for a bit in this game if I just //asked//. TQ - I really like him. He's fun to talk to and I think I could work with him soon. We haven't spoken MUCH but I've definitely spoken with him more than other people. Gaston - Gaston seems like a very likeable person that everyone would like and want to work with. i could see him as being someone that people would congregate around and try to work with so I don't want to get too close to him. Richie - He's fun and it was nice to work on a challenge with him but he didn't participate much. I liked talking to him some times but he's nin such a difficult time zone that sometimes it's a bit hard? Thomas - He's someone I haven't talked that much to so I don't really have much of a comment on him. Link - I haven't spoken to her at all and then it's the consensus that I've been told is the vote. I hope this is the truth so I can stay! So about that alliance with Sherry. She randomly dropped it on me that we've never talked much just because we are never on at the same time but she still wants to work with me. To prove this she gave me a clue to the Hidden Immunity Idol (which i already had) but the Idol clue fits so I'm sure it's not a lie. I really trust her and I do want to work with her in this game.

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EP#2 - “DOES ANYBODY WANT TO SAVE ME?!" (SHAELYN)

It is a very depressing day today. Not only did I pour cold water over my head and dance to a JT song..RAJA RAJA LOST THE FIRST IMMUNITY challenge. I wasn’t expecting this at all and I felt like I was going to be sick when I found out the news. I put in so much effort into that challenge. I got 111 points!! 111 points!! However my efforts didn't go totally unnoticed :) [6:11:09 PM] Teddy: hi [6:11:11 PM] Teddy: (wave) [6:11:15 PM] Sarah: sup fam [6:11:59 PM] Teddy: as the person who scored the most points in the scavenger hunt, you get a clue to a hidden immunity idol :~) it will be delivered tonight. its up to you if you want to share this information or not. THATS RIGHT BITCHES! I got the clue to the hidden immunity idol! Guess I gotta keep dancing. Immediately after finding out we were going to tribal I had to get to work. Messaging people..most ppl said that they respect that I tried so hard in the challenge that they wouldn’t consider voting me off...which is good and everything but it made me cautious of how I want to be viewed. I’ll have to downplay a lot later on. For now though, I just really want to win the next immunity because our tribe feels so tight and personal that I was having trouble figuring out who to vote for. Eddie pulled Kaci and I into a call and Sid said he was gonna talk to me after anyways so we ended up pulling him. Inevitably it ended up with the numbers on our side to vote out Emily. (Eddie, Kaci, Sid, Zach, Abbey, Ricky and I). We were telling Shae the plan and to cool Emily down we told her Shae. Shit hit the fan soon and it became apparent that Shae and Emily were talking. Shaelyn decided to change her name to "Shaedy" to prove she knows what we’re doing. Frankly I’m here for it bc #Shaedy. Everyone was so worked up about people searching for the hidden immunity idol. What’s the big deal? Everyone is going to be doing that? Ya’ll need to chill. Anyways ppl got paranoid so they wanted to split the votes on Shae and Emily. The girls voted Shae and the guys voted Emily. So it turned out to be 3-4 on our side and whatever the two decided to do wouldn’t matter. Frankly that tribal was a mess. Tag yourself: I am Kaci interrupting me every time Teddy asked me a question during tribal. Excuse me BUT LEARN YOUR PLACE. I’m not gonna be petty and try to vote her out over that because she is digging her own grave and I’m ecstatic about it. Yes Kaci keep running your mouth and you’ll soon be running all the way out of this game. :~) Shae has mentioned that no one was truthful to her so I had to cover my bases JUST in case she isn’t the next one to go home. [7:28:50 PM] #shaedy: i ran my mouth a bit so I’m nervous you’ll flip even though it was originally emily [7:29:30 PM] Sarah: no like I was being str8 up with u when I said it wasn't you..i knew you weren't going home just I had to go have dinner and wash dishes so I couldn't talk that much [7:30:15 PM] #shaedy: okay.. so how many votes for me should i expect just so i know lol [7:30:18 PM] #shaedy: im voting emily obv [7:30:25 PM] Sarah: like 3 [7:30:34 PM] #shaedy: okay.. [7:52:08 PM] Sarah: I honestly don't blame you for acting the way you did..i prob would have done the same thing but you'll see you're not going with this tribal [7:52:30 PM] #shaedy: okay. thanks for actually talking to me after this mess [7:53:53 PM] Sarah: no problem TBH like fuck it was so stressful [7:54:57 PM] #shaedy: it was. even more for me. all i wanted was for at least one person to say they were telling emily my name you feel? it would have calmed me down completely [7:55:31 PM] Sarah: Yea and it didn't even occur to me to do that? [7:55:37 PM] Sarah: I think they didn't bc of fear [7:55:44 PM] #shaedy: yeah thats understandable [7:56:07 PM] #shaedy: going forward i hope people understand all i ask for is to know if my name is out there, whether it be legit or not It’s a start…. Our tribe is getting closer and more social as days go on so I need to be on the lookout for any potential relationships blossoming without me being in them. *eyes emoji*

