the grief that comes from chronic illness hurts so much
i went from dancing my whole life, training to go on pointe to being stuck in my house majority of the time
this shit took so much away from me and it hurts
i went out with my friends for 4 hours on sunday and proceeded to feel like i had the flu, and that was when i was using my wheelchair
im still undiagnosed as well, like yes i probably have eds but none of my drs feel confident to dx me, and i have post exertional malaise and fit the criteria for me/cfs but ya
at the end of the day i dont fully know whats up, i just know ive lost so much and i dont confidently know why