HEEEEEEY I promise I'm not inactive! But however, I had a pretty rough round, like it's not my best round. I haven't really talked to too many people. I made sure to send an opening message to everyone to make sure people knew I was here, but aside from that, no conversation at all. I feel so behind as if everyone else has allies already and I'm still here not sharing too many words with anyone. That's currently my task for tomorrow, make sure I go more conversations in. Usually for my first confessional I like to breakdown how I feel about each contestant but I guess I can't do that because I haven't spoken to enough people! I promise I won't flop yet! Since I can't do the player introductions, maybe I'll just outline my strategy here. I feel as if I'm very talkative sometimes, so when I do get to start having more conversations, I'll probably click very easily. It already seems however that there are a few people in our tribe that aren't as active (Link and Amanda) just based on how much they submitted this round. Hopefully if the tribe comes to tribal, I can push their directions and play the card that I'm actually active! Oh! I almost forgot! I found an idol this round!! Man, I'm super excited! Like, who finds an idol on their first guess??? But this just means I need to be careful with it and use it at the right time. I found it in such a spectacular way so it needs to not be a waste. I don't know where I stand right now. There's very active characters that stand out. Ash seemed ready to do all the messy and crazy things for the scavenger hunt. They're also very talkative and likeable, so I don't know. I want to talk more to Ash just because I feel like they might be at the top? Ash is constantly talking in chat and probably is just the same in private chat. I wouldn't be too surprised if people already had Ash as an ally. Sherry also took a bunch but doesn't seem to be as talkative? The rest are just really not on my radar or I didn't notice much about them. I really really want that to change by the next time I write this! I think that's all for this round! I'm really excited to start playing this game and to really get into it. I'm so ready because it's going to be great! I want to make sure I pull out all the stops this game and go far. I promise I'll make this interesting to watch!

Holy crap. Okay last night didn't exist. Who's Emily? Don't know her. Did we go to tribal yet? I don't think so because that WAS FREAKING SCARRING. LIKE HOLY CRAP EMILY GURL YOU POOR SOUL. First off, the six person group strategizes and agree Sarah is a sweetie pateetie and we want to work with her for the vote. SO we join a seven person chat and Complicate the hell out of the vote by telling Shae to vote Emily and Emily to vote Shae. As a side note, Shae was after me and Kaci's weave apparently since we're not as active enough. but like this early?! Yeeks. It's not my fault all these people do is get on call every hour of the day and chat. All of them. It's exhausting for me. So much talking. I'm so tired. Can't we just text it out? You can be really fun through text. Instead of videos that never end that lasts for hours and hours and hours and hours and then days and months and years and decades and freaking centuries and IM DEAD. I love all these people but let me SLEEP! I need my tv time. I'm literally on a call right now. The only way I can be more active is throwing my life completely away into Tumblr Survivor. Which I'm starting to do. I need retirement. Anywho, what was I talking about? I'm literally scrolling up. I'm just typing. Oh fuck the vote. Okay but yeah Shae and Emily know this is suspicious and Shae flips a table and slams our faces into mud while stomping on our necks and screaming in her ears. Like she was going to kill every single person in this tribe. SHE SENDS US A VIDEO CALLED FUCK YOU. and THEN as a tribe, all NINE of us get on a call and LITERALLY TELL EMILY BYE. I had to turn my video on mute to avoid making a freaking scene. Abbey was crying. Ricky might have been crying. Emily was crying. Kaci was slaying it with Sid and Eddie spilling the truth tea. IT WAS CHAOS?! WHAT WAS THISIHSIS. We then decide to go straight to council and Emily's ass is grass. And the poor girl got sent home. I really liked the girl. I miss her Kermit the Frog pic. But it wasn't me and I have some tight alliances (maybe?!?!?!?! HOPEFULLY) so we'll see how it goessss. IM losing blood. and well looks like this tribe of hot messes is going back to tribal again. And Shae is a target. AND if miss thing tries to target me again i'm going to beat a bitch. I don't want votes this early thankkkkkks. THANKS BUT PLZ NO. STOP IT. Ughh. my wiki page. Um but yeah. I like all these people. they're great, they're fun, and they're nice. Why are we so messy though? I'll tell you one thing though, if we keep losing we ain't gonna be "favorites" anymore. We gonna be the laughing stock of the whole community and I'm not ready to be a *gulps* PRE-Juror. I'll scream. Let us hope and pray and do some rain dances and ROCK THIS! Now if you excuse me, I'm going to try to get off this call because I'm already tired and I got to watch NONE of my shows tonight and nzdsdbfkjasdh. and I'm starting to get twitchy. STOP TALKINGGGG. All these people do is call and it's so tiring and half the time i can't join. And Help me viewers. Teddy? Lydia? Anybody? Transylvanians? SOMEONE HELP ME! THEYRE ASKING ME IF IM HERE? I am but I cant physically talk anymore. I told them I'm leaving this confession which I am. Gr. I'm tired. I want to watch Futurama. I want to sleep. FOGET YOU GO HOME GOODBYE. And that's how Zachary "sees" it. >:)

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FAN FAVORITE AWARD VOTING

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SEASON AWARDS

Biggest Hero: Zach & Abbey Biggest Villain: Sid & Sherry Most Manipulative: Sherry Best Confessionals: Gaston Most Likable: Abbey Best Pre-Juror: Shaelyn & Amanda Most Entertaining: Sid Best Storyarc: Richie & Abbey Biggest Comeback: Richie Most Confused: Richie Best Pre-Jury Game: Eddie Best Jury Game: Sid Best Jury Speech: Richie Best Rivalry: Richie vs Abbey Best Duo/Alliance: Twister Sisters (Sherry and Sid) Biggest Meltdown: Sherry after Sid’s blindside. Most Robbed: Sherry Best Move: Eddie’s vote off Biggest Mistake: Amanda’s vote off Biggest Shock: Sid’s Blindside Best Idol Play: Shaelyn

The Player of the Season and Fan Favorite will be released later on next week.

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EP#1 - #SHAEDY (SHAELYN)

My first confessional of the season! How cute. Alright so first off I just wanted to say that I am beyond ecstatic to be back on another tumblr survivor season. I am back and I am ready to play! Comparing my last season rebels and rogues to fans vs faves4 I had a preconceived idea about how this season was going to play out. However..I can sort of already tell that this is a whole different ball game. The right words to describe my tribe last season would obviously be “too rogue”-too rogue for anyone that is usually completely terrified of what was going to happen next. I’m not sensing the same vibe from the favourites tribe. These people are really lowkey. Well, compared to rogues they are. It’s almost as if Teddy has put players on a tribe with people who play similar games to see who will go insane first. Yes hi, I’m not here for this. I’m excellent with flowing under the radar if need be. I’m good with recognizing when someone wants to take the powerful role. I gracefully oblige every single time. Maybe it’s because it’s the second day but nobody screams “hear me roar” just quite yet. It’s always the quiet ones I’m always skeptical about. The ones dancing in the background pretending go along with everything. I do that. Eddie for sure does that. Hopefully people’s personalities come out soon because I cannot be in a tribe with these people. I need chaos!! I thrive off of it. I for sure as hell do not want to take on the powerful role anyways because that’s just welcoming everything bad :) :) First impressions: Eddie: Now this is not really a first impression. We’ve been friends for a year and I swear to god he is my go to for everything. I am so glad I have someone in this game because trusting someone 100% is always a great asset. -We are super solid. The only issue is we cannot let people catch on to our friendship, we need to downplay it if anyone asks. **( Also side note..His friendship with Kaci is a little bit worrisome. He thinks she will have his back in this game because they played bora bora together...and I don’t trust her for one second. He’ll want her for awhile ..but i’m going to have to cut that off fairly quickly) Sid: He seems very nice, him and I talked for a bit and I found out that he is a huffle and I am a ravenclaw so we obviously bonded over that. #HPFTW. I could see myself working with him in the future. ARE YOU GAY OR ARE YOU STRAIGHT? Can I flirt with you or AM I WASTING MY TIME? Teddy: Ugh. Just terrible. Hasnt responded to me all day and when he did he said my scavenger hunt photo didn’t count? Um hELLLO? …. Jk :) Emily: I forgot her name until she joined the call.OOPS She seemed pretty irrelevant to me so eh sorry. *Prob the REAL winner of FVF4* I havent talked to her much but if I’m going off her intro video ….I do not like… Shae: HAHAHAH OK FIRST OF ALL. She is so hilarious she reminds me of my other old highschool friend. I can see her and I getting along great. She showed us her response video to the touchy subjects that happened in her last season and it was so iconic. I need to start talking to her more. Ricky: Ok him and I talked in the mass chats before and he is so precious. However I’ll be honest theres something about him that makes me not trust him. Possible number on my side bc he told Eddie he likes me ..so there could be a potential alliance brewing with him and I and some other ppl so **AHEM** STAY TUNED. Abbey: She’s super friendly and I love how we’re building a connection already! If I have to flirt with her, I will. SHE KISSED A PIG FOR THE SCAVHUNT. LOL she crazy Zach: We obviously bonded over cats because that's what two cute people do right? He seems gr8. 10/10-will prob change my mind later i'll keep u posted Kaci: Ok so usually people don't make bad impressions right away with me but she left a gross feeling in the pit of my stomach. The best way to put it is, she is comparable to regan but with a better social game. I can tell she is very social -its very clear right off the bat. Yikes. She interrupted me every time I was talking in the group call last night? Like u chiiilll fam? Anyways her voice annoys me and I want her to go asap :~) Ill be nice ..for now :) I wonder how the newbies are doing? Hopefully Raja Raja pulls through with the first immunity otherwise that will be EMBARRASSING AF

Hey ya'll it's little ole' me with my first confessional here! Okay right off the bat, honestly one of the biggest regrets I have about my last game is that my confessionals were extra vanilla. Like I'm not kidding where was my personality? I can't have that again in this game. Nope. Not happening. Gotta balance the info with the delivery if that makes any sense. Maybe not but hang in there with me. First night, the always stressful marooning. I was just getting off work when my skype exploded and quickly ran into the computer lab at my school to take care of business. I'm legit not kidding when i say my phone battery went from like 60% to 3% in that time as I would not give my poor phone a break. Messaging 8 new people, starting off relationships, while also messaging players in a side season, while also messaging people in for personal conversations, while also trying to make dinner plans, while also talking to my friends. It was a disaster and it showed when I voted in the side season because i ALMOST CRASHED. But details details. ANYWAY, ya'll probably don't care so back to this season. Absolutely insane, although Abbey was right there with me and I'm playing the gme with her whether she wants it or not. I'll be a leach for all I care, as LONG AS I HAVE AN ALLY. Like we were both dreading first boot. Dreading. Terrified. Ready for it. Returning players can be scary! But the night drags on and there's some shining stars that reveal themselves throughout the evening. Eddie. King Eddie of Bora Bora, he is SO easy to talk to, we had INSTANTLY great conversations. I like that guy. And Kaci? Miss future BB contestant. Like that girl is freaking attractive af and I love her. Although I did embarrass myself a litttttle bit after fangirling about celebs, and how I get star struck. But damn she's good. I message Abbey later and she totally agrees, and before you know it >>> EDDIE, KACI, ABBEY, ME in an alliance of four. BAM! I was screaming the entire night, and to my knowledge, this may have been the same night where I was on a four hour call with people in that same side season which is so much more stressful than it needs to be. I also message Sarah, who loves cats. Automatically a good person. Ricky is awesome, as expected. Sid. Love the kid. Emily has an icon of Kermit the frog so c'mon, just amazing. And Shae is a freaking blast. This cast is so iconic. I mean yeah it's day two so we're all cutesy and smiles and la la la la la. Give it time and I'm sure I'll be squawking soon, but these people are not scary?!? It's amazing and incredible Oh and also the classic question of "Who here is straight?" came up again in the tribe chat, which I was just waiting for to happen. Time to go undercover again as a secret gay, for I am tragically Straight. But hot damn do i want them to know that?! Hmmm hmmm?? Last time i said i was straight i got a "Sure Jan" response (I C U Transylvanians), so fuck time to cross over to the light side and embrace it right. But tbh, it is kinda fun to be flirted with by Ricky and friends. Like I may have a Tumblr Survivor Spouse already (Shout out to Camilla my wife! I Love you!!!) but no crime in taking the flirts slfhklqsdgfklsd. Is that messy? It's messy. I'm messy. OH and speaking of Ricky, apparently Mr. Ricky and Sidlegend ALSO wanted to form a little alliance with myself and Abbey. AND when asked about further numbers, THEY were the ones who said THEY liked Kaci and Eddie.....? Like did Abbey and I set ourselves up in a good position here on day two? How we're in like two alliances and everyone in those alliances like each other?? I don't know, I'm not taking anything for granted, but I have hopes. We don;t have targets on our backs so soon yet. I am in love. I'm still a little intsy teensy bit paranoid and am watching my back, but so far its not too shabby of a start I hope. I mean everyone is great so hard to throw anyone under the bus right now. But I suppose we will find a way? Ughhhhh. WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY?! HOW I'M INTERNALLY SCREAMING?! I FINISHED MY SUMMER CLASS?! That's important right?.... Maybe not. No one cares probably. But I do. Wellllll anyway its the end of day two now, there's still a hell of a long ways to go now and I'll see ya'll on the flipside! Blow me kisses wish me luck. I'mma try for all the little guys out there! IM DOING IT FOR YOU! WE GOT THIS! Okay bye. :)

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